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Chapter 8 - chapter 7

The Seine glittered like molten gold beneath the waning sun, and the voices of passing Parisians seemed to blur into a distant hum. Evelyn and Julian lingered at the balustrade, neither eager to let the moment slip away. The white rose he had given her rested delicately in her hand, its petals trembling in the breeze.

"You must think me foolish," Evelyn said softly, still looking at the water. "To stand here with you, as though this were a tale spun for romance, not reality."

Julian's lips curved, though his eyes remained solemn. "If it is foolish, then we are both guilty. And I will not regret it."

She turned her gaze on him then, studying the soldier who seemed both immovable and impossibly fragile in the same breath. "Do you ever regret it?" she asked. "The path you chose—the uniform, the duty?"

He considered her words, his jaw tightening. "Regret? At times, yes. But duty has a way of binding a man, even when his heart strains against the chains. We are told it is honor. And sometimes," he admitted, his voice lower now, "it feels more like sacrifice."

Evelyn's chest ached at the honesty in his tone. She wanted to reach for his hand, to anchor him to something gentler than orders and maps and sacrifice. Instead, she held the rose closer to her, as if it carried the weight of what she could not say aloud.

"And you?" he asked after a moment. "Do you regret it? The path of music?"

Her breath caught. "Never the music. But…there are days I wonder if the stage is worth the solitude. People applaud, critics write, and yet when the curtain falls…" She hesitated, her voice breaking slightly. "When the curtain falls, it is only me. And the silence."

Julian's gaze softened. "You are not alone tonight."

The words lingered between them, warm and steady, a balm against the ache she had carried for so long. Evelyn looked down quickly, afraid of the heat rising to her cheeks.

To break the heaviness, she tilted her head and asked playfully, "Do all soldiers speak so poetically, Captain Reed, or is it only you?"

A rare smile tugged at his lips. "Only when pressed by extraordinary company."

She laughed then, a true, unguarded laugh, the kind she hadn't allowed herself in weeks. And for a moment, it felt as though Paris itself had hushed to listen.

They began to walk again, following the curve of the river. Streetlamps flickered to life, casting pools of golden light upon the cobblestones. Evelyn told him of her rehearsals, of the grandeur of the concert hall that both thrilled and terrified her. Julian listened with an intensity that made her feel every word mattered. In return, he spoke of his men, of Thomas Hale and their long hours of drills, of the weight of command that kept him awake some nights.

The more they shared, the more the walls between their worlds seemed to crumble. And yet, beneath the laughter and the confessions, the unspoken truth lingered: this was stolen time, fragile and fleeting.

At last, as the bells of Notre-Dame tolled in the distance, Evelyn slowed, her steps reluctant. "I should return," she whispered. "Tomorrow brings another rehearsal."

Julian's expression darkened, though he masked it with a soldier's composure. "And I should return to my men."

They stood facing one another beneath the glow of a lamplight, the night air cool against their skin. Evelyn clutched the white rose, her heart pounding.

"Will I see you again?" she asked, her voice trembling despite her effort to steady it.

Julian's eyes searched hers, filled with the battle of longing and restraint. "If the world allows it," he said softly. "But know this, Evelyn—whether I see you tomorrow or never again, you have already changed the course of my life."

The words struck her like a chord played too deeply, reverberating through every part of her. She wanted to answer, to tell him how his presence had haunted her, how his absence had left her hollow. But when she opened her mouth, only a whisper emerged.

"Then let us pray the world is merciful."

He bowed his head slightly, the gesture both respectful and achingly intimate. Then, with the discipline of a soldier, he stepped back, leaving a space between them that felt like an entire ocean.

Evelyn turned and walked toward her apartment, her rose held close, her every step heavy with the knowledge that she had once again let him go. But this time, Paris itself had witnessed their meeting. And perhaps, she thought with trembling hope, Paris would not be so cruel as to end it here.

The Théâtre des Champs-Élysées glowed like a jewel on the boulevard, its façade lit by gas lamps that spilled light across the carriages pulling up before it. Ladies in silk gowns swept up the marble steps, their jewels catching the light, while gentlemen in dark coats murmured eagerly of the night's performance. Paris had come to see Evelyn Hart—the English pianist who had already caused whispers among the city's musical elite.

Backstage, Evelyn sat alone, the satin of her gown pooling around her. A pale ivory dress had been chosen for her debut, simple yet radiant, as though she were a figure carved from light. She held the white rose Julian had given her, hidden now between the pages of her sheet music. Her heart thudded so loudly she wondered if it would betray her before she even touched the piano.

Lillian peeked in, her smile nervous but proud. "They're waiting for you, Evelyn. Paris is waiting."

"Yes," Evelyn whispered. But in her mind she thought: And so is he, perhaps. Or perhaps not.

The call came, and she stepped into the blaze of the stage. Applause rolled through the hall like thunder. She curtsied with grace, her composure unshaken, and took her seat at the grand piano.

The first half of her program was technical brilliance—Chopin, Beethoven—played with fire and precision. She conquered the keyboard, and the audience was rapt. Yet as she turned the final page of her set, Evelyn's gaze drifted across the sea of faces. For a moment, her heart faltered.

He was there.

Julian Reed.

Seated near the back of the hall in his dark uniform, his posture rigid yet his gaze fixed unwaveringly upon her. The sight nearly undid her. For a heartbeat, the notes on the page blurred.

But then she made her choice.

She set aside the final prepared piece. Instead, she laid her hands upon the keys and began to play something entirely her own. A melody born in London, shaped by longing, carried to Paris by hope. The music that had come to her that night by the Seine when she had stood beside him.

It was soft at first, tender, like a whisper in the dark. Then it swelled, aching, uncontainable—every note a confession she could never speak aloud. The hall seemed to fade; there was only the piano, her soul poured into sound, and the soldier who listened.

When the last chord trembled into silence, the hall erupted. The applause was deafening, cheers filling the air, critics already scribbling furiously in their notebooks. Evelyn rose, bowed, smiled with the grace expected of her. But her eyes found Julian's again, and for that fleeting instant, nothing else mattered.

Afterwards, amidst the storm of admirers and congratulations, she slipped away to the shadowed side corridor of the theater, her pulse racing. She hardly dared hope he would follow.

But he did.

She heard the measured tread of boots before he appeared, stepping from the crowd into the quiet. His face was taut with restraint, yet his eyes burned with something unspoken.

"You played…" He stopped, searching for words. "God help me, Evelyn—you played as though you were speaking directly to me."

Her breath shivered in her chest. "Perhaps I was."

For a moment, silence reigned. Then Julian stepped closer, no longer the composed officer, but a man stripped bare by truth.

"I cannot promise you forever," he said, his voice rough. "The world may take me from here tomorrow. But tonight…tonight, I am yours."

And for the first time, Evelyn let herself believe that fate, however cruel, had given them this night as a gift.

The roar of the audience still echoed faintly in Evelyn's ears as she stood in the shadowed corridor, her chest rising and falling with the remnants of her performance. The applause, the praise, the promises of fame—all of it seemed a distant blur compared to the weight of Julian Reed's presence before her.

For once, the soldier's composure had slipped. His eyes, usually steady as steel, held a storm in them, and Evelyn felt herself drawn into it helplessly.

"Come," he said quietly, almost urgently. "Not here. Not with all these walls around us."

Without protest, she followed him out into the Paris night. The theater doors had spilled crowds of patrons onto the boulevard, their voices rising with excitement, but Julian led her away, down the quieter streets that wound toward the river.

The city shimmered in moonlight, lanterns glowing along the Seine, their reflections rippling like golden fire on the dark water. Evelyn drew her shawl tighter around her shoulders, though it was not the chill that made her tremble.

For a time they walked in silence, side by side, the only sound their footsteps against the cobblestones. At last, Julian spoke, his voice low and rough, as though dragged from the depths of him.

"I swore to myself I would not seek you. That if fate wished us parted, I would obey." He stopped walking, turning to face her. "But then you played tonight. And every note was a chain, binding me here."

Evelyn's throat tightened, tears burning at the edges of her eyes. "And I swore I would not let you into my heart. That music would be enough, that I would pour everything into my career. But when I saw you in the hall tonight… Julian, I knew I had been lying to myself."

His hand lifted, hesitated, then brushed lightly against hers—a touch so tentative it nearly undid her. "Evelyn…"

She drew in a shuddering breath. "What is it we are doing? You are bound to your regiment. I am bound to the stage. Our lives are not our own."

"Perhaps not," he said, his voice breaking with quiet fervor. "But this moment is ours. No general, no critic, no command can take that from us."

Her hand slipped fully into his then, the dam finally breaking. They stood close beneath the lantern's glow, the world narrowing until there was nothing but the heat of his palm and the pounding of her heart.

"I don't know if I will see you tomorrow," Julian murmured, leaning closer. "But I need you to know…you have undone me, Evelyn Hart. No battlefield, no victory, no duty has ever shaken me as you have."

Her tears spilled then, silent and unashamed. She lifted her free hand to his face, her fingers brushing the sharp line of his cheek. "And you, Julian Reed, have stolen every note from me. Every song I play now belongs to you."

For a breathless instant, they hovered between words and silence, between restraint and surrender. Then the distance between them dissolved, and he kissed her.

It was not the polished kiss of a gentleman, nor the hurried desire of youth. It was the meeting of two souls who had been pulled apart by the world and thrust together again by fate. Fierce and tender all at once, it left them both trembling.

When they broke apart, the city stretched around them, vast and uncaring. Yet Evelyn felt as though Paris itself had hushed to witness them.

Julian pressed his forehead to hers, his breath unsteady. "Whatever comes, remember this. Remember tonight."

She closed her eyes, holding on as though the moment itself might shatter if she let go.

The night grew quieter as the Seine flowed steadily beneath the bridges, carrying whispers of the city into the distance. Evelyn and Julian lingered by the balustrade, unwilling to part, though both knew dawn would bring them back to their separate worlds.

"Do you ever wish you could run?" she asked softly, her gaze fixed on the water. "Not from battlefields or obligations, but from the weight of it all. To vanish, live in some forgotten corner where no one expects anything from you."

Julian gave a low chuckle, though it carried no amusement. "Every day. The army calls it desertion, but in truth it would only be…survival. Yet I cannot. Men's lives depend on me. My honor binds me." He paused, his hand tightening gently around hers. "And you? Would you leave the stage if you could?"

Evelyn hesitated. The truth lodged in her chest like a secret she had never dared speak aloud. "I used to think music was freedom. Now I see it's also a cage. The world demands perfection, beauty, discipline. Sometimes I wonder if they love me or only the sound I give them." She turned to him, her eyes glistening. "And when the applause fades, I am alone."

Julian's jaw tightened. "You are not alone."

The conviction in his voice startled her, warming her as much as it frightened her. She wanted to believe him, but already she sensed the looming distance—the barracks, the drills, the endless summons that could tear him away at any moment.

As if summoned by her very thought, a sharp whistle echoed down the street. Two young soldiers in uniform hurried past, saluting Julian quickly as they recognized him. One of them slowed just long enough to say, "Captain Reed, the Colonel requests your presence. Urgently."

The words fell like a stone between them. Evelyn's heart clenched. Julian's expression hardened in an instant, the mask of duty settling back over his features. Yet when he turned to her, the storm in his eyes remained.

"I don't want to leave you like this," he said, his voice low, almost desperate.

She forced a fragile smile, though her throat ached with the effort. "Go. They need you. It's who you are."

For a moment, he looked as though he might refuse the call, might defy everything for the sake of one night more. But then he leaned down, brushing his lips against her forehead with aching tenderness.

"Promise me something," he whispered.

"What?"

"Promise me you'll keep playing. That no matter what happens, you'll let the world hear what I heard tonight."

Her tears threatened again, but she nodded. "And you—promise me you'll come back. Even if only for a moment."

Julian's hand lingered against her cheek, his thumb brushing away the tears. "If fate allows, Evelyn. If fate allows."

Then, with the sharp authority of a soldier summoned to his post, he released her hand and turned, his boots striking against the cobblestones as he vanished into the Paris night.

Evelyn stood alone at the river's edge, clutching the white rose he had given her earlier. Its petals trembled in her grasp, fragile and pure against the darkness.

The city did not pause for her grief. The lamps still glowed, the river still flowed, and yet Evelyn felt as though something vital had been stolen from her.

She lifted her gaze to the endless chandelier of stars overhead, whispering into the night, "Come back to me."

But no answer came—only the silence of a world that demanded too much from both of them.The barracks on the outskirts of Paris were alive with noise even at this late hour. Lanterns swung in the courtyard, voices barked orders, boots struck stone in hurried rhythm. Julian Reed arrived at the gates with his jaw set, his mind still tangled in the softness of Evelyn's touch.

"Captain Reed!" A lieutenant hurried up to him, breathless. "The Colonel is waiting in the command room."

Julian strode inside, saluted briskly, and took his place among the circle of officers. Maps lay spread across the long table, weighed down by knives and ink bottles. Red lines traced imagined movements, blue pins marked strategic towns along the French border.

The Colonel, a stocky man with grizzled hair, looked up at Julian. "Reed, your company has been reassigned. Orders from London came through tonight."

Julian's stomach tightened. "Reassigned, sir? To where?"

"To the Ardennes." The Colonel's tone carried no softness. "There's talk of unrest. Tensions are mounting, and we're to fortify positions along the frontier. You'll march at dawn."

The words struck like gunfire. Dawn. So soon.

Julian kept his composure, but his mind reeled. He had thought—hoped—he might have at least a few days in Paris. Time to see Evelyn again. Time to explain. Now, fate had once more proven merciless.

"Yes, sir," he answered evenly, though his throat burned with unspoken resistance.

The briefing continued, voices rising and falling around him, but Julian barely heard them. All he could see was the image of her standing by the river, her eyes shining in the lantern glow, her whisper still echoing: Come back to me.

Later, when the officers dispersed and the barracks quieted into uneasy rest, Julian sat alone at his desk. He took up a scrap of paper, the dim light casting long shadows as he tried to write.

Evelyn, he began.

Then stopped. What could he tell her? That he was leaving, that he could not promise to return, that the war's shadow was stretching closer with each passing day? He clenched the pen, his chest aching. A soldier's life allowed little room for poetry, yet she had made him long for words he did not know how to shape.

Finally, he scrawled only a few lines:

If the music carries, know that I am listening, wherever I am. Do not let the silence take you.

He folded the note, sealing it with wax. Tomorrow, before they marched, he would find a way to send it. It was all he could give her now.

Out in the courtyard, the first light of dawn crept into the sky, pale and unyielding.

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Meanwhile, across the city, Evelyn lay awake in her rented apartment, the white rose resting in a glass of water by her bedside. Her fingers twitched restlessly as though seeking piano keys in the darkness. She had played for countless strangers, won ovations, filled grand halls—but tonight, her heart played for only one listener.

And that listener was already being pulled farther from her than she dared to imagine.

Julian sat at the desk long after the other officers had retired. The barracks had fallen into uneasy silence, broken only by the occasional cough of a sentry outside or the distant clatter of a horse's hooves on cobblestones. The maps were still spread before him, inked with orders he could not ignore, but his eyes kept drifting to the window where the city lights shimmered faintly in the distance.

Paris seemed impossibly close, and yet, in that moment, Evelyn felt a world away.

He leaned back in the wooden chair, pressing a hand to his eyes. He had faced drills, battles, grueling marches across unforgiving terrain—but nothing unsettled him like the memory of her fingers trembling against his when she promised she would wait.

The words he had written on that scrap of paper lay folded before him. He stared at the seal hardening in the candlelight, wondering if a letter could carry even a fraction of what he wanted to say. No ink could capture her laughter when she had told him of her loneliness. No words could capture the way her eyes had glistened when she whispered come back to me.

He wanted to believe he could. Yet the truth he knew too well: soldiers were not promised tomorrows.

Julian stood, restless, and paced the length of the small quarters. His boots struck the stone floor softly, a rhythm that echoed the heaviness of his thoughts. He glanced at his sword leaning in the corner, at the polished buttons of his uniform jacket draped neatly over the chair. Every part of his life was iron and discipline, forged for service, but Evelyn had slipped through those bars like sunlight.

A knock came at the door.

"Captain?" It was Sergeant Havers, his voice subdued. "Orders are confirmed. We march at first light."

Julian nodded though the sergeant could not see it. "Thank you. Get some rest."

When the footsteps retreated, he sank onto the edge of his cot, elbows on his knees. His head bowed, and for the first time in years, he found himself wishing—not for victory, not for medals—but for time. Just one more evening. One more hour.

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At that same hour, Evelyn lay in her small Paris apartment, staring at the ceiling. The white rose he had given her stood in a glass of water on her bedside table, its petals beginning to open in the warm air. She had touched it countless times that night, as though its softness might carry his presence.

The applause from the concert had already faded into memory. The thrill of her triumph, the glittering praise, the offers that would have once made her heart race—all of it seemed pale compared to the simple truth that she had walked the streets of Paris with Julian Reed at her side.

Her fingers itched restlessly, so she rose and crossed to the piano by the window. The city was quiet now, the streets below nearly deserted. She sat, letting her hands fall gently onto the keys. A melody spilled forth—slow, wistful, fragile. It was not a piece from her repertoire, not something she had ever rehearsed. It was born of the night, born of his touch, his voice, his absence.

Each note ached. Each chord carried the unspoken fear that he might vanish from her life as suddenly as he had reappeared.

She played until her hands shook, until tears blurred her vision and the candle by the piano burned low. At last, she stilled, pressing her palms flat against the cool wood as though to hold herself together.

"Don't leave me," she whispered into the silence, her voice breaking though no one was there to hear.

The white rose trembled faintly in the breeze from the open window, as if echoing her plea.

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Far across the city, Julian sat alone, staring at the faint glow of Paris in the distance, wishing against all discipline that he could disobey his orders just once.

But when dawn came, the soldier would march

The night wore on, the candle at Julian's desk sputtering low. He had nearly extinguished it when another knock came at his door—soft this time, hesitant.

"Captain Reed?"

Julian frowned. That voice did not belong to a soldier. He opened the door cautiously and found himself staring at a young woman—dark-haired, elegantly dressed despite the late hour. She carried herself with the poise of someone accustomed to salons, not barracks.

"Forgive me," she said in French, her eyes flicking past him into the room. "I had to come. You do not know me, but my name is Claire Beaumont. My brother serves under your command."

Julian's jaw tightened. "This is highly improper, Mademoiselle. You shouldn't be here."

"I know," she whispered, stepping closer. "But I had no choice. He wrote to me of your orders—about the Ardennes. That region…" She shivered. "Rumors spread in Paris. Some say it is dangerous, that something stirs there which is not spoken aloud."

Julian studied her, trying to pierce the veil of her words. Civilians were prone to panic, but the fear in her eyes seemed genuine. "War is danger by nature," he replied carefully. "Your brother will be looked after."

Claire's gaze lingered on him—too long, too searching. Then, with a faint, trembling smile, she reached into her cloak and drew out a small locket. "If you see him—if you see Henri—give him this. Tell him his sister waits."

Julian accepted it, though unease curled in his stomach. "I will," he said firmly.

But as she turned to go, she hesitated. Her eyes softened, filled with a strange mix of gratitude and sorrow. "Captain Reed…be careful. You are watched more closely than you think."

The words lingered long after she vanished into the night, leaving Julian staring at the locket in his palm. Who was truly watching him? And why did her warning chill him more than the Colonel's orders?

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At that very hour, across the city, Evelyn finished her song at the piano and finally collapsed onto her bed, exhaustion pulling her under. Yet even in sleep, she was not free—she dreamed of soldiers' footsteps echoing across bridges, of faceless men surrounding Julian, pulling him farther from her. When she awoke, her pillow was damp with tears.

She did not yet know that forces beyond her music or his duty were beginning to weave their net.

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