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Chapter 25 - chapter 23

The weeks blended into one another, yet the thread between Evelyn and Julian only grew tighter. Each day, there was something—sometimes a call late into the night, sometimes a quick note folded between the pages of a music score, sometimes a single message written so simply that it carried the weight of a thousand words.

Julian would call her after long hours of duty. His voice, deep and rough with fatigue, softened only for her.

"What are you playing tonight?" he asked one evening, his breath unsteady as if he had been running.

Evelyn turned from her violin, smiling faintly into the phone. "Something gentle. You sound like you need it."

And she played—bow gliding across strings, filling her little room with a melody that seemed to spill through the distance and settle into his heart. He closed his eyes, leaning against the wall of his quarters, letting her music be the only thing that kept the night bearable.

When the piece ended, he whispered, "If you were here, I'd fall asleep in your arms to that sound."

Her heart clenched, heat rushing through her chest. "Then I'll play it again, until the day you really do."

On other days, when words were scarce, their chats carried all the weight of their feelings.

Julian: "I can't escape the noise here. Everything feels heavy."

Evelyn: "Then let me be your silence. Close your eyes, imagine me beside you."

Julian: "I already do. Too often."

Sometimes the messages carried teasing edges too, little flames hidden between their careful words.

Evelyn: "You should rest, not think of me all night."

Julian: "I try. But then I remember your smile, and I fail."

Evelyn: "…You're dangerous, Julian."

Julian: "Only for you."

It became their ritual—sharing stolen parts of themselves when the world wasn't looking. Evelyn, in the quiet of her practice, sometimes let her music falter because her thoughts drifted to him. Julian, in the middle of his duties, sometimes let his hand linger over a letter from her, folded and worn from rereading.

Neither said the words outright. But in every note, every silence, every unfinished sentence… they both knew.

One night, Evelyn sat at her desk with sheet music scattered all around. Her teacher had been pushing her harder lately, reminding her that discipline mattered more than fleeting emotion. Yet, as she held her violin, her phone buzzed against the wood, lighting up with Julian's name.

Her heart leapt. She answered quickly, whispering, "You should be asleep by now."

On the other side, Julian's laugh came soft, tired. "So should you. But here we are."

They stayed like that, the silence filled with each other's breathing. Evelyn traced circles on her desk with her fingertip. Julian's voice broke the quiet.

"Play something for me? Just for me."

She lifted her violin again, the bow trembling slightly between her fingers. As the notes filled the air, she imagined him sitting right there, listening as though nothing else existed. When the last sound faded, he exhaled, almost reverently.

"You know," he murmured, "sometimes I think your music keeps me alive more than anything else."

Her chest tightened, an ache blooming inside her. "And sometimes," she whispered back, "I think waiting for your calls is the only reason I don't give up on myself."

Neither spoke for a moment, and the silence itself felt like an embrace.

Later that week, their conversations slipped into playful teasing through texts.

Julian: "Your teacher must be proud of how much you're practicing."

Evelyn: "He says I'm distracted sometimes."

Julian: "Distracted… or in love?"

Evelyn: "Don't flatter yourself."

Julian: "Too late. I already imagine your blush every time you read this."

She bit her lip, laughing softly, but her heart raced. He always had a way of pulling the truth from her without asking directly.

Yet, beneath the laughter, there lingered a weight. Her teacher's expectations, his duties, the distance—they were both walking a fragile thread. And though they never said it aloud, both wondered how long this balance could last.

Clara leaned against Evelyn's practice room door, her arms crossed, watching her friend work through a difficult violin passage. Evelyn's brow was furrowed, her lips pressed tight as she repeated the same phrase over and over until it sounded clean.

"Do you even breathe when you practice?" Clara asked at last, breaking the silence.

Evelyn lowered the bow and gave her a tired smile. "Breathing takes time. I don't have much of that these days."

Clara stepped in, plucking the bow right out of Evelyn's hand. "Nonsense. You're going to wear yourself out before your next concert. And then what? Collapse on stage?"

"Better to collapse on stage than to disappoint him," Evelyn murmured before she could stop herself.

Clara raised an eyebrow. "Him? You mean your teacher?"

Evelyn hesitated, cheeks warming. "Julian."

Clara's lips curved into a knowing grin. "Ah, the soldier. The one whose name makes you play sweeter but also makes you miserable when he's silent."

Evelyn laughed softly, shaking her head. "You're insufferable."

"Maybe," Clara said, settling into the window seat, "but I'm not blind. The way you smile when your phone buzzes? Darling, you're gone for him already."

Evelyn sighed, her fingers brushing against the violin strings as though they might carry her unspoken feelings. "He's far away, Clara. His world is dangerous. Mine is… fragile. I can't imagine how those two can fit together."

Clara tilted her head. "Sometimes the impossible is what makes it worth chasing."

There was a pause, comfortable but heavy, before Clara added with a small smirk, "Besides, you're not the only one caught up in impossible stories."

Evelyn looked at her curiously. "Oh? And who's caught you, Clara Hart?"

Clara fiddled with the hem of her sleeve, her cheeks coloring. "Remember the stranger I mentioned at the café a few weeks ago? The one who left his book behind?"

Evelyn's eyes brightened. "The book with all those poems scribbled in the margins?"

"Yes," Clara admitted. "I found him again. Or rather—he found me. His name is Thomas. He says he writes for a small newspaper. And… he keeps showing up."

Evelyn's expression softened. "Clara, that's wonderful. You deserve someone who sees you."

Clara smiled faintly, though her eyes betrayed uncertainty. "Maybe. Or maybe I'm just setting myself up to be heartbroken. He feels like a storm I didn't expect."

Evelyn reached out and squeezed her hand. "Then let's weather our storms together. Yours with Thomas. Mine with Julian. If we fall, at least we'll have each other to stand again."

The room filled with quiet after that, the two girls sitting side by side, sharing a rare moment of honesty. Outside, the city lights flickered, unaware of the delicate threads of love and fear weaving themselves into their lives.

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The next afternoon, Evelyn and Clara sat together at their favorite corner table in a small tearoom tucked between two bookshops. It had become their ritual: Evelyn with her black coffee, Clara with her endless love of chamomile. Outside, London was grey with drizzle, the window streaked with drops that blurred the carriages and umbrellas passing by.

Clara stirred her tea lazily, her eyes drifting toward the door every few minutes. Evelyn noticed and smirked.

"You're waiting for him, aren't you?" she teased.

Clara's cheeks colored. "I'm not waiting. I just… wouldn't mind if he happened to walk in."

Evelyn laughed softly. "Clara Hart, you're glowing. Don't try to hide it."

And as though conjured by Evelyn's words, the bell above the door chimed, and in stepped Thomas—tall, with a notebook tucked beneath his arm, and the sort of distracted air that writers often carried. His eyes searched the room, and when he spotted Clara, his face lit with unmistakable warmth.

"Clara," he greeted, approaching their table. "I hoped I'd find you here."

Evelyn raised her brows at her friend, then stood gracefully. "I'll get us another pot of tea. You two can… catch up."

Clara gave her a warning glance, but Evelyn only smiled knowingly and slipped away to the counter.

Thomas sat across from Clara, setting his notebook down carefully. "I thought about our last conversation," he said quietly. "About how you said the city feels too loud sometimes. I wrote something about it."

He slid the notebook across. Clara hesitated, then opened it. Inside were a few lines of verse, simple but tender:

The city hums in restless tones,

yet in the quiet of your voice,

I hear a gentler world unfold.

Clara's throat tightened. She closed the notebook slowly, her hands trembling. "You… wrote this for me?"

Thomas's gaze was steady. "I don't usually share my words. But with you, it feels different. As though they already belong to you."

From the counter, Evelyn watched discreetly, a smile tugging at her lips. She could see Clara's walls faltering, piece by piece. It reminded her too much of her own heart whenever Julian's name appeared on her screen.

When she returned to the table, Clara looked both dazed and radiant. Evelyn sat down, sipping her coffee as though nothing had changed, but her eyes gleamed with mischief.

Later, when Thomas excused himself, Clara turned on Evelyn. "Don't say it."

"I won't," Evelyn said innocently. Then she leaned forward and whispered, "But you're falling, Clara. And you know it."

Clara covered her face with her hands, laughing nervously. "Oh, heavens. Maybe I am."

Evelyn reached across the table and squeezed her friend's hand. "Then don't be afraid of it."

The two of them sat there in the cozy tearoom, both quietly aware that their lives were beginning to weave into love stories—different, uncertain, but strangely parallel.

That evening, after the tearoom, Evelyn returned home to her small flat. She set her violin case on the table, but instead of opening it, she sank into the armchair by the window. The streets below glimmered with rain-slick reflections, lanterns swaying in the damp wind. For a long moment, she simply watched, letting the world pass by.

Her phone lit up on the table. The sight of Julian's name across the screen made her heart flutter. She picked it up quickly, biting back the smile that threatened to take over her face.

"Still awake?" his voice rumbled, low and warm.

"I could ask the same of you," she answered, curling her legs beneath her. "Shouldn't you be sleeping, soldier?"

Julian chuckled. "I can't. Not when I keep thinking of you."

There was silence for a moment—soft, charged, the kind of silence that wasn't empty but full. Evelyn closed her eyes, her head leaning against the chair, wishing he were closer, that she could feel his hand in hers instead of this distance made of wires and words.

"I saw Clara today," she said quietly, as though trying to fill the silence before it swallowed her. "She's… changing. There's someone new in her life."

Julian's tone warmed. "That's good. She deserves someone who sees her. Just like you deserve someone who sees you, Evelyn."

Her throat tightened at the words. "Do you see me, Julian?"

The pause was long, and she feared she had been too bold. But then his voice came, steady, almost a vow: "I see you clearer than I see myself."

Evelyn pressed a hand to her chest, steadying the wild rhythm of her heart.

The following week blurred between practices and performances. Her teacher pushed her harder, sensing her growing distraction. Yet every night, she found herself back in the same armchair, violin sometimes resting beside her, waiting for Julian's voice to pour through the receiver.

Clara, meanwhile, bloomed with a different kind of glow. She began to linger longer at the tearoom, meeting Thomas beneath the same rain-flecked windows. Evelyn teased her, but also watched carefully, protective of the friend who had always been her shield.

One night, when Clara returned home later than usual, Evelyn raised an eyebrow. "He kept you waiting, didn't he?"

Clara laughed, flopping onto the bed. "He read me another poem. Imagine that—a man who carries more words in his notebook than in his pockets."

"And do you like that?" Evelyn asked, her lips curving softly.

Clara stared at the ceiling, her smile widening. "I think… I do. I think he makes the world sound less frightening."

Evelyn looked down at her phone in her lap, Julian's last message glowing faintly on the screen. "Someday, I'll sit in the front row and hear you play. Until then, play for me in your dreams."

Two girls, two stories—intertwined in friendship yet diverging in love. Both hearts walking that fragile line between hope and fear.

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