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Chapter 10 - 10:The Choice in open

The morning was thin and sharp; sunlight slid through the shutters like knives, outlining dust motes and the small, private kingdom of Felix's bedchamber. He sat at the dressing table, hand hovering over his signet ring as if it were a decision he could postpone forever. The liaison papers lay folded on a chair, obedient and patient. Outside, the palace began its measured noise: distant orders, the clatter of armor, a laugh that was too loud and then hushed.

Felix (murmuring to himself, voice low):

"Speak clearly. Say what you mean. Do not make art of it."

A knock. Three measured taps.

Felix (without turning):

"Enter."

The door opened a fraction and Hyunjin slipped in like shadow with the sun at its edge. He moved with an ease that belonged to the palace's bones—steady, polished, dangerous.

Hyunjin (quiet, amused):

"You speak to yourself like an old tutor."

Felix (dry):

"And you arrive like an accusation. Which is kinder?"

Hyunjin (closing the door, smiling):

"Depends on whether you want a lesson or a verdict."

Felix met that look as if he could trade it for armor. The prince unfastened his cloak with deliberate slowness and let it fall to the floor in a glazed heap. He stepped closer, and the light shrank around them. There was no audience in the room but the bed and the two men and the small, startled beating of Felix's pulse.

Hyunjin (soft):

"You have the council's attention today. Will you give them what they want or what they need?"

Felix (guarded):

"They are not the same things."

Hyunjin (tilting his head):

"Speak for both, then. Show me the language you will use. Tell me what you will say."

Felix rose and faced him, steadying like a practiced thing. He paced a small pattern—one two steps forward, one back—to feel the ground.

Felix:

"I will say: 'Reciprocity, not servitude. Roads require protection and timely taxes; mills require steady grain; merchants require passage unmolested by petty lords.' I will say we seek contracts with clauses for inspection, for penalties, and for immediate arbitration. I will not promise lands."

Hyunjin (listening, voice low):

"And if they press for ceremonial sacrifice? Daughters, sons, titles?"

Felix (flat):

"We have no coin to lend in people. We have trade to secure. We will offer tax relief, oversight, and a bonded agreement, not a union of blood."

Hyunjin's hand came up to Felix's shoulder and lingered—warm, grounding, intimate without a public show of possession. His thumb traced the line of Felix's collarbone, slow and deliberate.

Hyunjin (almost a whisper):

"You sound like a man who can cut with words."

Felix (exhaling):

"I sound like a man who survived being watched."

Hyunjin's face shifted, the small softening of someone who had seen a private wound and felt the urge to touch it. He stepped closer until their breaths tangled.

Hyunjin (low):

"Come to me after. Speak your mind in the open, let them see the strength of your voice—then come and show me what you speak in the dark."

Felix's mouth twitched. "You turn demands into invitations."

Hyunjin (smile wicked):

"I turn many things into less boring versions of themselves."

Then, as if he could not contain the weight of wanting, Hyunjin did the thing that had become less shocking and more necessary: he closed the final space between them and kissed Felix—sudden, fierce, claiming. The contact was electric and immediate; hands found shoulders, the cloth of morning garments, the small hollow at the throat. Felix replied before he had time to parse propriety, returning the kiss with the kind of urgency that felt like both defense and surrender.

Felix (breathless when they broke):

"If we are careless in the morning, imagine what court will do."

Hyunjin (one thumb stroking a cheek):

"I prefer to be careless with you."

There, in the quiet prelude before politics, Hyunjin pressed a second, briefer kiss—right at the corner of Felix's mouth, a thief's claim—and stepped back, cloakless and still, ready for business. The intimacy left the room like a scent.

Felix (half-smile):

"You call it business. I call it a dangerous arrangement."

Hyunjin (bowing his head as if in playful salute):

"Then let us do dangerous brilliantly."

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The throne room was a theater. The king sat with the patience of a man who measured a lifetime in ledger sheets. Ministers shuffled and rustled. Lord Harven cleared his throat often, as if punctuation might win him influence. Hyunjin sat a measured distance away from Felix, but his presence had the gravity of a moon. Felix stood at the council table with the liaison papers—his speech folded and ready.

Old Minister (pretending gentleness):

"Lord Felix, the crown is grateful you accept this duty. Speak plainly, and we shall all—"

Felix (interrupting, clear and calm):

"Thank you, ministers. I will be brief. Our aim is security for trade, not ownership of local houses."

Lord Harven (sneer):

"Easier said when one speaks from a cushion. Can the crown put soldiers on the roads? Who will pay for their upkeep?"

Felix (meeting him):

"The crown's funds will be allocated by oversight—monthly audits and levies proportional to trade revenue. We do not ask houses to fund soldiers purely for our glory. We ask for contributions tied to benefit: improved roads yield higher yields. It is a business argument."

Minister Rensworth (folding fingers):

"And if a house breaches the agreement?"

Felix:

"Then arbitration within thirty days, an independent tribunal appointed by the crown and the local assembly. Penalties scaled to infractions—reduced tolls, mandatory repairs, trade sanctions as a last resort."

A hush. It was exactly the sort of language that scraped the rust off older minds. Hyunjin's thumb idly drummed the armrest, his eyes fixed on Felix as if the envoy's words were a map he had not predicted.

Lord Harven (sudden, cutting):

"You speak as if you will be above reproach. What guarantees have we that your envoy will not be charmed by the soft vanity of House Damaris?"

Gasps like paper tearing. Felix's jaw tightened. Hyunjin's hands tightened too, just enough to be visible.

Felix (cool):

"My guarantee is the oath and the oversight conditions I proposed. And if you doubt word, then you will have audit. If you doubt integrity, then the tribunal is proof."

Old Minister (considering):

"And you, Lord Felix—do you accept this accountability?"

Felix (firm):

"Yes. I accept the oversight. I accept the tribunal. I accept to be judged by those terms."

Hyunjin's chest rose with a small breath. The motion was private but visible to those who watched for it.

Minister Rensworth (with a sour smile):

"Bold. You risk your neck for parchment."

Felix (steady):

"We risk nothing more than the truth. That is enough."

There was more arguing—tact, threats veiled as counsel—but Felix's language had set the parameters. Hyunjin leaned in once during a lull and whispered, so only Felix could hear.

Hyunjin (soft):

"You were precise. Good."

Felix (raw):

"I am not brave. I am necessary."

When the council dispersed, whispers like returning birds trailed them. Some called Felix reckless; others called him cunning. Hyunjin walked beside him, hand brushing the small of his back as they passed through the corridor—an intimate signal that softened and sharpened all at once.

Adrian (quiet, beside them):

"You did well. You were sharp as a blade."

Felix (tight smile):

"Let us hope they admire keenness without aiming it at me."

Asher (gently):

"We'll be with you."

Adrian's hand found Felix's shoulder; their code was quiet and fierce.

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They returned to Hyunjin's private chamber beneath the eastern spire—the room where curtains were thick and the world narrowed. Hyunjin closed the door with a soft click, and the sound it made felt like a private vow. He turned before anything else and drew Felix into him with a rough, hungry hands-on-the-waist pull that left no room for ceremony.

Felix (caught, laughing breathless):

"You are becoming a thief of more than kisses."

Hyunjin (dark, devouring):

"A thief who pays handsomely."

He did not give Felix time to protest. Hyunjin's mouth claimed him with a fierce immediacy—this kiss was not a question but an answer. Hands roamed bolder now: down spines, across ribs, fingers finding slack laces, loosened buttons. The touch was urgent and entirely consensual; Felix's own hands answered, mapping Hyunjin's back, pressing into the tautness beneath the prince's coat.

Felix (between kisses, hoarse):

"Hyunjin—we cannot—"

Hyunjin (laughing, rough with want):

"Can and will are different words. I prefer the latter."

Hyunjin's hands were exacting, finding the seam of Felix's collar and sliding it open with a dexterity that spoke of practice in private places. The skin revealed was warm; the air around them tightened. Hyunjin kissed the exposed throat, slow, tasting like a man cataloguing the parts that made a person vulnerable and precious.

Felix (skin shivering):

"This is… bold."

Hyunjin (murmuring against his skin):

"You asked me to be bold."

Felix's fingers threaded into Hyunjin's hair, tugging him closer like a tether. Clothes shifted; the room filled with the sound of breath and silk. They were careful of boundaries they had set—there was no explicit stripping, no crossing into crudeness, only the building heat of two men who had decided to find each other in the dark.

Hyunjin's hands moved lower, fingers tracing the line between rib and hip with surety. Felix responded by arching, a small offering, dangerous and deliberate.

Felix (soft, urgent):

"Hyunjin—now you are reckless for both of us."

Hyunjin (against his mouth):

"I like being reckless for us."

The boldness shifted from teasing to claiming: Hyunjin pressed his forehead to Felix's and whispered promises, not of the court but private vows—some to protect, some to take, some to learn the ledger of each other's needs. Felix felt the heat like a draft and allowed the surrender. There was a sensation of falling upward: the paradox of being both taken and choosing the taking.

Minutes stretched, clocks stopped keeping their appointments, and the chamber became oceans of small explorations—a finger at a waistband, the press of a palm across a hip, the hush of two men learning the cadence of each other's breathing. Each touch was careful but intense. Sometimes Hyunjin teased with light, flitting fingers; sometimes he pressed deeper, claiming more ground with a possessive, worshipful pressure.

Hyunjin (breathless, playful):

"Tell me what I do that undoes you."

Felix (panting, amused despite himself):

"You make daring look like an art form."

Hyunjin (grin):

"I'll teach you the gallery."

Their laughter broke the hush—sharp, intimate—and immediately quieted into kisses again. The boldness was not only physical but verbal: teasing promises and flirtatious boasts slipped between gasps.

Felix (a wicked edge):

"If you plan to keep testing me, you will have to pay fines."

Hyunjin (with mock fear):

"I shall record all fines and pay them with favors."

Felix (a sly laugh):

"Favors are a dangerous currency."

Hyunjin (voice low):

"Then spend me wisely."

They moved like that until the sun sank in a fast, orange coin and starlight thinned to a fine breath. In the wake of heat and words, Hyunjin folded into a slower, tender rhythm—fingers tracing the moon-mottled skin at the throat, whispering the names of things that mattered: duty, alliance, truth, desire.

At last, hyunjin pressed his forehead to Felix's and breathed out like a man who had spent a battlefield and counted what was left.

Hyunjin (soft):

"Go. Return to your rooms. Speak with clear eyes tomorrow. Promise me one thing: do not let the council make you small."

Felix (half-smile):

"I will not be small. And you—promise me no public theater that would shame me."

Hyunjin (a light chuckle):

"I promise nothing public. I promise everything private."

Felix stood, steadying as if the room had tilted. He pulled himself together, smoothing collars, setting his signet into place. Hyunjin watched him do it with the focus of a man cataloguing treasure.

Felix (quiet):

"If we burn, we will burn with plans."

Hyunjin (kissing his temple):

"Then we will be very well-arranged ashes."

They separated with hands lingering like invisible stitches. Felix left Hyunjin's chamber carrying warmth that would be against his skin for hours, and fear that would sit like a splinter. The world outside had order and teeth; inside, the knowledge that there could be heat and safety both was new, dangerous, and addicting.

Outside, the palace stepped toward morning with its usual dignity. Felix walked back to his rooms with steadier feet. He had spoken in council—he had been heard—and he had been kissed like a man chosen. He wondered when the world would remember to be normal again.

For now, the private barter between them had been sealed with sudden kisses and deliberate touches; the liaison had been clothed in flesh and consent; the crown had been given the clarity it needed by a man who had found a new voice inside both paper and skin.

Asher (waiting by the corridor, whispering):

"You look… different."

Felix (smiling, a secret to his lips):

"I do not intend to lose that difference."

Adrian (appearing, mock-threatening):

"You were late. Did you duel the prince for his cloak?"

Felix (lightly):

"Something like that."

They walked together—three men, odd triangle of safety and mischief—toward the day that would demand everything they had learned and everything they were ready to borrow.

The morning had taken them in its teeth and given them up with bits of new currency: terms in council and terms in a bedchamber. Felix had traded words for kisses and treaties for touches. The line between duty and desire had blurred in a way that promised to be both beautiful and combustible.

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