Crying out until maybe i fell asleep on the cold floor...
'Always the Breadwinner.'
'Always the one getting hurt.'
'Always the wrong one.'
'Always the bad person.'
'Always the second option.'
'Always the helpful.'
'Always the one getting cheated on.'
'Always the liar.'
.. Always the demon in everyone's story!
I sat down looking confused with my own life.. Everyone left me, Mom.. Dad... Auntie.. Grandma.. Maybe if i stop this i can finally see them again.
I left the hospital with trars in my cheeks, Driving to a building.
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Stopping at the parking lot, I took the elevator to the very first floor at the top building.
Stopping at the edge of the cliff..
Ready to jump, Counting ..
1.. 2....-
My phone buzzing.. I left my bag, looking down , Lights scattered around.. Vision blurring...
I..- I can still fix this... My siblings, They'll be alone.. No one will support them.. If I'm Gone.
I stepped back, knowing what will my siblings think if i really did this.. I can always Try again.. Right?
RIGHT!? ANSWER!