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Chapter 49 - The silence is present, and my echo speaks to me.

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This chapter contains images and themes that may be

sensitive for some readers.

Everything here is fiction; the author seeks no shock

value at any moment.

Reader discretion is advised. 🫣📚💥

🖋️ AUTHOR'S NOTE 😵‍💫🫠💛

Sorry, guys. I know I'm taking a while to upload chapters.

I'm one week away from finishing my term 🎓⏳, so after

that I'll be posting more often ✍️🔥

(though they'll still take effort, not gonna lie 😮‍💨).

Thanks for the patience, really. 🫂💖✨

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In the forests of Vermont lay a secluded place.

A place where the laws of physics seemed to lose their

meaning.

Or if they had any, it wasn't the same one that ruled the

known world.

It was a strange realm, of ineffable beauty and deep

mystery.

In the cabin, Adelaida and Dánae spoke quietly.

Dánae played with her feet, staring at the ceiling in

boredom.

Suddenly, she turned toward Adelaida.

"Adelaida, why did we let Nuriel go off alone?

We should go get him."

"No, Dánae. I think that… I can't believe I'm saying

this, but I don't want to see him for a while."

"Why?" asked Dánae.

"He's been acting very strange. I think letting him walk

around looking for minerals and stones is the healthiest

thing.

Lately I don't know what's happening to him… or how to

understand him.

Maybe giving him space is best."

Adelaida sighed, looking toward the window.

"Or maybe it's because it irritates me to see him always

shut in.

He closes his door, and sometimes he doesn't even want to

eat."

"Well, it's not like you were the first one," replied

Dánae.

"What do you mean?"

"I tried many times. Would you believe that once I dropped

a battery by accident and he got mad at me?

He made a whole scene, and if it weren't for Jack…"

Dánae began to laugh, remembering the moment.

"Jack laughed so hard. He grabbed Nuriel's nose and said

something that left him speechless. Oh my God... "you should

have seen his face". He shut the door, and we kept laughing.

Jack apologized, but Nuriel didn't even hear him. He only

said: "They mess everything up."

The silence that followed was heavy and awkward. The laughter

faded from Dánae's face, replaced by an empty expression.

"We have to go find Nuriel," she finally said.

"You're right," Adelaida nodded. "Come on, Dánae. I

can't cook knowing Nuriel is still outside."

Both closed the cabin and walked into the woods.

"Where do you think he is?" Dánae asked.

"I don't think he went northeast," Adelaida replied.

"How do you know?"

"I don't know... superstition, I guess. You've got to lear—"

Adelaida didn't even finish her sentence when a silhouette

emerged between the trees. As soon as it crossed the light, she

recognized who it was.

"Look! He's there. He's coming back! Nuriel!" Dánae said

with excitement.

Adelaida froze. Nuriel was carrying heavy sacks on his

back—thirty-three in total—filled with coal, copper, iron,

magnetite, pyrite, marcasite, and other minerals.

Seeing him, Adelaida and Dánae ran to help, but Nuriel

raised his voice:

"Don't help me, relax! I'll take them to the storage."

Nuriel's body swayed under the weight; he was exhausted.

"Easy," Dánae said, "you must be tired. Let me help with a

few..."

"Dánae, don't touch those sacks! Move!"

Adelaida looked at him, annoyed.

"Why are you talking to her like that? We just want to help

you. Those sacks must weigh a ton."

"No. This is my job. Just leave me alone, please."

Nuriel kept walking slowly toward the cabin. The girls stayed

still, confused. "I don't understand why he reacts like this,"

thought Dánae.

"I didn't mean to be rude," she said softly. "He's carrying far

too much. Where did he even bring all that from?"

"Leave him," Adelaida replied, arms crossed. "I won't serve

him food this time. I don't know what's going on with him

lately, but at least it calms me that he's home."

"Hey, can I ask you something, Adelaida?"

Adelaida looked at her with one eyebrow raised, waiting with

curiosity for the question.

"Why do you care so much about Nuriel?"

Adelaida smiled softly. "He's my brother."

"But you don't look alike at all," Dánae said. "You're blonde,

and he has dark, curly hair. Your hair looks like braided

threads, and his… it looks like an old worn-out broom."

"There's no resemblance, not even in the nose. I've seen

siblings who look similar, but you two don't..."

Adelaida looked at her seriously, making her stance clear.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that..."

Adelaida interrupted her gently. "It's okay, Dánae."

She came closer, hugged her, and kissed her cheek. "He's my

brother because I chose him as one. He rescued me in

Greenland, and I rescued him from Dresden, Buchenwald, the

Harz Mountains... even Norway and Iceland."

"We've protected each other. And even if I don't understand

what's wrong with him, I could never hate him. Our peoples

have been in conflict, but he has never looked at me that

way."

A couple of hours passed. Adelaida prepared the meal while

Dánae rested, not doing much.

Then she remembered something Jack had told her a long

time ago.

"Jack, where do you come from? I'm from Stalingrad, Russia,"

Dánae said.

Jack looked toward the horizon, letting the wind try to

soothe the memories he still carried in his heart. He still

didn't know how to handle everything he felt.

Jack smiled. "All I know is that there was a lake in my

village. I don't really know where I come from. I heard people

talk about God before arriving here, but I don't know if we

mean the same one."

He ruffled her hair with his fist, smiling.

"Don't worry about that, Dánae."

"I shouldn't belong anywhere except here with all of you."

"Adelaida, Kamei-san, Nuriel and you... you're my

family. I don't care where I come from, I only care about

being with you."

"You are my home, and the place where I belong."

Jack pushed her playfully and said with a light laugh:

"And let me tell you one stupid thing: I'm going to stay here

forever, for you. Because you're my favorite sister."

The memory faded slowly. Dánae sat in front of a small

path, next to the entrance of the cave.

Darkness stretched before her—silent, still, almost alive. She

waited, with a hope that hurt, to see even the silhouette of

Jack returning.

The memories came in bursts. Fragments of the past mixed like

lost echoes in the wind: her childhood, the games with the

neighbors when she still lived in Stalingrad, and that time

with Kamei-san and Jack.

She was only fifteen.

She was still recovering from Galton's blow,

yet she laughed without fear as they lifted her.

Jack held her by the legs,

Kamei-san by the arms,

and between laughter they tossed her into the air

as if the sky could still hold her joy.

In those days, Dánae felt alive.

The world hurt less, or maybe nothing mattered.

Her father figure and her brother were gone,

and she carried an emotional disconnection

that not even time could heal.

It wasn't a lack of love toward Adelaida,

but she never quite felt present.

"I know Adelaida. She loves me,

but I don't feel the same love she shows

for Kamei-san."

"Maybe she worries so much

about Kamei-san noticing

that she forgot about us..."

Dánae clenched her fists, trembling.

Her voice broke in the dimness.

"No... no, calm down, calm down...

They're going to return.

They have to return.

They won't die..."

"They won't leave me," Dánae said, and as if guided

by her subconscious, she slapped herself.

"Calm down," she forced herself to say. "You've waited

for Kamei-san almost a year, you can wait longer..."

Silence devoured the last words she spoke,

and the emptiness answered with the echo of her

own voice, overwhelming in its intensity.

No matter how much she tried to think calmly,

her mind pushed her toward worry and anguish.

She wasn't an adult… but not a child either, and still

she seemed to be neither.

She stepped out of the cave, every heartbeat loaded

with thoughts, feeling her existence and her

consciousness vibrate as one.

She looked toward the cabin on the horizon,

her resolve burning bright.

"You know what I'm going to do?" she whispered,

more to herself than to anyone else.

"I'm going down to the cabin and getting Nuriel and

Adelaida out of here. We're going to play, even if it's

just for a little while."

"It's been so long since I played with Nuriel," she

murmured. "He's played only a few times, but now it's

time. I can't keep ignoring him; I gave him his space,

yes, but he can't stay shut away forever."

"If he isolates himself more, then I won't be able to

reach him," she repeated. "He's my brother too, I want

us to have something like what I have with Jack," she

said quietly, trying to convince herself, to gather her

courage. The phrase became a trembling mantra.

Then it happened: a rock slipped at the entrance.

The crack echoed in her chest; something lit up.

That small sound triggered in Dánae a mix of alarm

and memory. The first name that left her mouth was:

"Jack!"

She turned with hope, but reality stopped her cold:

she was just dissociating, and it was happening more

often. She remembered what Jack had told her

about solitude:

"When you shut yourself away, you invent voices so

you don't lose your sanity."

"Jack, tell me the truth, I never asked you,"

Dánae murmured through tears. "How long were you

alone… to tell me something like that?"

With those thoughts, she forced herself to stand.

"Let's go, let's go play."

She headed toward the cabin, straight to Nuriel's

room, with the joy that always followed her.

She reached the cabin with the little hops that

defined her. She climbed through her window to

startle him, but just at the decisive jump, she

realized he wasn't there.

That's when she noticed something: papers and notes,

almost all packed. Some useless, others carefully

stored; everything neatly arranged.

She called Adelaida from the room:

"Adelaida! Where is Nuriel? He's not in his room!"

"Why isn't he in his room?" Dánae asked.

"He's in the stable," Adelaida replied from the

kitchen. "I think he's going to melt what he brought,

because I hear the forge and the furnace."

Dánae put on an expression that showed just how mischievous

she was. She rubbed her hands together and murmured:

"Perfect… this makes it easier for me."

Moving quietly, she headed to the garage, ready to tease him

as a prank. Upon entering, she found Nuriel completely

focused, mapping out a mental blueprint.

He noted the metal base, how to compress it into sheets, the

tubes; planning without industrial machines: mills, river

current.

His notes sounded like an invention taking shape, almost

absurd: a plan to generate electricity and forge tools from

scratch.

Nuriel seemed to be rediscovering principles long known to

others. But Dánae wasn't thinking about metallurgy; her

plan was simpler: play.

She approached quietly and surprised him with a playful

shout:

"Today we're going to play, Nuriel! Get ready!"

The scare worked, but what followed was nothing she expected.

Nuriel jolted; buried memories surged back with force.

Something ancient lit up in his face: anger, fear, memory.

He turned with a speed that froze Dánae; tension spiked.

His hands began to spark, charging as if filled with volts.

In an instant, his palms glowed, lit from within.

Three types of light burst from him: blue, yellow, and red.

Each tone pulsed with a different, intense, overflowing

emotion. His mind hadn't processed what was happening; his

body acted on instinct. He whipped around, trying to defend

himself from his own confusion.

Nuriel's palms struck Dánae's chest and abdomen. The

contact unleashed a divine, uncontrolled force. He almost

never used his gift of creation together with that energy.

But this time, the impulse was so brutal it hurled her

through the air.

Dánae was flung away, light as paper, hitting the wooden

frame before crashing to the floor. She rolled down the hill,

ending eight meters below, motionless, dazed. The echo of the

impact sliced the air like thunder.

Nuriel froze as he realized what he had done. He had never

meant to hurt her; his body had reacted on its own. For a

moment, he thought he saw a German uniform, a soldier. His

mind blurred the present with the memory of fear.

He stood still, trembling, before running toward Dánae.

She cried, doubled over in pain, while Adelaida watched

from a distance. She heard the crash and descended

immediately, using her wind-gift to reach them with maternal

urgency.

Upon seeing her lying there, Adelaida's heart tightened.

Dánae cried uncontrollably; pain tore through her chest.

Breathing hurt, dragging back another wound from the past.

The impact brought back Galton's kick from that day.

That time, it had kept her in bed for four months.

Now, the burning in her abdomen was identical, unbearable.

Tears blurred her vision, and she could barely speak.

She was hyperventilating, unable to think, unable to calm.

Adelaida knelt beside her and hugged her tightly.

"Why are you crying?" she asked, desperate.

Nuriel approached too, guilt carved into his gaze.

"I… I didn't know you were behind me," he stammered.

"It was a reflex."

Adelaida then noticed Dánae's clothes were scorched.

The charred fabric, the smell of ozone... she understood

instantly.

"What did you do, Nuriel?" she shouted with restrained

fury.

"You threw her!"

"No!" he replied, voice breaking. "I didn't see her. It was

an accident."

But Dánae cut in with a strangled cry.

"Enough!" she said through sobs. "Both of you, stop! Please…

I just wanted to play with Nuriel. That's all."

She tried to stand, trembling, pain gripping every breath.

"It doesn't matter anymore," she whispered. "I'm going to my

room."

Her steps were unsteady, her breath ragged.

She cried silently, trying not to fall apart completely.

"Dánae, wait…" said Nuriel, stepping forward in guilt.

But she stopped him with a scream that shook the ground.

"Stay away! … Just… leave me alone."

Dánae walked in pain, barely visible, heading toward the

cabin limping.

She climbed the hill alone, without looking back, her chest

burning.

Adelaida, frowning, looked at Nuriel in silence.

"What did you do?" she asked, her voice shaking with anger.

"You threw her from that height? Are you aware of that?"

Her tone was more of a wounded mother than mere reproach.

Nuriel raised his gaze, confused, searching for words.

"No… well, yes, but it's not what you think, okay?

I was focused on my work… she appeared out of nowhere…

I got scared and I just reacted. I didn't mean…"

His words broke before they finished.

The excuses, however, held no weight before Adelaida.

Her cutting gaze pierced him like a silent sentence.

There was no justification for what he had done.

"Nuriel, I don't know what's happening to you," she said

firmly.

"I don't know what's been going on these days, but listen

carefully:

if I ever see you do something like that again, I won't stay

quiet.

And if she really got hit by lightning, I'm surprised it didn't

kill her."

Silence fell between them like lead.

Adelaida breathed deeply, holding back her anger.

"I don't know why you're so unsettled or what's happening to

you.

But if you're going to keep doing your experiments, do them

far away."

She pointed toward the forest, her voice firm and wounded.

"Do them on the other side of the river, where you won't

bother anyone.

Dánae has been having a hard time since Jack and

Kamei-san left.

And you… you don't even notice, because you don't spend time

with her."

"Sometimes I do," she continued. "But you, Nuriel, don't.

I don't know why Dánae came to you today… maybe she

wanted to play,

maybe she just wanted a little of you."

She inhaled deeply, then exhaled.

"It doesn't matter anymore.

Right now, I don't want to see your face."

Her words sliced through the air like blades.

Adelaida turned around and walked toward the cabin.

Her steps echoed cold against the damp earth.

Only silence stayed with Nuriel in that moment.

He stood still, unable to lift his gaze.

His thoughts were a knot, a maze with no exit.

Maybe I'm doing everything wrong… he thought bitterly.

He didn't know what he was doing or what he was becoming.

He lifted his eyes to the sky, gray and heavy as remorse.

Lord… what is happening to me?

The wind answered with a muted whisper.

And Nuriel felt, for the first time—

True fear of himself.

 

 

 

 

 

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