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Chapter 9 - Wounds and roots

The peace that reigned over the Old Sanctuary was unlike the silence of ruins. It was not heavy or stifling, but gentle and healing, like a soft blanket wrapping tired limbs after a long battle. The white stone walls, scarred from a long-ago conflict, seemed to draw strength from the presence of the two remaining Guardians, faintly pulsing warmth that touched the skin. The air carried the scent of old wood, dry earth, and something else – pure, still light.

Several days had passed since the liberation and the battle. Akero sat on a stone bench in the inner atrium, where a garden had once flourished, now only home to hardy, scraggly plants. He watched dust dance in a shaft of sunlight streaming through a broken window in the attic. He felt different. The fight with Nyx had not only drained him; it had purified him. When he had focused time to free that empty soul, he felt a part of his own dark guilt retreat with it.

"Be careful with that," a gentle voice shook him from his thoughts.

Nea stood beside him, holding two clay cups that steamed faintly. Her face was tired, yet a smile lingered at the corners of her lips. "Serin says this helps with internal scars. It doesn't taste good, but it works."

Akero took the cup; their fingers brushed for a moment. He felt a faint warmth pass through the clay. "Thank you," he said, his voice hoarse from disuse. "For everything. Back there… again."

Nea sat next to him, her gaze fixed on his face. "You didn't give me a choice. It felt like you were deliberately trying to push yourself to the edge." She tried to sound lighthearted, but fear lingered in her words.

"I wasn't trying," Akero said, swallowing the bitter drink. "I just… feel like I always have to prove something. To myself. To everyone." He sighed, looking at his hands. "In the world I come from… I was always alone. I had no family who understood. I had no one. My power… was a curse I carried alone. And then I ended up here, and suddenly, everyone depends on me. And I… still feel alone, just now with a heavier burden."

Nea didn't interrupt. She just listened, her presence a warm refuge.

"When you saved me from Carlos' attack," he continued, his voice growing steadier as he spoke, "and again from Nyx… I saw you. I saw your light. It was the first thing I noticed when I pulled back from the darkness. Like a beacon." He turned to look at her, his gray eyes filled with a rare openness. "The courage you have… to stand there and heal while everything falls apart around you… that's real strength, Nea. I just… keep banging my head against the wall until it breaks."

Nea's face flushed, her heart beating faster. "You're not banging your head against the wall, Akero," she whispered. "You're changing the very foundation of the wall. I saw how you fought. You didn't run. You stood between us and the darkness, every time. That's courage." Her hand pressed firmly on his. "And you're not alone. Not anymore."

Their gazes met, and something unspoken hung in the air between them – gratitude, recognition, and something else, gentler, beginning to sprout.

In another, smaller chamber filled with shelves of dusty scrolls, Alabaster stood before Serin and Kaelion. The tension was not from open hostility, but from immense sorrow and years of diverging paths.

"Their sacrifice endured," said Alabaster, gazing at the seal on the door. "While my betrayal came alive."

"Do not diminish their sacrifice by speaking of your guilt, Alabaster," Serin replied, her voice weary but not harsh. She sat at the stone table, her fingers lightly resting on its surface. "Mirieth and Yvaris made their choice. Just as you have now."

Kaelion, leaning against the wall with crossed arms, muttered, "It's hard to watch you and not see those years. The fact that you stood aside while he… while he did what he did to Taros."

Alabaster nodded, accepting the blow. "I carry that image every day. It wasn't a quick death in the fire of battle. It was… systematic. Humiliating. He offered him a place in his new hierarchy. When Taros refused, he called me to witness. He said it was a 'necessary lesson.' He showed no anger. He was… cold. As if he were chiseling a piece of marble. When he extracted Taros' essence, his light… and then filled the void with the darkness he created… it resonated. As if I heard the universe itself struggle."

The room fell silent. Serin closed her eyes, a single tear tracing her cheek. Kaelion clenched his fist, sparks faintly crackling in the air around him.

"I don't believe he changed into the one I knew," Alabaster said, his voice almost pleading in its need to understand. "But only fear changed him."

"Yes, fear," Serin replied, opening her eyes. Her sorrow was immense, but clear. "Fear of loss. Fear of nothingness. As a Boundary Guardian, he saw more than any of us how everything eventually crumbles and fades into darkness. Instead of accepting it as natural, he began to fear it. And then he began to hate it. He said he would 'fix' the flaw in existence. He would remove death, and with it, remove suffering."

"Foolishness," Kaelion said sharply. "Suffering is part of life. Love, joy… they wouldn't matter without it. He wanted to freeze the whole world in a perfect, unchanging moment. Everything would be dead."

"His love for us, for the world, twisted into an obsession with possession," Serin added. "If he cannot preserve us as we are, then he will preserve us as he wants. Forever. Nyx was the first example. Sadly, not the last."

Alabaster understood. "He does not see himself as a villain."

"Never has," said Serin. "And that makes him the most dangerous of all."

Later that evening, the group gathered around a modest fire in the atrium. The tension of earlier days had shifted. There was something that had not been there before – unity.

Kael watched Kaelion repair armor with improvised tools. "Will you teach me how you did that?" he asked, pointing to the white flame Kaelion used to fuse a piece. "My fire… just burns. Yours… purifies."

Kaelion looked at him with approval in his eyes. "Your fire comes from anger, young Kael. That's good for breaking things. But a Guardian's true fire comes from intent. From love for what you protect, not hatred for what destroys. Yes, I will teach you."

Nea shared the healing tea with everyone, her gaze meeting Akero's, a quiet, private satisfaction passing between them.

Akero watched as Alabaster joined the circle, saying little but feeling neither rejection nor distance. He saw Serin offer him a plate of dried fruit, small but meaningful reconciliation.

He realized Nea was right. He was not alone. This diverse group of wounded people, scars of the past, and broken dreams was on its way to becoming something more. A community. A family.

The peace of the moment was not a pause before the storm. It was the foundation. The root from which their strength for the coming war would grow. And as night fell over the Old Sanctuary, the stars now seeming close and reachable through the broken roof, he felt peace—not just in the sanctuary, but within himself.

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