Today at school this "cool and edgy" showed up he was new he said his name was 'Damien' I think? I don't know but I wasn't really paying attention, I do know his hair is shaggy and ginger he was cool, or at least he looked it. He came and sat next to me he stunk but not of b.o something else I can't quite put my finger on. He had these seductive brown eyes that made me blush everytime he looked at me. He wore this weird orange button up shirt with the top three buttons undone revelling but still leaves a lot up to the imagination.
The more I look back the more I like him. The one thing I loved about him was the way he was scared of everything he acts all tough but really every time someone spoke he flinched and went pink, it was so cute, he reminds me of a scared cat, always alert but still frightened. Although he didn't say much we still exchanged glances and grins when the teacher said something weird. To my memory the onl thing he said too me was "can I sit here?" And "thanks." I'm going to ask him for his number though because I just want to talk to him more.
Enough talk about 'Damien' and more talk about me! School was horrible, as it is for any 19 year old, but low-key the shity seating plan made it 100x worse(I know I've just been talking about how amazing who I sit next to is but that's only in business) in English I sat next to Sam, this basic guy who hates me because I wear 'cheep' clothes, im sorry Sameul but not everyone's dad owns a billion doller tec company. Yeah his dad owns 'cube inc' and THEY own most phones and every TV in my country. Sam's 'daddy also is paying for him to stay in college im serious if he wasn't rich he wouldn't be here he's to dumb.
Anyway I hate collage and I hate life