Oliver
No….no, no? my statement turned into a question it can't be there's no way, it isn't true. with shaky legs i got out of the room and shut the door behind me abruptly dropping to the floor, the pain weighing me down
I need... I need to get out of here
Quest 1 completed: Gained 10k followers completed, Should I call a cab home, we can't afford you getting sick
"Stop please" my voice slowly giving up on me, Dangers of social media? I'm a fool… I keep on moving from one betrayal to another its like as if I live for this shit. I've always been wary of people due to my past it took a lot of time for me to trust, but Phil he just slipped in, I graduated from trusting him to depending on him, to… to maybe finally loving him
I sucked in harsh breaths I'm done for, how am I gonna recover this time. People are scum, life is trash while I am dumb for finding happiness in either of them
"Get me a cab Vel" what seemed like hours of struggling to get up I went back to change into my drenched clothes, the longer I stay here the quicker I lose the will to live any longer
"Ollie?" my head swings back to catch a smiling Phil which was quickly replaced with a frown
"What happened, why are you crying?" under two strides he has invaded my personal space, tipping my chin to make me meet his gaze. Crying? I'm crying. I lifted my hands up to meet tear-stained cheeks, I am crying
And I can't seem to stop
"Why... can't I stop crying" I don't know who the question is directed to at this point, I'm tired, my heart is tired
"Why did you… hurt me" confusion spiked his features I shaked my head, I don't want to listen to any more lies or pretense I walked out, how did I not see it
"Ollie wait!"
My vision blurred blocking out everything, I need to leave I refuse to break down in front of the one that had my back just to destroy me, how people have the heart to do this amazes me
He grabbed my hand but I'm not going to listen to his shit I've listened to it for 5 no 8 fuck no 15 years I don't know what's real any longer
"Let me go" I pulled every ounce of strength I have left to sound angry but me still crying gave it all away, I'm not angry I'm broken
"Did you enter that room" his face searched mine for answers
"The one where you use to secretly bash me up on the net, yes, I did" I tried yanking my hand back, I refuse to listen to whatever he has to say, I saw everything what more does he have to say, i was drunk while I did it? I was possessed? No excuse can redeem him
"Fuck Ollie you were not supposed to see that, please let me explain" water pool at his eyes is it one of his acts
"Was any of it real? Were you just pretending waiting for the best time to strike me dead, what did you gain from doing this"
He shakes his head
"Then why!? Why Davion" the shock evident in his face as I used his real name, I'm damn serious, hurt and shocked as well as he is
"You wouldn't understand, just please calm down" now it's me shaking my head
"Why me, you knew I was fucking abused!" feeling my chest tightened as my mind threatens to recall those painful memories, I screamed
"But you… you decided to write about it, was this your way of showing me social media is dangerous? If it is you failed Davion"
"The only thing that's dangerous is you" my finger poked his chest angrily
"How you tricked me for the 15 years of our friendship you made me believe that you were different, I fucking loved you" letting it out didn't stop the ache one bit, I'm really done for
His hand turned limp letting me go I used the opportunity to open the door sparing him a last glance, i see a tear roll down on the face that made me weak at my knees but this time all It makes me want to die. Shutting the door, I walked slowly, my energy drained down the sink
It will take approximately 20 minutes for a cab to arrive, Oliver
"Cancel it"
Very well
I kept on walking the rain wasn't smiling with anyone at all, that makes us two then. i pause taking in my environments I'm back here; the bridge where i…...
Oliver please don't do whatever you are planning to do
"I don't want to kill myself, I just want to jump"
It isn't my first time and I'm still alive, i miss the feeling of air clothing me with warmness as I fall, feeling the water push back cause of my weight and engulfs me in its embrace, feeling myself closing my eyes cause of the water taking away my pain telling me I'm not alone, I climbed the handle of the bridge, reclining in the breeze that brushes me
If you jump, you will die Oliver, please reconsider
Why should I though I don't know what I'm even living for at this point or whether I can carry on with my life anymore, I dealt with the abuse, betrayal, hatred, I want to feel peace for once in my life
Which puts a nail to my conclusion i will only feel peace if i jump
"Whenever my heart is cold, the sea is too, we need each other to take the coldness away" I say my last words
"No, you fucking don't"
A growl rang in my ears. Verline? Since when did her voice change? But I'm sure that was a real person voice, my head turned slightly sending my eyes to clash with a dashing figure
"Who are you?"
"Contestant No 49, Raken"