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Chapter 29 - CHAPTER 29: THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US

The house had never felt this small.

Not when Bella was a child tiptoeing through its hallways, afraid of her mother's sharp voice.

Not during the years she grew older and learned the art of silence, her mother's preferred language.

But now, she was going home after the storm of chaos, heartbreak, and betrayal that had marked the last few weeks. The house pressed in on her like a secret she no longer wanted to keep.

Mrs. Amara Phelps moved through the space like a ghost sculpted from frost.

Sharp. Quiet. Controlled.

Her presence drained the room of warmth. It left Bella clutching the little pieces of herself she still recognized.

Breakfast had passed in silence.

Lunch was a ghost on the table, untouched, unmentioned.

Every step her mom took carried a sharp precision. She hid her emotions beneath layers of spotless poise.

Bella kept to the corner of the living room. Her breathing was shallow.

Every crack of the floorboard sounded like judgment.

Then—

The front door exploded open. Energy swept in—vibrant, chaotic, alive.

Mrs. Emmy Carson stormed into the house with the force of a summer storm. With groceries dangling from her arms and a basket of pastries swaying beside her hip. The scent of vanilla and cinnamon trailed behind her.

"There you two are!" she announced.

Her voice had sunshine baked into its edges.

"Enough of this funeral energy. We are baking, laughing, and living today!"

She plopped the groceries onto the counter, almost daring the house to stay gloomy.

Bella blinked as a tiny spark lit in her chest.

Mrs. Emmy wasn't only her mother's best friend.

She was the only adult Bella had ever known who didn't treat life like a rigid equation.

Warm, dramatic, and loud in the best ways, she filled any space like light pushing through cracks.

"Come on, Bella baby," she said, tugging her toward the kitchen. "Let's make this place smell like paradise one last time before you travel. Your mother's silence is choking the air."

Bella let out a tiny laugh, her first in days.

Flour dusted her hands. Eggs cracked. Butter melted in warm bowls.

Mrs. Emmy danced around the counter, humming a tune she didn't know the lyrics to.

Bella found herself leaning into the chaos, moment by moment.

And for the first time since the heartbreak, betrayal, and argument with her mother... she felt normal.

Even Mrs. Amara's eyes flickered once toward them, a barely-there shift of expression. A crack in the wall.

Hours passed like a warm blur with laughter, baking, and teasing Mrs. Amara about her "stone face." The pastries tasted like disasters and masterpieces all at once. Bella felt her shoulders loosen, her breath deepen. She felt life seep back into her bones.

But joy, like dough, always settles.

The house returned to stillness, and emotions returned like shadows at dusk.

Bella sank onto the sofa. Her hands trembled.

Mrs. Emmy sat beside her, placing a warm, steady palm over hers.

"You okay, girl?" she asked.Bella tried to speak. Nothing came.

A breath, a shiver, then—

"I thought coming home would make things easier," she whispered.

"But it's the same. She walks around like I'm invisible, Emmy."

Her voice cracked.

Mrs. Emmy tightened her grip.

"Oh, sweetheart… I've been watching her. And listen, this silence isn't about you. It's about her. She's broken in ways she'll never admit."

"It hurts," Bella whispered. "Every time."

"I know," Emmy said, brushing Bella's hair back.

"But listen… You don't have to pretend. Forgiveness isn't pretending. It's choosing your peace."

Bella swallowed hard.

"I want to scream at her. Tell her everything. Tell her what she's done."

"And you will someday," Emmy murmured. "But right now? It's okay to walk away for a bit. Get your clarity. Heal."

Bella closed her eyes.

For a moment, the world felt still.

But upstairs, the world was anything but.

Mrs. Emmy didn't even wait five minutes before storming up the stairs.

She cornered Mrs. Amara in the hallway.

"You owe that girl an apology," she declared.

"I don't apologize," Amara said. "End of discussion."

"Amara, she's broken," Emmy snapped. "You hit her, then ignored her. That isn't discipline; it's cruelty."

Amara's jaw clenched. "I am her mother."

"And mothers make mistakes too!"

Silence thickened.

Mrs. Emmy's voice softened, almost pleading.

"She's leaving soon. Don't let her take this hurt with her. Don't let this be the last memory she carries."

But Amara's expression was a stone wall.

"I. Will. Not. Apologize."

Mrs. Emmy stepped back, disappointment heavy in her chest.

"Then may you never regret the silence you're choosing," she said before walking away.

The hours blurred, evening settling like dust around the house as Bella packed.

Clothes folded. Books stacked.

Memories tucked away.

Downstairs, Emmy lingered in the living room and paced every few minutes.

Her worry was palpable.

Finally, Bella came down with her suitcase.

Emmy rushed to her, pulling her into a warm embrace.

"Take care of yourself," she whispered.

"And remember, you are not your mother's silence, Bella. You are not."

Bella's throat tightened.

"Thank you… for everything," she murmured.

Emmy pulled back, cupping her face.

"I'm always here. Always."

Bella gave a small, fragile smile. Then she turned toward the door.

Mrs. Amara stood there—hands folded, face unreadable. No apology and no softness. Only… presence.

Bella paused.

One last look—Emmy hopeful behind her, Amara cold in front of her.

Bella pushed the suitcase forward.

The door opened. Wind rushed in.

Outside, the car waited.

Inside, her mother's silence followed her like a shadow.

Bella stepped into the car, her heart heavy, her breath uneven.

Emmy stood in the doorway, holding the weight of emotions Amara refused to touch.

The moment Bella shut the house door behind her, the evening air wrapped around her like a quiet warning. Her suitcase wheels rattled against the pavement, her mother walking two steps ahead. Her posture was straight, her jaw was set, and every movement was stiff with pride and the words she refused to speak.

By the time they reached the car, the silence had shape and warmth like breath against glass. It was tense, fragile, and threatening to crack.

Bella got in first. Her mother slipped behind the wheel and closed the door with deliberate softness. She started the engine and never said a word.

The neighborhood rolled past them with the hum of generators fading behind them. But inside the car, the silence was louder than any storm Bella had ever known.

She crossed her legs, then uncrossed them. Her fingers moved restlessly and were unable to settle.

Her mother cleared her throat once. Bella pretended not to notice.

It took only seven minutes before her phone vibrated, and she ignored it. Her mother's eyes flicked toward the screen, then back to the road.

Another vibration, then another, and then a notification banner lit up:

Adrian: Call me when you can. I have something to tell you.

Another second later:

Adrian: And I miss your voice already.

Bella's breath hitched. Adrian had been so present all week. From midnight calls, early morning jokes, and voice notes that blended mischief and concern. He had kept her company when her world felt too heavy to carry.

More than once, he had said, "I can't wait to see your face when you land, Princess. I've missed you—don't punish me. Eight months is too long."

And she… she had blushed every single time.

Despite everything, and despite trying to keep her distance.

And speaking of Chris, her phone lit up again.

Chris (3 missed calls)

Chris: Babe, I'm leaving Chicago now. I'll be there early.

Chris: Text me when you're close. I don't want to miss you.

Bella swallowed hard. Two men, two different energies.

Chris made seeing her feel like a responsibility. A duty he was determined to fulfill between his busy schedule. His messages were warm… but practical. Predictable and almost rehearsed.

For Adrian, his messages felt like oxygen, like someone seeing her, really seeing her.

But she had chosen to face her issues with Chris and address the past. She chose the path that felt logical, even when her heart was unsure.

And now the two men wanted her with a hunger that demanded no patience.

Her phone buzzed again. She ignored it all, because her mother was right beside her.

And somehow, that mattered more than either man.

The car's headlights sliced through the dim stretch of highway leading toward the city. The seats vibrated with the hum of the engine, but still… they said nothing.

Bella stared at her mother from the corner of her eye.

Mrs. Amara's hands were firm on the wheel, her gaze steady on the road ahead. Her lips pressed almost tight. She didn't look angry—not exactly. She looked like someone wrestling with her own shadow.

Every few minutes, she inhaled as though about to speak, then she exhaled. Bella looked away, her eyes burning.

Her mother's silence wasn't cold this time.

It was heavy. Thick. Like she was holding something down with both hands. Maybe guilt, maybe regret, or maybe stubbornness choking her from the inside.

Bella didn't know. She wasn't going to guess anymore.

Another vibration from her phone.

Without looking down, she could tell the rhythm belonged to Adrian. It was a long buzz, short pause, long buzz, and then a voice note.

Then Chris, a short buzz and text.

They were climbing over each other for her attention.

What an irony.

Days ago, she couldn't get a single person in this house to acknowledge she existed.

Now she had two men fighting for her time, her presence, and her attention. Meanwhile, the person she lived with sat right beside her, unable to say even one meaningful word.

Her mother finally spoke.

"Did you… pack everything?"

Bella blinked, surprised the silence had cracked.

"Yes," she murmured.

Her mother gave a tight nod. "Okay."

And that was it; that was all she could manage.

Bella pressed her lips together, fighting tears that had no right to show up now.

Her phone buzzed again.

She looked down this time.

Adrian: Don't make me beg. I want to see you the moment you land. I miss you, Bella. I do miss you a lot. Please don't run from me when you get here.

A warmth spread across Bella's chest… Then guilt crushed it.

She swiped the notification away.

Another came.

Chris: Land safely. I'll be waiting. Don't give me the silent treatment; just say something. Anything. Please.

She dragged in a breath and let it go.

Her mother's eyes flicked toward the phone again.

This time, she spoke—quiet, restrained, but clear.

"You don't owe anyone… a performance," she said.

Bella's head snapped up.

Her mother kept her eyes on the road.

"You're leaving home," she continued. "Focus on you. They will be there. Men… men will always be there."

Was that advice a warning? A confession?

An apology trying to be born but suffocated before it left her lips?

Bella couldn't tell.

But the words stayed with her.

Ten more minutes passed in thick silence. Bella stared out the window, her phone glowing with messages. She refused to touch, her heart running a fever of confusion.

Her mother's knuckles stayed firm on the wheel…

But her breathing betrayed everything she wasn't saying. Three more minutes. Two more.

The city lights appeared in the distance—soft, golden, and blurred at the edges. They were getting close.

Bella could feel it, and her heart began to pound.

Her stomach twisted. Her phone vibrated one last time—

A long buzz. Unknown number.

Her breath hitched.

Her fingers shook as she tapped the screen.

Unknown: Heard you're back. You missed a LOT. And believe me… you're not ready for what you're coming home to. Ask Chris. He won't tell you. But I will. Soon.

Bella's eyes widened. And her chest felt so hot.

She recognized the digits.It was too familiar and sharp.

Rae? Her ex-best friend.

A cold wave hit her bones.

The car turned onto the long stretch of road leading toward the airport.

Bella gripped her phone.

Her mother gripped the wheel.

And the truth waiting for her… wasn't going to be gentle.

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