Lying in Matt's bed, listening to the rain fall and rambling on my cell phone, I see Matt spying on me in the doorway.
Me: Hi beautiful.
Matt: Hi precious. -He lays down next to me on the bed-
He pats my head and I hug him.
Matt: In the morning I'm going to Hebrew
Me: wow, that's it.
Matt: I feel like I need to go back, I even started eating kosher again.
Me: yes, you told me
Matt: My dad is happy with me for that. I said it was your idea, he asked if I was Israeli and I said no but Christian, he was amazed.
Me: hahaha cute. This should be normal...
Matt: none of the preppy girls I stayed with were like you and so devoted to the concrete spiritual.
Me: Ah, I just realized that life is about more than people, it's about a world with deeper layers that we try to resolve and some never, unless God wants it.
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Me: Have you ever wondered why there are so many different people?
Matt: Not really.
Me: I think we should be ashamed and try to understand the spiritual, and for that we need a committed collective with good intentions.
Matt: Um, good intentions... I don't know, after Mark, I'm a little suspicious if there are people with good intentions...
Me: yeah, there are really few of them. The majority are in bread and circuses, and they can't get out of it because they are trapped in a system made just for them. I'm not saying the system is bad. And yes, if people are content with little in the internet age, it's because that's who they are.
Matt: Wow, a lot of people come to mind now...
Me: Your world of rich people should be the opposite of that, but money also does that, it accommodates. In my opinion, our role in the world is to try to bring some change, whatever it may be, at any level, something, of course positive.
Matt: You're right.
Me: are you going to college?
Matt: Look, I wasn't thinking about doing it... What do you think?
Me: well, you're filthy rich, you can do whatever you want. If I were you, I would go to college, just to have fun and learn technical things.
Matt: I don't know, I like technology, arts, music, I don't know what I do
Me: that's up to you, very rich people should be productive, because you are blessed, having money in the world is a blessing.
Matt: what are you going to do?
Me: I still don't know either HAHA - I laughed and continued - I'm in a dilemma between finishing studying or living off my hobbies and doing anti-system things, a bit punk, you know?!
Matt: HAHA that would be a huge problem for me.
Me: I know hahaha so it's just a thought...
Matt: Punks are very radical...
Me: I like some of their causes, just not the religious aspect. Rather alienated people but in the church, than radicals with the devil, as it is today.
Matt: True, today there is a lot of radicalism.
Me: There is a little, wait in 10 years. Poor children...
Matt: Wow, I don't even want to think about that, it's so sad.
Me: Don't even get me started, extremism is terrible, be it social, religious, etc. He told us to have temperance in things, this is in the 7 virtues against the 7 deadly sins.
Matt: In the Torah are there 7 deadly sins?
Me: In the Torah I don't know, but in the New Testament yes. In the 7 churches of the Apocalypse.
Matt: Oh yes, in Christianity...
Me: but I believe it was broken down into proverbs and psalms. The monk who created this didn't do it by chance, right?!
Matt: oh you know, there are so many trapped people finding sin where there is none.
Me: Yes, indeed... I believe that a lot of things are real, such as false advertisements, alienation, etc. But there are uses and customs that I don't particularly like, but for example, makeup actually makes a woman more beautiful and it makes sense that it was given by the fallen angels. But there is no biblical support for not wearing makeup. Pedro is the one who will talk about eccentric clothes and decorated hair. But Peter also made mistakes and was corrected. But if we stop to think, really, there are women who have no idea, they put on sexy clothes, heavy makeup that certainly doesn't make a man sin.
Matt: yeah, when we don't find our love, it's really hard to control...
Me: what do you mean?
Matt: when a man loves, he can't look at another woman, he dedicates himself to one.
Me: even the alpha ones?
Matt: Do you consider me alpha?
Me: Yes.
Matt: So, I wouldn't look at others, because I really like you.
Me: Own, beautiful! I will ask a question
Matt: here it comes...
Me: Are you a virgin?
Matt: No. It's difficult for a rich person to be seen...
Me: I guess... But now I got bugged, so does that mean you're loyal? HAHAHA
Matt: Of course. You only showed me good qualities, if you have a redflag it's negligible.
Me: I agree with that. There are few, I can't remember any right now. But you didn't show me any red flags either..
Matt: Because of you... Man, what I've seen from women, of all types, heights, colors, styles, many... having money and being beautiful, a recipe for success.
Me: haha, yeah. How lucky for me then.
Matt: A lot, won the lottery.
Me: HAHAHA look how impressive it is.
He hugs me and we kiss.
He hugs me and we kiss.
Matt: let's go play
I look at the time and say
Me: I need to go home
Matt: oh already? Okay.. Shall we do something tomorrow?
Me: let's go. We could do some sport
Matt: I'll be late. Let me take you.
I say goodbye to the girls and go with Matt to the parking lot. I get in the car and we head to my house. He gives me a kiss and I go upstairs.
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