The next day, I wake up to a text from Matt and Mark.
Matt: Hi, sweetie.
Mark: What's up, babe.
They both send "I thought about you all day yesterday"
I look at that and I don't know what to say, still feeling sleepy, I ended up falling asleep, when I woke up it was already midday. Damn, I forgot about school, at least it's Friday. I don't answer them and decide to take a break to see what happens. I'll tell my parents if anyone rings, it's to say I'm not there. They rang the intercom and I didn't answer.
I keep thinking about both, and I can't decide. The weekend passes and I don't respond to them, answer them, etc. On Monday, I go to school, they wait for me next to each other and come to meet me. I act as if nothing had happened they were talking
Matt and Mark: Where were you?
Matt: I went to your house and everything
Marcos: me too.
Matt: I almost couldn't work
Mark: Neither do I.
Me: I have some homework for you
Matt and Mark: Which one?
Me: you will have to reflect my absence. Then they said what they felt. You want me to decide, don't you?
They look at each other and together: Yes.
Me: that's it then. Goodbye.
And I go up with the girls. I tell you what happened. Let's go to break. I see them each in a corner thinking. Then together and they divide again. I look at them and reflect too. At departure time. Matt stops me and says
Matt: We need to talk to you
Me: when?
Matt: today
Me: I'm going home and I'm going there.
Matt: Okay, I'll wait for you.
I go home thoughtful, but without any conclusions. I decide not to go and see their reaction.
Matt: Hi? Where are you?
1 hour later
Matt: Hiiii, where are you?
7 hours later.
Matt: I don't think I can be without you.
Mark: I didn't think I'd say this to anyone, but it's hard to be without you.
I'll answer Matt first
Me: I understand, and worse, I can't get an answer about it...
And I respond the same to Mark.
The two think and join the group of three
Both: I think that since we can't stay away from you, choosing one or not won't make a difference.
His eyes widen, and I have no way to respond.
Matt: I think I've gotten used to your presence
Mark: I didn't know I felt that way until you disappeared. Good tactic!
Me: I don't know what to answer. I think that's crazy. But there are cases like that, right? Triple love?
Matt: from two men, no.
Mark: Let's do like we were doing taking turns.
I was amazed at their attitude.
Mark: today she is mine then
Matt: negative, it's mine.
Me: each choose a side of the coin - Mark chooses heads and Matt chooses tails.
Me: I choose man.
Mark celebrates. and says:
Mark: I'm coming to pick you up. IHUL
I laugh because Mark smells the chat. I get ready and wait. He rings the intercom and I get down, he looks at me deeply and says: I love you and kisses me.
I kiss and say
Me: I need to disappear more often. - laugh
Mark: I'll take you to dinner
Me: wow, what a miracle this is, trying a little and being attentive...
He gives a nervous laugh. We arrive at the restaurant, he pulls out the chair for me to sit down and sits down immediately. Take my hand and say
Mark: I realized how important you are to me.
Me: did you realize?
Mark: a lot, I felt an emptiness, and none of these girls would fill that for a long time, maybe a few hours, but then I would miss you
Me: That's what I expect from you Mark, that you strive for something, and you're becoming an adult, first the work and now this positioning... I couldn't be happier for you
Mark: for us.
We ate pasta, with Jacquin's petit gateau, we were satisfied, he took me home and I didn't understand
Mark: I want to make things right with you, that's how I should treat you.
Me: beautiful- kiss him
Me: but I like your alpha male way.
He smiles and says
Mark: you can leave it.
I get out of the car and go up. I take a shower and go to bed.