That night I almost broke. I sat in the kitchen, phone glowing with screenshots, shaking with the urge to storm into the bedroom and scream. To drag her out, to shout, "I know, damn it! I know everything!"
But I didn't. I gripped the table until my nails hurt. Rage is fire. Fire burns you before it burns them if you don't cage it.
So I wrote instead. Pages of curses, bile, pure venom in my diary. Words like "fuck," "damn," "whore," poured out. Ugly words for an ugly truth. My hand cramped. My throat ached from holding screams.
By dawn, the storm had cooled. The rage hadn't gone—it never goes—but it was bottled, labeled, stored for later use. Rage can be a weapon if sharpened.
I walked into the bedroom, looked at her sleeping like innocence itself. My chest ached. I whispered one word before leaving for work:
"Stranger."
She didn't stir.