Oscar waiting for almost an hour for the person who called him and said he know the truth about the case in his house patiently. What makes him feels like its all was fakes is, why must be in his house? Did this person know him? or its just a scheme from someone who wanna delay his investigations. But Oscar doesn't think much about it. As long as he saw a glimpse of light about this case, he willing to give a try.
Zhu Xian walked slowly and sit down in front of Oscar. Oscar looked at Zhu Xian who sit in front of him with his head down in puzzled. "What wrong with this kid?"
"Why are you here? Didn't I tell you that today I have an important guest?"
Said Oscar with his half patient voice. Zhu Xian all sweating while he thinking where to start. How to tell Oscar the secret that he try to hide for a long time. He also put a gamble for his life and fate that day. No matter bad or good, he need to carry all the consequently.
"About the case last year..."
Zhu Xian mumble in lower voice. He take a deep breath. Trying to calm himself down and find the courage to speak. His heart pounding fast and makes his stomach feels uncomfortable. He grip his shirt to control his uncomfortable. He already promise to himself that he will rival everything that day. He can't lets Oliver who treating him as his good brother, more suffer then this. Nothing good will come even he bring this secret into his grave.
"I was also there..."
Zhu Xian voice was trembling and its followed by his body that already covered with his cold sweats. Zhu Xian words totally like a lightning that struck inside Oscar mind and soul. All of his blood start to rise to his head. But he tried to calm himself. He need to hear Zhu Xian words till the end.
"Which case?"
Oscar tried to control his uneasy feeling.
"Oliver case."
Zhu Xian voice in a low tones. Oscar face start to feel hot after all of his blood rise to his head when he heard what Zhu Xian say. Can't believe in a long times he struggle seeking the truth in the darkness but Zhu Xian just kept silent about it while staying with him all along. Oscar start to make assumptions that Zhu Xian intentionally kept it secret from him to make his dear brother suffering. Oscar already lose all of his sanity that make him forget everything. He clench his fists and stands up in anger. He grabbed Zhu Xian collar roughly.
"You! Why you keep the secret from me for this long? What was your attention?!"
Oscar voice in anger. His blood vessels could be seen clearly on his face. His eyes already red till his ears. Oscar really lose his temper. If he could, he totally wanna kill Zhu Xian on the spot. He really hate and disgust looking at those innocent face that contains all of rotten desire.
"Answer me your snorted!"
Oscar yell with his rough voice and pulling Zhu Xian face close to him before he felt nausea and threw Zhu Xian onto the sofa roughly. Zhu Xian remains silent. In pain and fear he tried to find the best word to say so Oscar wouldn't stay in the dark any longer.
"You know what..?"
Oscar let go Zhu Xian collar and pinch Zhu Xian mouth as hard as he could. Oscar totally boiling in anger that moment till he can't sense how Zhu Xian trembling in fear in his arms.
"My little brother won't experience all those scary moments if you tell the truth from the start!"
Oscar threw Zhu Xian face away. Zhu Xian keep silent in fear. His stomach starts to hurt even more than before. He felt like he was about to die anytime soon.
"Now don't waste my time and answer me. Who killed Bai Jue?"
Oscar tried to lower his anger to give a chance for Zhu Xian to talk.
"I don't know..."
In pain, Zhu Xian trying his best to tell the whole story. At least before he died, someone knew the truth. That is what he thought at that moment.
"What!? What are trying to play this time!?"
Oscar lost his patience. He grabbed Zhu Xian hair and pulled him down from the sofa roughly. Zhu Xian don't even dare to scream out his pain. He just accept the punishment. For him, this is nothing compare to what his brother was done to him.
"But Andrew knows him"
Zhu Xian said out of breath. The pain struck his heart and made him hard to breathe. He felt like his body already split into pieces. But Zhu Xian tried his best to hide it. If Oscar hate him, he could die without any regret.
"Okay. I will go to find him. But I don't want to see you ever again. Make sure you leave before I get back. Looking at you totally disgust me."
Oscar who felt being betrayed by Zhu Xian threw Zhu Xian hair roughly onto the sofa before he left to find Andrew.
Zhu Xian breath heavily trying to stay awake. He needs to leave before Oscar came back. He can't add more painful experience to Oscar because of him. "Now I can end everything. This is for the best"
Zhu Xian stands up and dragged his legs leaving the warm house. Before he move forward, Zhu Xian turned his head towards the house. Looking the warm house for the last time. "I'm sorry to tinted you with my dirty life and body. Thank you for giving me a warm memories. Please protect everyone dear to me. I am sorry that I forget who I am and hope to be happy with them. I am sorry. Good bye"
Zhu Xian walked away without any direction. He just dragged his painful body anyway the fate brings him. After half an hour he walked, he felt something heavy dropped on his head and make his head buzzing and his vision getting blurry.
"You think you can run away from me? In your dreams bitch."
In vaguely, he heard a voice from the person that he wants to avoid the most. "Look like my fate is to be suffer forever."

Zhu Xian opened his eyes slowly. The pain in his stomach, his head and also his lower parts totally killing him. He tried to moved his body but failed. After his vision returned to normal, he could see that in front of him there is a lot of man who he don't even know and one of them was on top of him. Totally naked without any thread on his muscular body. Zhu Xian starts to feel disgusting and nausea, he bites his lips right after he felt pain on his lower part in every movement of that man.
"Good shows....Good shows. I love it."
Andrew clap his hand loudly. Looking how suffered his little brother underneath all the muscular man who take turn to pour their lush, totally makes him satisfied.
"You can be roughed on him guys. Don't be shy. He born for this after all."
Andrew said happily. The more rougher his little brother been treated the more he felt satisfied.
"Why are you doing this to me!"
Zhu Xian said in tears. He totally can't endure the pain any longer. He felt totally wanna die at that moment.
"Why? Hahahaha...could you hears that guys? He asked me why?"
Andrew stands up and stepped closer to Zhu Xian. He pick a whipping on the table beside where Zhu Xian being tied and roughly jabs. He whip Zhu Xian as hard as he could till Zhu Xian trembling in unbearable pain.
"If not because of you who runaway at that time, my beloved brother won't die!"
Said Andrew in anger and once again he whipped Zhu Xian body till bleed. Zhu Xian screaming silently in pain.
"Why should I let's you have a happy life while Bai Jue have to die because of you?!"
Andrew threw the whipping away and picked a clipper. He clips Zhu Xian nipples and make Zhu Xian screaming out his pain.
"Hahahaha....Good voice. Scream more you bitch. Don't be shy. Keep moving guys. Take your times. The show was just starts. You also can use all those toys on the table. He loved it. Trust me"
Andrew sit back on his chair while he recording all the pleasant scenes. He needs to record all of his little brother punishment just like how his mother receive her punishment after she destroyed his father life.
After he received his third jabber, Zhu Xian lost his consciousness. He praying in his heart that he just died at that moment. He don't care anymore, he already tired from all of this. What he regret the most is, he take to long to tell the truth to Oscar. Now he hoped after he died, his mother will have a happy life with his stepfather just like how his father being happy without him. He also hoped that Oliver will be free from his anxiety and be happily with Lil Wen. For Bai Jue, Zhu Xian hope that he will never meet him after he die. He don't want Bai Jue to witness him go to the hell because all of his sins. And Oscar...is Zhu Xian new regret. He wants Oscar to forget about him, but in the same time he also want Oscar to remembered him inside his heart as someone who was special forever. "Dear God, am I to greedy? if yes, please just make me disappear without a trace."

After a month Andrew being arrested, Oliver has the courage to visit him with Lil Wen accompanied. Oliver really do hate Andrew, but he also can't deny that Andrew is someone who was dear to his beloved Bai Jue. Oliver still remember that Bai Jue always tell him how great and beautiful his Andrew is.
"How are you in there Ad?"
Andrew gazed annoyingly at Oliver before he threw his gazed away. That's attitude make Lil Wen almost lost his composed. Oliver pat Lil Wen thigh to calm him down.
"Now you know who the cause of Bai Jue death. If not because of you who torture Zhu Xian, those things won't happen."
Oliver swallowed his saliva. Now after he remembered everything, it hard for him to forgetting it again. The face of his beloved before death, the face of Zhu Xian who being dragged away by the killers totally fresh in his memories just like all of that just happened yesterday.
Lil Wen gripped Oliver hand gently. He don't want Oliver dwell in sorrows after the memories about the murder was came back. Now everything is settled down. The murder is still free but the police and Oscar already knew who is the culprits and they take everyway to trace him down. The main focus now is to protecting Oliver and Zhu Xian who was the only witness in that case.
"I hope you can atone yourself in here."
Oliver pat Lil Wen to go with him.
"Oh...After what you have done to Zhu Xian, you might stay here for half of your life. Feel free to used those time to reflect yourself and pray for Zhu Xian to forgive you and you can be free sooner."
Oliver smiled mischievously.
"But, even Zhu Xian forgive you, I don't think Bai Jue will also forgive you. Because between adopted little brother and stepbrother is a different status. Just think how important Zhu Xian in Bai Jue heart till he choose to die for him. Well, good luck"
Andrew just looked at how slyly Oliver could be. But he can't do nothing because behind Oliver there is a lot of beast who protect him without any fear. He still remember how hurts his ball is when Marco let out all of his anger on its. He also remember how scary Lil Wen could be when he smashed the wall with his bear hands. Not only that, He can't even sleep even a wink after remembering how Xin Er cursing him with his sly smile. He also needs to be hospitalized after getting punched by Yuanxi that almost broke his jaw, almost being poison by Alex mixed juice and being smacked with a cactus by Justin.
But from all of that, He wished that Oscar could be more angry towards him, but Oscar just looked at him blankly while he hugged Zhu Xian body.
"I wish God will forgive Bai Jue who adopted a beast like you"
That is the only word Andrew heard from Oscar mouth. The words that more painful than a thousand of cursing.