"ALL YOU GOTTA DO"
You said that you don't wanna be fucked, if that's the truth, why are you touching my body? You said that we should take it slow, if that's the case, why are you showing me your body naked? You said that I'm too sexual but then you told me that you miss how I made you feel when my tongue was kissing on your cake, if you want me again, all you gotta do is ask.
Lately you've been real persistent for my love, I wanna be with you too but something tells me that this dive ain't safe as it seems, even though you tell me you love me, it's hard for me believe you because my paranoia tells me some things. When we met, you didn't want shit to do with love and emotions, now your story is changing and you showing me a side of you that I had no idea about.
Sometimes you make me feel so infatuated, sometimes you got me locked in on my player shit, sometimes you make me feel like the luckiest one in the world but something tells me that everything that glitters ain't gold.
You said that the only thing you miss about my body is the part where my tongue was kissing and twirling in your cake, baby all you gotta do is ask and I will bring it to your pleasure.
"IN PRIVATE"
I've been thinking a lot about making love, that subject about giving a piece of your soul to somebody you really love and care about, when I think about making love, you're the first name on my mind, those sweet lips make me wanna see you behind closed doors over and over again, just so I could suck, lick and kiss them for as long as I can, I have been holding on to this side of me but since you came around, I've been wanting to unleash the animal and feed the lover in me.
You're so complete, you don't need a lingerie nor a rope for me to feel you, I prefer you in your thong, last time I had my hands rubbing on that skin before I put you in the middle of the bed and now you got me thinking about how good I can make you feel in my hands again.
It's all about the ecstasy that your body displays when my hands are running on your skin, that look in your eyes when I'm kissing it and that tight grip on my arms when you need me to slow it down and give you a break, I want us to indulge in this thing called making love over and over again.
"HOW DOES IT FEEL"
You're as good as it could ever get, when I'm in you, I just wanna stay in there, it's so warm and so amazing, I'd love to know what's on your mind when it comes to my sex, how does it feel when I'm kissing your lips, how does it feel when I suck your neck, does it make you wish we could do it over and over and when I'm all in it, does it fulfill your desire?
How does it feel when I'm kissing and licking your pretty punani, how does it feel when I suck your nipples, how does it feel when I kiss your inner thighs, do you ever get flashbacks when you're alone about the things we do when we're naked?
You're as good as it could ever get, when you're climbing on me, you make me wanna keep driving you to your highest points, when you moaning, you motivate me to help you reach your climax, all the words in the world wouldn't be enough for me to describe how good it feels to make love to you.
"THIS IS ME"
My path has always been about toughening up, I'll admit it, I have been close to giving up lately but I'm still here, that's what matters. I can either let my scars build me or break up, some things don't really make sense to me, why did they happen, why did things go that way? But I can't live like that anymore, now I've got to let go off of what used to be, what I hoped for and walk into what is now.
I've buried so many of my loved ones, I've witnessed death and grief in a closest way and sometimes I hate the fact that my path has always been about toughening up, I never caught a break from pain, sorrow and struggle.
I'm the outcome of all the things that I've faced, the first time I was held at gunpoint I was 18 years old, the first time I was introduced to a girl's body I was 14 years and I've built a reputation of a playboy, a "toxic fuckboy" is what some of these girls call me but everything in my past belongs just there, in the past, I'm here now and this is me now.