Chapter 157 - Why the fuck you can't move on!

Hearing my words, she looked at me in pretty tired manner and spoke " Jerk, just what are you, like seriously, there was no one to even love me like this, as such raw feelings and just what do you even eat, are you like some kind of sex machine or something like that and whatever you are, you surely make me addict to you and i just can't even think about doing anything without you, jerk do you know if I kept living with you like this, I fear that I might won't ever leave you or let you leave me, so jerk either stop loving me this passionately or promise me that you won't ever leave me, my heart is way too sensitive in these love things like, I was never one of those girls, who could like forget anything anytime, I am very complex in terms of these things, I always overthink and get attached to every people i meet and when that person stop seeing me, I start to overthink the reason and drink to my limits, so that's why I didn't let any other person get close to me except my husband." Hearing her words, I felt that surely the elder woman from outside is just like a little kid from inside, worrying about everything and thinking that only she can change everything and her worries surely took best out of her and costed her all these years, so I kissed her lips and spoke with giggle" Well you sound more like a little girl, who just want to handle everything alone, don't worry about me leaving you, as that surely won't happen unless you want and you see I have so many things to do with you that i just can't even think about trying to escape from you and beside that always know that I am not one of the people who discard old item after getting new item, I am very old myself interms of my items, I tend to keep my everything close to my heart despite whether it is person or my any item!" Hearing it, tears escaped her eyes, and she hugged me more tightly while playfully biting my lips and spoke, "Oh, I guess I am not the only one who gets attached to her stuff; there is another fool like me. So should I start saying 'fool' or 'lovely fool' that I just want to keep close to my heart?" Damn, but seriously, you surely make me forget all my problems, and can you believe after meeting you, I even stopped excessive drinking? I used to drink around 20 bottles a day before, and now only half or maybe even less in moments of joy. I now don't see myself dying soon; I want to live, just with you and for you, so you have to tell me the truth, and I promise I won't be leaving you, but if you hide any details regarding your women, then don't expect me to have mercy on you. I am an old lady and can easily figure out when a man is hiding something and when he is being completely honest!" Hearing her words, I smiled and spoke, "Well, I can't deny that, and mostly the story was only like that, as I skipped our first intimate moments, and if you want to know about them, how about telling me your experience about the first day when we, like, got intimate, and I will tell you about my experience with a woman who surely was pretty and cute; her name was pretty fancy, like Ice Goddess! She surely is a beauty, and I haven't met her for some time, and I will tell you about her or about my other women." Hearing my words, her eyes widened, and she bit my chest pretty painfully and spoke, "Jerk, why are you so interested in knowing about past embarrassing moments? Do you even know how bad I was feeling about myself when it all started? Like, I was loving the touch of a child and getting attracted to it. Damn, just thinking about it makes me feel insanely guilty, but surely it was worth it, and it's just about your age that I feel insanely guilty, not about you. So are you sure you want to know how I felt when we, like, first came closer?" Hearing her words, I smiled and nodded. Seeing me nodding she sighed and spoke " Ok, so it was more like you know how tense and intense I was at that time, like thinking about hanging about myself and then you came like a storm in my life, at first I thought which brat is disturbing me at such moment, so I opened the door in pretty dizzy and intoxicated manner because I was drunk and when I saw you, a strange kind of joy started to run in my heart and I felt as if you are only here for me, so I was pretty was lost in you and tried my best to be in senses but looking at you, it was strangely comforting and it wasn't a mere affection or something like charm, as I am an older woman, so I know the difference between charm and that kind of attraction, as if you were familiar with me and know me for much time, so i was strangely loving your precence and by that feeling I invited you in but seriously I had no interest in yoga or whatever you came for because you see I was literally about to hang myself, so why would i even think about my body but hearing from you about the benifits, I surely couldn't deny it and accepted you and then you told me to represent it. I was insanely shocked and trying to just run away from everything when you asked that, but strangely I agreed to that, and when you, like, came closer to me, I felt an insane urge, the same as when I was young. I just wanted to feel your touch, so I didn't mind when your bodies moved against each other; everything was just a wonder for me, and I didn't even think about anything else beside you, so then after some time, when everything became more closer, we did sex and you pretended that it was a dream but due to old age, I knew that neither of them were dreams and I was enjoying every bit of this play. Then we stopped pretending and got real close and now here we are, lying in each others arms!"