Until suddenly, his head turned.From inside the carriage…He looked at me.Our eyes met..
He was perfect and Handsome as always but Me ---
Red,
puffy eyes.
Messy hair.
A broken soul...
That's all he saw.
And then—He disappeared into the carriage.
Gone...Just like that..!!
He took my soul with him… without even knowing
Him..I stood there… unmoving.
I look at him until the carriage disappeared from my sight..
I slowly touch the pendant around my neck..The one he bought me..I clutched it tightly… and finally let the tears fall.
"" Come back Soon..!"
Yn's POV – Time Skip
Days passed..
Weeks passed..!!
Months passed.Now…
Four months and nineteen days.
I sat near the lake again..Moonlight shining down.
The night was silent..Every day without him felt like an eternity..I touched the pendant softly.
"I am missing you, Alpha…" Even it was your Hate
I whispered to the moon."Did you miss me…?"
I smiled sadly. "Probably not."
He doesn't remember me..He never will.
Still… not a single day passed without thinking about him.
Is he eating?
Sleeping?
Did he get hurt in training?
So many questions but No answers..He and I…
We're not like Ari and Yoongi Hyung.
They wrote to each other.
They shared feelings, dreams.But me…?
I only got to know something about him when Yoongi Hyung accidentally mentioned him in a letter to Ari.
That was it..Still…!!
"I can't wait to see you again, Alpha…!!

I want to say My Alpha but I can't say he was Mine..!!Because it's the first thing I was learnt in Classes..I have no rights to call him as Mine "!
My eyes closed slowly…Please come back safely."
And I let the silence hold me again..Because that's all I had left of him.Just silence.
And a heart full of longing..!!
Yn's POV:
After one month…My training finally got completed. I had nothing to do now. I felt so empty… so I asked His Majesty for permission to use the royal library..He nodded silently.
It was actually Jungkook who always used the library in his free time. Reading, exploring, learning. I thought maybe… maybe I could still feel his presence, his scent, in that place.
So I immersed myself in the library every day, reading book after book.Days passed like this.
Until one day—
I was reading the great history of the Jeon Dynasty, deeply lost in the words, when suddenly I was startled by a loud thud! — the sound of the large door opening.
I immediately looked up.
It was Ari..But what confused me more… she was crying and smiling at the same time.
I stood up, my brows furrowed, heart pounding slightly.
"What happened, Ari?" I asked softly, yet urgently.
Ari, breathless and trembling
"They… they came back, Yn…!!"My breath hitched.
She didn't need to say who came. I already knew.
My heart swelled. Tears formed in my eyes — not of sorrow, but of overwhelming happiness.
I quickly placed the book back on the table and rushed out. No — I ran. I ran through the halls, faster than ever.
My heartbeat echoed louder than ever.And then...My world froze...
I stopped.He was there.
After six months...!!

After six long, torturous months… I saw him. Prince Jungkook..My eyes filled with tears instantly, but I smiled through them..
He was walking towards the hall… and our eyes met.
My vision was blurry, but still… I could see him. He'd grown taller, more broad, more powerful.
His features had changed — more mature, more intense.My eyes slowly traced his every detail.
But just like that...He walked right past me.
No words.
No signals.
No expression.
Just that same cold, unreadable face.
My chest tightened painfully — but I smiled anyway.
Because after 6 months and 21 days… I saw him.
I didn't need anything more than that.
After that day, I barely caught glimpses of him. His Majesty had announced that Prince Jungkook would now be involved in court matters since his return.
Jungkook's POV:
I was listening to the court issues, answering the King's questions wisely, with calm and control.
Everyone seemed impressed by my insight. I kept my composure, my voice level, my posture strong..
But something inside me felt… unsettled.
Restless..
From morning onwards, a strange tension was building within me.
I couldn't understand what it was. A sharp heat was forming under my skin. A dizziness swept over me.
I clenched my fists tightly as the pain in my body increased.
My breath grew heavier. My heartbeat quickened. The noise of the court faded into the background..
Suddenly, murmurs and gasps filled the room..I opened my eyes — but they were blurry..And then… I noticed.
Everyone — the guards, the Omegas, even the ministers — had fallen to their knees.
My scent…!!It had changed.
The air was thick with it — heavy and dominant.
My chest was heaving..The beast inside me… it was awakening.
King Jeon (concerned):"Jungkook! Are you alright!? Why are you releasing your pheromones!?"
One of the ministers gasped: "Your Majesty… I think he's… going into rut!"
Everyone froze...Struggling to breathe..
Some Omegas had already collapsed, suffocated by the overwhelming pheromones.
Then—A deadly silence.
Because now… they saw him..His eyes… glowing red..his body… transformed slightly, muscles larger, posture tensed..
His veins bulged under his skin..A growl escaped his throat — loud and beastly..All stared at him in stunned horror.
King Jeon (shocked):"Jungkook… I think… you've entered your first rut."
But he could barely hear anymore.His instincts… they were taking over..He moved — fast, violent.
Everyone scrambled to get away.
He swung His fist — it missed the Alpha guard and landed on a marble pillar.The pillar split in half.Gasps echoed through the hall.
Luna (firmly):"We must lock him up immediately, Your Majesty! His inner beast is taking over. He could kill anyone right now. We must act fast!"
King Jeon nodded and ordered 50 Alpha guards to restrain him..But even they failed — miserably.
Only after many attempts, after great struggle, they managed to push him into his chamber and locked the massive doors shut.
Outside, Luna, King Jeon, and trusted guards stood tensely.
Inside — the sound of crashing objects, snarling, and destruction echoed from the room.
Luna (determined):"Bring Omega Yn. Now!"
The guards rushed to obey.
Yn's POV:
I was still in the library, reading quietly, when the door slammed open and four guards entered, panting heavily.I stood up in alarm.
"What happened?!"
One of them spoke, urgency in his voice:"Lady Luna has requested your presence. Immediately!"
Yn:I blinked in confusion "Why?"
"Prince Jungkook… he's entered his first rut."
Yn:The moment I heard those words, my breath stopped..I was stunned, frozen, heart racing… but I didn't wait..then we rushed toward his chamber..
When we reached the door, I bowed deeply to Luna and the King,I am trying to stay composed, even though my chest was trembling.
I asked softly, "Luna..You called for me…?"
Luna nodded with a cold expression
"It's time to repay the royal favor. Go inside and serve Prince Jungkook. Make sure the door is locked behind you."
Yn:I nodded — silently..But inside…my heart was pounding..Louder than ever..I slowly opened the door..
The room was in chaos — shattered furniture, broken vases, cracked walls.
Then I saw him.
His red, glowing eyes met mine...I shivered.
But I stepped inside and locked the door behind me, just like I was told.
As I slowly approached him… he growled. A deep, threatening growl..I flinched — but didn't step back..I steadied myself..Softly, I spoke,
"Alpha… It's me." Something stirred in his eyes.
A flicker..!!
Then in a flash, he lunged toward me — and buried his face in my neck.
Inhaling..!!
Deeply..!!
His breath trembled against my skin.
Jungkook:"My Omega…?"