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Chapter 6 - Forbidden Glances

The late afternoon sun filtered through the office blinds, creating long, warm streaks across the polished floors. The hum of activity had quieted, leaving only the soft tapping of keyboards and the occasional murmur of hushed conversations. Sarah sat at her desk, reviewing reports, yet her focus was fractured. Every few minutes, she caught a glimpse of Eric moving through the office—calm, deliberate, and impossibly magnetic.

Clara sat nearby, coloring in her little sketchbook, humming softly. She was the picture of innocence, a small island of light in the tense, charged atmosphere that surrounded her mother and Eric. Every so often, Clara looked up at Eric, her wide eyes curious and trusting. Sarah felt a pang of protectiveness. Her daughter's innocence made the stakes clear: no mistake could be made, no lapse in judgment allowed.

Eric approached, carrying a folder of documents. He stopped beside Sarah's desk, his presence a gravitational pull that made her stomach tighten. "Sarah," he said softly, his voice low enough that only she could hear. "Do you have a moment?"

Sarah hesitated, measuring the implications. Being alone with Eric meant vulnerability, and vulnerability was dangerous. Yet the tone in his voice—urgent but respectful—nudged at the walls she had built. "Yes," she replied carefully, closing her report. "But keep it brief. Clara is here, and I need to—"

"I understand," Eric interrupted gently. "It won't be long." He gestured toward the corner office. "Just for a few minutes?"

Sarah took a deep breath, nodding. They moved toward the office, the soft click of her heels echoing in the quiet hallway. Clara watched them go, her small hand clutching her coloring pencils. She didn't fully understand the gravity of the moment, but she sensed the tension, the electric charge between her mother and Eric.

Once inside, the space felt intimate, almost private, though the city beyond the glass walls remained a constant reminder of their reality. Eric set the folder on the desk but made no move to open it immediately. Instead, he leaned slightly against the edge, his gaze fixed on Sarah.

"We need to discuss more than just business," he said quietly. "I can't ignore what's happening… or what I feel."

Sarah's chest tightened. She had anticipated this conversation, but the reality of it—Eric's nearness, his intense gaze—made it nearly impossible to maintain composure. "Eric," she began, keeping her voice steady, "we've been through this. I have responsibilities—Clara, work, everything. We can't…"

He shook his head slightly, cutting her off gently. "I'm not asking to disrupt your life, Sarah. Not yet. I just… need to be honest. About Clara. About us. About what was left unfinished."

Sarah swallowed hard, feeling the familiar pull she had tried to resist for years. "We can't go back," she said softly, though the words felt weaker than she intended. "I have a life now. You… you have your obligations. We can't—"

"Yet here we are," he said, his voice low and charged. "Together in the same office, connected in ways neither of us can ignore. You're still the woman I remember, Sarah. Strong, brilliant… beautiful. And every time I see you with Clara, I see what I missed, what I lost."

Her heart raced. She took a step back, forcing herself to focus on the words but not the intent behind them. "Eric… we can't mix personal with professional. Not now."

He nodded, a faint, almost imperceptible smile touching his lips. "I know. But we can't ignore it either. There's history here—emotions, responsibility, and yes… desire. And it's all tangled with Clara. I want to be a part of her life. I want to be… careful, patient, but present."

Clara's small voice from the lounge interrupted them. "Mommy?"

Sarah's resolve tightened. "Yes, darling?"

Eric glanced toward the doorway, then back at Sarah. "She trusts you," he said softly. "And I trust you. But we both know this won't be simple."

Sarah nodded, the weight of responsibility pressing down on her. "It's never simple," she admitted. "And I won't let her be caught in the middle of… whatever this is between us."

The office grew quieter as the sun dipped lower. Shadows stretched across the floor, mirroring the complex web of emotions that Sarah navigated: fear, longing, duty, and the undeniable attraction that Eric stirred. He took a step closer, but careful, respectful, acknowledging her boundaries while testing them subtly.

"Sarah," he said, his voice a whisper now, "I want to try. To navigate this… carefully. For Clara, for you, for me. We don't have to rush. But we can't ignore it."

She looked into his eyes, seeing sincerity and longing intertwined with the weight of past mistakes. "We… we'll see," she said cautiously, her voice a blend of firmness and uncertainty. "One step at a time. For Clara."

The silence that followed was heavy, laden with emotion and unspoken tension. Every glance, every breath, was charged with meaning. It was a dance of restraint and desire, a forbidden pull neither of them could deny.

Clara wandered closer, holding a small paper she had colored. "Mommy, look!" she said, thrusting the drawing toward Sarah.

Sarah smiled, the tension easing slightly. "It's beautiful, darling," she said, taking the paper. She glanced at Eric, who knelt to Clara's level, smiling gently. "You have an amazing eye, Clara."

The child's innocence reminded them both of the stakes. Every choice, every glance, every moment of connection had to be measured against her well-being. Yet the tension, the subtle glances, the near touches—they all hinted at a bond that was rebuilding, fragile but undeniable.

Later that evening, as Sarah left the office with Clara in tow, she felt the pulse of the city around her—a reminder that life moved forward, relentless and indifferent. But within her, a quiet shift had begun: the recognition that Eric's presence, the past that lingered, and the child who depended on her, had created an intricate tapestry of possibilities.

Every look, every whispered word, every careful gesture would define their future. And Sarah understood, with a mixture of fear and hope, that the forbidden glances, the subtle tension, and the emerging trust were only the beginning of a journey that would test her heart, her judgment, and her ability to protect Clara while navigating the unpredictable currents of desire and responsibility.

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