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Chapter 1 - The Weight We Carry

Chapter 1 — Weight

Chapter 1 — When the Mountain Fell Sideways

The mountain began falling sideways at eleven forty-three in the morning.

This was inconvenient, mostly because Astri Gravitas was standing on it.

One moment, his boots rested against the black stone of the Hanging Road. The next, his stomach lurched, every loose tool around him shot toward the cliff's southern edge, and a wooden crate full of iron bolts sailed past his head.

Astri ducked.

The crate missed him by inches.

"Well," he muttered, watching it tumble into open sky, "that's probably expensive."

Then someone screamed.

Astri's humor disappeared.

Thirty paces down the road, an entire passenger carriage had broken loose from its restraints.

The Hanging Road ran vertically across the face of Mount Caelum, which meant that under normal circumstances the mountain wall beneath Astri's boots behaved exactly like ordinary ground. Wagons rolled along it. Horses pulled freight across it. Travelers complained about tolls while several thousand feet of empty air stretched where their horizon should have been.

House Gravitas had maintained the road for more than two centuries.

It had never bothered Astri before.

It bothered him considerably now.

The carriage slid sideways across the black stone, wheels bouncing violently as its passengers screamed from inside. Beyond it, the carved roadway simply ended.

After that came clouds.

"Astri!"

His father's voice cut across the panic.

Lord Aaron Gravitas stood near the damaged anchor station with one hand extended.

Violet Mana erupted around him.

The air changed.

Astri felt it even without a Core of his own. Pressure settled over the entire road, heavy enough to tighten his chest.

The sliding carriage stopped.

So did everything else.

Loose stones.

Broken tools.

Splintered boards.

A horse that had been thrown from its harness hung several feet above the road, legs kicking uselessly at empty air.

For an instant, Aaron held an entire section of the mountain in place.

Astri stared.

He had seen his father use Gravity before.

Never like this.

Thin violet lines spread outward from Aaron's boots, crawling through the road's embedded inscriptions while his coat snapped violently in the disturbed air. His face remained calm, but a vein stood out against his temple.

"Astri!"

Right.

Admiration later.

Disaster first.

Astri ran.

Or attempted to.

The moment he pushed off, his body lurched sideways.

His shoulder slammed into the road.

Pain shot down his arm.

"Ah—damn it."

The local gravitational direction had changed.

Down was no longer beneath his feet.

Down was toward the southern edge of the road.

He flattened himself against the stone as another tool slid past.

Someone farther up shouted, "Anchor Three's gone!"

"No, it hasn't!" another engineer yelled. "Pressure's still holding!"

"Then why in the gods is the field rotated?"

Good question.

Astri grabbed a recessed maintenance handle and pulled himself upright against what his body insisted was now a wall.

The Hanging Road's gravity system was built around six Anchor stations along this section of mountain. Each station generated a localized gravitational reference, and together they created one stable field that allowed travelers to stand perpendicular to the actual mountain face.

If one Anchor lost Mana, the others compensated.

If two failed, emergency runes shut the section down.

At least, that was what every manual said.

Astri looked toward the nearest control pillar.

Its central crystal was still glowing.

That was wrong.

He scrambled toward it, using maintenance grips to keep himself from sliding.

A worker was already there, desperately adjusting a series of brass regulators.

"Pressure?" Astri asked.

The man barely glanced at him. "Stable."

"Flow?"

"Stable."

"Anchor output?"

"Stable!"

Astri frowned.

"Then why are you treating it like a power failure?"

The worker finally looked at him.

Sweat covered his forehead.

"Because the road is falling off the mountain!"

"Sideways."

"What?"

"It's falling sideways."

The engineer stared at him.

Astri pointed toward the exposed Mana gauge.

"If the Anchor were simply losing power, we'd be feeling the mountain's natural gravity. We'd fall away from the wall."

Instead, everything was being dragged south.

The engineer looked at the gauge.

Then back at the road.

His expression changed.

"That's impossible."

"Apparently not."

A cracking sound echoed through the station.

Both of them turned.

A long fracture ran through the road beneath Aaron's feet.

His father wasn't just holding the people in place.

He was holding the road together.

That changed the problem.

Astri leaned over the control pillar.

The system was old but familiar. House Gravitas children studied Anchor architecture before they studied taxation, which Astri had always considered proof that his ancestors possessed some wisdom.

Six main channels fed the field.

All six still carried Mana.

That shouldn't happen.

"What failed?" he asked.

The engineer shook his head. "I don't know."

"Why?"

"What?"

"Why don't you know?"

The man's expression hardened. "Young master, perhaps this isn't the moment—"

"It's exactly the moment."

Astri pointed toward the channels.

"Mana pressure is stable. The safety system didn't activate. The field isn't gone, it's pointing the wrong way. Which means something isn't failing."

Another tremor shook the road.

The suspended carriage creaked.

Aaron's arm dipped.

Only slightly.

Astri noticed.

So did the engineer.

"We don't have time to diagnose this," the man said. "We need to shut the entire section down."

"And what happens to everyone when you do?"

The engineer said nothing.

Astri already knew the answer.

The system would default to natural gravity.

Every person currently standing on the vertical mountainside would immediately begin falling into the valley.

His father might catch them.

Maybe.

The road was another matter.

Astri looked over the control runes again.

Six Anchors.

One shared field.

If the Mana flow was stable...

Then the problem had to be somewhere after generation.

Direction.

Reference.

The field wasn't weak.

The field was wrong.

"Where does the Anchor determine down?"

The engineer blinked.

"What?"

"The field has to orient itself somehow."

"Through the reference lattice."

"Where?"

The man pointed toward a circular plate beneath the control housing.

Astri dropped to his knees.

The plate was covered in tightly packed silver runes. Three concentric rings established orientation against the Deepwell beneath Gravitas territory.

Normally, every Anchor on the road referenced the same underlying gravitational signature.

Astri traced the outer ring.

Nothing.

Middle ring.

Nothing.

Inner—

His fingers stopped.

One symbol was glowing.

Not violet.

Black.

No.

Not glowing.

The light around it looked wrong, as if the rune were swallowing the crystal's illumination instead of producing its own.

"What is that?"

The engineer crouched beside him.

"What is what?"

Astri pointed.

The man went pale.

"That's not part of the lattice."

Another violent crack split the road.

People screamed.

Astri looked toward Aaron.

His father had dropped to one knee.

They were running out of time.

"What does this ring control?"

"Primary reference."

"And the second?"

"Correction."

"Can they operate independently?"

"Not safely."

"That wasn't the question."

The engineer stared at him.

Then gave a reluctant nod.

"For a few seconds."

Astri's attention moved to the second Anchor farther along the road.

A thought formed.

It was probably stupid.

That had never stopped him before.

"If Anchor Three is pulling south because its reference is corrupted, what happens if Anchor Four is made to pull north?"

The engineer's face went blank.

Then horrified.

"No."

"So they oppose each other."

"No."

"Would they?"

"Young master—"

"Would they?"

The engineer clenched his jaw.

"Yes, but deliberately altering a reference lattice is forbidden for a reason. If the field balance is wrong, the overlap could tear the road apart."

Astri looked around.

The road was already tearing itself apart.

"Excellent. Then we're ahead of schedule."

The engineer grabbed his arm.

"You cannot modify an Anchor."

"I can read one."

"You are not Awakened."

"I'm aware."

"You don't even have a Core!"

Astri glanced toward his father, who was currently holding a passenger carriage, several dozen people, three wagons, loose cargo, and a collapsing section of roadway in place with raw Gravity Mana.

"Trust me. Today I've been very aware."

Another fracture.

The engineer looked toward Aaron.

His grip loosened.

Astri pulled free.

"How long to shut the damaged Anchor down properly?"

"At least six minutes."

"We don't have six minutes."

"Then what exactly are you proposing?"

Astri pointed toward Anchor Four.

"We don't fix Three."

The engineer's expression told Astri exactly what he thought of that.

"We break Four."

The hardest part of sabotaging House Gravitas infrastructure was discovering that it had been designed specifically to prevent people from sabotaging House Gravitas infrastructure.

Astri considered that both responsible engineering and extremely poor timing.

He hung from the side of Anchor Four's maintenance platform, one arm hooked around a railing while the changed gravity tried to drag him into the valley.

The engineer—Master Havel, Astri had finally remembered his name—had followed despite declaring the plan idiotic several times along the way.

Astri considered that encouraging.

"Second panel!" Havel shouted.

"I know!"

"You opened the third!"

"They look identical!"

"They're numbered!"

Astri glanced at the small engraved numeral directly in front of his face.

"...Badly."

Havel made a sound that suggested the Gravitas tradition of respecting nobility was experiencing difficulties.

Astri tore open the correct panel.

Inside, dozens of thin Mana conductors hummed with violet light.

He knew the theory.

In theory, theory was very useful.

In practice, there were significantly more wires than he remembered.

"Which one is the correction lattice?"

"Blue-white conductor."

"They're all blue-white."

"The narrow one!"

Astri found three narrow ones.

His appreciation for engineers decreased considerably.

A deep groan rolled through the mountain.

The entire Hanging Road shifted.

For a fraction of a second, Aaron's field flickered.

Astri's body dropped.

His stomach launched itself somewhere near his throat as open sky rushed beneath him.

Then gravity snapped sideways again.

His harness caught.

He slammed against the maintenance platform hard enough to see stars.

"Astri!"

His father's voice.

"I'm fine!"

He wasn't.

His left elbow felt like someone had replaced the joint with broken glass.

But it still moved.

Good enough.

Havel climbed down beside him.

"We're done. Your father can't hold this much longer."

"Then hurry."

"I'm telling you to stop."

"And I'm telling you which one of us is currently wasting time."

Havel looked ready to throw him off the mountain personally.

Then his eyes moved toward the carriage.

A little girl was visible through one of the windows.

Her mother had both arms around her.

Havel looked back at the conductors.

"The left one."

Astri grabbed it.

"Not yet."

"What?"

"We have to interrupt the primary orientation first or the correction will reset."

"Which is?"

"Black conductor."

Astri stared into the panel.

"That one I can find."

He pulled.

Nothing happened.

The conductor was locked.

Of course it was.

He braced one foot against the housing and pulled harder.

Still nothing.

"There's a release!"

"Where?"

"Under the mount."

Astri reached blindly beneath the housing.

His fingers found a small metal catch.

He pressed it.

The conductor released so suddenly that his arm flew backward.

Havel caught his wrist.

"Careful!"

"I had it."

"You almost threw yourself off the road."

"Still had it."

The Anchor's hum changed.

Havel swore.

"Now the correction."

Astri wrapped his hand around the narrow conductor.

"How far?"

"Three degrees."

"That's it?"

"Three degrees across two overlapping Gravity fields can crush a person."

"Good to know."

"Now you ask?"

Astri twisted.

The rune assembly moved.

Barely.

One degree.

Two.

Three.

The world shifted.

Not enough to see.

Enough to feel.

The sideways pull weakened slightly.

Across the road, loose stones slowed.

Aaron looked toward them.

His eyes widened.

"Again!" Astri shouted.

Havel grabbed his shoulder.

"No. Three degrees is already beyond tolerance."

"It's working."

"The lattice isn't built for this."

"Neither am I."

"That's not reassuring!"

The passenger carriage creaked closer to the edge.

Aaron's field trembled.

Astri looked at the gauge.

Anchor Three was still pulling south.

Anchor Four was now resisting north.

Not equal.

Not enough.

If they balanced perfectly—

No.

They didn't need perfect.

Only enough for Father.

"Five degrees."

Havel went pale.

"Absolutely not."

"Four."

"No."

"Four and a half?"

"THIS IS NOT A MARKET!"

Astri turned the ring.

Havel lunged.

Too late.

Four degrees.

Then five.

The Anchor screamed.

There was no other word for it.

The violet Mana lines flashed white.

The entire maintenance platform shook violently.

For one horrible second, Astri thought he had made everything worse.

Then the crushing sideways pull disappeared.

Not completely.

But enough.

Loose debris clattered to the road instead of sliding.

The suspended horse dropped awkwardly onto its side.

The passenger carriage slammed down onto all four wheels.

Aaron moved.

Both hands came together.

The Mana surrounding the road contracted.

Stone groaned.

The massive fracture beneath him stopped widening.

"Shutdown!" he shouted.

This time Havel didn't argue.

He struck the emergency seal.

One by one, the Anchors went dark.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Six.

As the artificial field disappeared, natural gravity returned.

The entire world seemed to rotate.

Astri's stomach lurched again as his harness swung away from the road, leaving him dangling over open sky.

He looked down.

Clouds drifted beneath his boots.

Very far beneath his boots.

"...I preferred sideways."

Havel started laughing.

Not because it was funny.

Probably because neither of them had died.

Astri decided that was fair.

It took almost an hour to get everyone off the damaged section.

No one died.

Three people had broken bones. One worker suffered a serious head injury. Several horses would need treatment, and one freight company had lost an impressive quantity of pottery to the valley below.

Considering what could have happened, it was a miracle.

Astri sat against a support pillar while a healer wrapped his elbow.

His clothes were torn.

His hair was full of stone dust.

His hands were bleeding from several places.

Tomorrow was his Awakening ceremony.

Mother was going to kill him.

A shadow fell over him.

Astri looked up.

Father stood there.

Havel stood beside him.

Neither looked pleased.

Astri glanced between them.

"I assume this is the part where you congratulate me."

Havel stared.

Aaron's expression remained unreadable.

"You intentionally damaged an eighty-thousand-crown Gravity Anchor."

Astri nodded slowly.

"I was hoping we'd start with the road not collapsing."

"You ignored a senior engineer."

"He eventually agreed."

"I absolutely did not," Havel said.

"You participated."

"Under protest."

"Still counts."

Havel looked toward Aaron. "My lord, respectfully, your son is intolerable."

Father considered that.

"I know."

Astri placed a hand over his heart. "It's comforting to have family support."

Aaron's eyes moved toward the damaged Anchor.

Then back toward Astri.

"You recognized that the field had changed direction rather than lost strength."

"Yes."

"Why?"

Astri shrugged.

"If the field had failed, we would have fallen away from the mountain. We didn't."

"Then you identified the reference lattice."

"Eventually."

"And instead of restoring the damaged Anchor..."

"I broke another one."

Havel exhaled through his nose.

Aaron remained silent.

Astri waited.

He had spent most of his childhood learning how to read tiny changes in his father's expression.

The slight narrowing of the eyes meant disappointment.

A raised brow meant he'd noticed something Astri hoped he hadn't.

The almost-smile meant approval he had no intention of admitting.

There it was.

Barely.

Astri pointed at him.

"You smiled."

Aaron immediately turned away.

"No."

"I saw it."

"You damaged an eighty-thousand-crown Anchor."

"So you're saying I saved an eighty-thousand-crown road."

"That isn't how accounting works."

"Seems unfair."

Father walked toward the damaged station.

Astri grinned.

Then noticed that Havel wasn't following.

The engineer was staring at the original control lattice.

"Master Havel?"

No response.

Astri stood.

His elbow complained immediately.

He ignored it.

Aaron had stopped too.

Inside the damaged Anchor, several engineers had removed the reference plate.

The strange black mark Astri had noticed earlier was still there.

Except it wasn't a mark.

A thin filament protruded from the rune.

Black.

No thicker than a strand of hair.

Havel reached toward it.

"Don't."

Aaron's voice changed.

Havel froze.

Astri had heard his father command guards, soldiers, servants, merchants, and once an extremely angry ambassador.

He had never heard that tone.

Aaron approached the lattice carefully.

Violet Mana gathered around his fingers.

The black filament did nothing.

That somehow made it worse.

"What is it?" Astri asked.

Father didn't answer.

Using a pair of metal forceps, he caught the filament near its base and slowly pulled.

More came out.

An inch.

Two.

Three.

It should not have fit inside the shallow rune.

Yet it kept coming.

Astri's amusement disappeared.

The strand seemed to drink the light around it. Not reflect it.

Not block it.

Drink it.

Finally, it came free.

The moment it did, every remaining rune in the Anchor flashed.

Then died.

Aaron placed the filament into a small silver container and sealed it immediately.

Havel swallowed.

"What in the gods was that?"

Father looked toward the gathered workers.

Too many people were watching.

His expression returned to normal so smoothly that Astri might have imagined the concern he'd seen moments before.

"A contaminant."

Havel frowned. "I've maintained this road for twenty-eight years."

"I know."

"That wasn't Mana corrosion."

"No."

"Then what—"

"We'll discuss it privately."

That ended the conversation.

For Havel, perhaps.

Not for Astri.

He waited until they had moved away from the workers.

"Father."

"No."

"I haven't asked anything yet."

"I know."

Astri frowned.

"What was it?"

Aaron continued walking.

"A problem for tomorrow."

"Tomorrow is my Awakening."

"Exactly."

That made even less sense.

Astri followed.

"Is it dangerous?"

"Potentially."

"Where did it come from?"

"I don't know."

That stopped him.

Father took several more steps before realizing Astri was no longer beside him.

Aaron Gravitas always knew.

He might refuse to explain something.

He might tell Astri he wasn't ready to understand it.

He might bury the answer beneath three books and a month of training.

But I don't know?

Astri looked back at the damaged Anchor.

Workers swarmed over it.

Beyond them, Mount Caelum stretched into the clouds. The Hanging Road carved its impossible path along the sheer cliff, wagons and people now trapped at temporary checkpoints while engineers inspected every station.

For most of Astri's life, the road had simply existed.

Stable.

Predictable.

Understood.

Today, something had changed that.

Something his father didn't understand.

Astri smiled.

Aaron noticed.

"Why are you smiling?"

"I don't know."

"That's rarely stopped you before."

"No, I mean..."

Astri looked toward the mountain again.

His elbow hurt. His hands were bleeding. His mother was going to be furious when she saw his clothes, and tomorrow evening he was expected to form a magical organ inside his body.

He should probably have been more concerned.

Instead, he felt awake.

There was something deeply satisfying about discovering the world contained a question no one around him could immediately answer.

"I want to know what it was."

Father studied him for a moment.

Then continued walking.

"So does everyone."

Astri caught up.

"That's not going to stop me asking."

"I know."

"Was that another almost-smile?"

"No."

"It was."

"Astri."

"Fine."

They walked toward the waiting carriage that would take them home.

Tomorrow, Astri would Awaken.

For years, that had seemed like the most important thing that could possibly happen to him.

He looked back once at the broken Hanging Road.

For the first time, he wondered if he'd been thinking too small.

End of Chapter 1

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