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Chapter 61 - The Look I Didn’t Mean To Give

She stood at his door for almost a full minute before knocking.

No sound. No music. No movement.

Just the weight of her heartbeat echoing in her chest.

Then the door creaked open—

and there he was. Nathan.

His eyes held something she couldn't name — excitement, surprise, maybe a touch of relief.

But she didn't flinch. She just looked at him, lips pressed in a small line.

"Hi," she said.

"Hey," he replied softly, his voice carrying that same warmth she once drowned in.

"It's been a while."

"Yeah, I know right," she said, forcing a half-smile.

"How have you been?"

"I've been good," he nodded, staring at her a little longer than he should have.

"Alright," she said simply, walking past him into the room before the silence got too loud.

The familiar scent hit her first — faint cologne, detergent, and dust.

It was the same space where too many memories had been built and buried.

She sat quietly, scanning the room as if looking for something that would remind her she had moved on.

A few seconds later, one of his friends walked in, phone in hand.

They exchanged quick greetings — the kind you say just to fill air.

She smiled politely and then slipped into the smaller room beside the main one, pretending to scroll on her phone.

Moments later, Nathan walked in after her.

He leaned against the door frame, watching her quietly before stepping closer.

"Why did you look at me like that earlier?" he asked, his voice lower this time.

She looked up, pretending not to understand. "How?"

He chuckled a little, rubbing the back of his neck.

"I don't know… you just— you looked at me somehow. Can't even explain it."

She gave a soft laugh, eyes still on her phone.

"I don't know what you're talking about," she said, trying to sound unbothered.

But her voice trembled just slightly.

He tilted his head, studying her for a second longer.

"Hmm," he murmured, like he knew she was pretending.

Then he said quietly, "I'll be back. Need to talk to my guy real quick."

And just like that, he left the room—

leaving her sitting there with her own heartbeat again.

She exhaled slowly, biting her lip.

The room suddenly felt smaller, heavier.

Every inch of it carried echoes of what used to be — laughter, silence, nights of long talks, mornings that ended with goodbyes she thought were temporary.

Her phone screen dimmed in her hand.

For a moment, she stared at her own reflection on the black glass — eyes softer than she wanted, lips trembling at the edges.

She whispered to herself,

"It's just a key. Nothing more."

But deep down, she knew that was a lie.

It was never just the key.

It was the door she never stopped wanting to open.

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