My name is lioness am Afraid to what am gonna write because it's true story that happened but I believe that I have to share this horrible story to my fellow readers I know some gonna judge me but those who understand feelings they gonna support me at any cost....
Am 22yrs after graduating my highschool, firstly I thought am gonna sit and do some chores at home but then I remember that I always trusted that I will get a job, any job I wasn't hoping to get a descent one but any job then I got one into she clothing and shoes shop I worked hard but then my boss came to transfer me to another school to work as a cantinier.
the school that came my nightmare and also my blessings....
For the first day I was so shy to face the students I used to wear sunglasses and a cap to avoid their glare,
Not knowing that I will fall for one of them later!
On the first day I saw a guy
He attracted me at the first sight but he had a scar onto his left Side_head and I have never liked scars like those I didn't even care knowing about his name or his life I wasn't interested but he was so special among the students cause he is the one I was able to notice everytime I saw him the rest looked alike somehow
Firstly I thought it was because of his scar.
But I was wrong cause it was a sign that he is the one I was waiting for.
back then I knew I had a boyfriend and after highschool I had promised myself that I won't ever again date more than one guy but my boyfriend was so selfish and didn't know how to love only him
I used to give him some gifts
Cook for him
And care about him in anyways
But he only used to show appreciation and I thought that was his way to show that he is really appreciating
And he was drug-addictor
Initially my friend told me that was his way he loved and I never questioned about it....
One day he called me over the phone as usual he used to say but I never said anything I just used to nod and agree to everything he says cause he was that someone who used pretend that he have upper hand and I let him feel that he is.
Then over the call.
"Lioness do you know that I love you?" he asked me
"I don't know...I sighed...I really don't know if you love cause I don't feel your love, I can't touch, or see it so am sorry"!I replied and after the reply he was so shocked cause it was my first time to reply like that and I felt relieved.