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Chapter 4 - The Wedding That Wasn’t Love

The morning air in the Blackwood penthouse was sharp, almost sterile, as if the city itself had been filtered through marble and glass. Elena woke earlier than usual, heart pounding, not from excitement but from the weight of inevitability. Today was the day she would walk into a room full of strangers—or perhaps no strangers at all—and declare herself married to a man whose presence already made her tremble. Adrian Blackwood. The name sounded strange even in her head, yet it felt heavier now, loaded with consequences she was only beginning to grasp.

She dressed slowly, methodically, as if every deliberate motion could slow the passage of time, giving her a chance to reconsider, to breathe, to escape. The gown was simple, elegant, and pale—a stark contrast to the opulence around her. No lace, no intricate embroidery, nothing that would suggest frivolity or romance. Just fabric, cut precisely, tailored to fit her form, a symbol of the practicality that now governed her life.

Adrian appeared in the doorway before she had finished fastening the last button. His presence filled the room as always, and yet, today, it carried an additional weight—a silent reminder that everything was about to change. He did not smile. He did not nod. He simply observed, gray eyes scanning her with the same precision he had used when reviewing contracts, finances, and agreements.

"You're ready," he stated, more observation than question.

"Yes," she murmured, though she wasn't sure she believed it.

The drive to the courthouse—or rather, the private venue where the ceremony was to take place—was quiet, save for the occasional click of Adrian's polished shoes on the marble floor of the elevator. Elena's thoughts swirled, a storm contained only by the fragile dam of necessity. She was marrying him to save her family, to prevent a collapse she had no means to stop. Logic demanded compliance; emotion had no role here. Yet even as she clung to reason, a tremor of fear ran through her chest.

The room they entered was smaller than she had expected, intimate in a way that made the grandeur of Adrian's life feel distant, almost unreachable. A few witnesses, a clerk, and the faint hum of security personnel—this was not a wedding meant for celebration. This was a transaction, a signing, a momentary alignment of interests.

Adrian stood beside her, silent, as the clerk read through the formalities. Elena's hands were clasped in front of her, fingers interlacing, trying to maintain composure. She could feel Adrian's presence, a quiet, steady force at her side. He did not touch her, did not offer the comfort that traditional weddings promised. There was no warmth, no reassurance, only the undeniable authority of the man she had married, the man whose signature had already cemented a year of shared life.

"Do you, Elena Moore, take Adrian Blackwood to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in accordance with the terms agreed upon, for one year, with no interference, no emotional entanglement, and complete adherence to the contract?" the clerk asked.

Elena's throat tightened. She nodded, voice barely audible, "I do."

Adrian's turn came next. He did not hesitate, did not falter. "I do." The words were flat, measured, void of ceremony, yet they carried the weight of irrevocable reality.

The exchange of rings was swift. No flourish, no lingering touches, just the metal sliding over her finger and his over hers, a symbol of ownership and obligation rather than love. The simplicity of the act was jarring, almost clinical, yet somehow it made the entire event feel heavier.

As the clerk pronounced them husband and wife, Elena felt a strange emptiness. There was no joy, no laughter, no celebration. Just a hollow acknowledgment that her life had irrevocably changed. She was married—legally, irrevocably—but not loved, not desired, and not even fully known.

Adrian did not offer a hand to guide her, did not brush a stray strand of hair from her face. He simply stood, gray eyes forward, expression unreadable, a man fulfilling his end of a contract as meticulously as she had learned to fulfill hers.

The photographs were equally detached. A photographer captured the formal poses, the stiff smiles, the distance between them that words could not bridge. To the camera, they were a couple. To each other, they were strangers bound by necessity, navigating a world that demanded appearances while forbidding emotion.

Elena's mind wandered as she followed Adrian back to the car. She thought of her mother, of the debts, of the fragile hope that had brought her here. Logic dictated compliance. Survival demanded it. Yet, as the city lights blurred past the rain-streaked windows, a gnawing question surfaced: Is survival enough?

Adrian broke the silence only once, his voice calm, low, and controlled. "We are married. That is all you need to remember."

She nodded, biting back a retort, biting back the flutter of emotion that she had no right to feel.

The ride back to the penthouse was as silent as the morning. Elena stared out the window, watching the reflections of her own face blur and distort in the wet glass. The woman looking back at her was someone she barely recognized: someone who had signed her life away, someone who had chosen duty over desire, someone trapped in a world that demanded compliance above all else.

When they arrived, Adrian led her inside with the same quiet authority. "You will remain in the apartment tonight. Tomorrow, we begin the rules in earnest."

"Yes," she said, voice tight, body tense.

He didn't linger. He disappeared into his study, leaving her alone with the weight of the day, the sound of rain against the windows, and the faint, almost imperceptible echo of what her life had become.

Alone in her room, Elena stripped out of her dress, folding it carefully, and placed it on the chair beside the bed. She sat down, feeling the strange, heavy mix of relief and dread that came from completing a task that had seemed insurmountable. She was married, yes—but it was a marriage without love, without warmth, without the softness that traditionally softened the edges of commitment.

Her eyes wandered to the city beyond the windows. Lights flickered in the rain, tiny beacons in a world that suddenly felt impossibly large and impossibly small at the same time. She thought of her mother, sleeping peacefully at home, unaware of the cold, detached marriage that now bound her daughter. She thought of the debt collectors, of the looming threat of ruin, and of the man who now shared her name but not her heart.

Sleep was elusive that night. Every creak of the penthouse, every gust of wind against the glass, felt amplified. Elena lay awake, hands clasped over her stomach, imagining the year ahead: dinners without warmth, conversations measured, touches avoided, emotions suppressed. Survival, she reminded herself. Survival was the only goal.

And yet, somewhere in the quiet, a small, persistent doubt whispered: Can the heart truly obey rules?

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