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Chapter 16 - CHAPTER FIFTEEN -THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US

The first few days after Adrian left felt like a silence Clara didn't know how to live with. Not the ordinary kind that comes when a room is empty but the kind that echoed. The kind that made her hear the absence of laughter, of music humming from his phone, of the warmth that used to spill through her chest whenever he texted her name.

She went to work early now, every day. The office was her refuge, a place with noise and purpose and people who didn't ask questions. She buried herself in spreadsheets, client calls, and half-hearted smiles. Her coworkers said she looked "focused," but she knew what she really looked like someone holding herself together because falling apart would take too long.

By the end of the second week, she'd mastered the art of pretending. She drank her coffee, answered emails, even joined after-work drinks once or twice. The city outside kept moving, glittering and loud, as if nothing had changed. But every time she passed a billboard with his face a new fragrance campaign, a concert promotion, a magazine cover her heart stuttered in her chest like it still remembered the rhythm of his laughter.

Adrian was everywhere, and yet nowhere near her.

In another part of the city, Adrian stood under the harsh glow of a rehearsal stage. The studio was empty except for his band and his producer, but it felt packed with ghosts. His new album was supposed to be his biggest yet world tour dates already sold out, critics waiting, fans screaming his name every night.

He should've felt alive. Instead, every lyric sounded like a wound reopening.

"Let's run it again," he said, voice low.

They played. The melody soared, bright and fierce. His voice followed smooth, practiced, flawless. But halfway through, he stopped. "No," he muttered. "It's not right."

"Adrian, that's the fifth take," his producer sighed. "It sounds perfect."

"Perfect isn't real," Adrian snapped, then looked away quickly, ashamed of the edge in his tone.

He poured himself into the work longer nights, endless studio sessions, interviews that felt mechanical. Every journalist asked about his music, his career, his life and every time, he lied with a smile. "I'm doing great," he said, because that was what the world wanted to hear.

But when the lights dimmed, and the crowd's roar faded into memory, he went home to an apartment that felt like a museum of the person he used to be. He hadn't changed a thing. Her coffee mug still sat near the sink. Her hair tie was still wrapped around the lamp beside his bed.

He told himself he was keeping them because he didn't have time to clean.

But deep down, he knew he couldn't let go.

Clara's weekends became quieter. She started visiting her favorite café again the one she'd taken him to once, where he'd worn sunglasses and a cap, pretending he wasn't famous. She sat by the window now, sketching small doodles in her notebook, pretending not to notice the playlist that sometimes played one of his songs.

The first time it happened, her chest had tightened. She almost left. But instead, she stayed tracing circles on her cup, letting the music wash over her. It was a different song now, slower, more fragile, almost sad. She didn't know if he'd written it before or after everything fell apart.

Still, it felt like he was there.

Adrian's manager urged him to move on. "You've got a world waiting for you," he said. "Whatever's eating at you bury it. You don't need distractions."

He nodded, pretending to agree. But that night, alone in his studio, he found himself writing again not for charts or critics, but for himself. His fingers moved over the piano keys, slow and deliberate. Words came like confessions: She loved me in silence. I ruined it with noise.

When he finished, he sat there in the dark, the city lights flickering through the glass. For the first time in weeks, he felt something close to peace because even if she never heard it, even if she never forgave him, the music still connected them.

It always had.

Two months passed.

Clara had grown quieter, but stronger. Her laugh, when it came, was soft hesitant, like a fragile thing learning to exist again. She took evening walks now, rediscovering the beauty in small things: a street musician playing guitar near the bridge, a child chasing pigeons in the park, the smell of rain against pavement.

There were still nights she couldn't sleep, moments when she'd reach for her phone and stop herself. But she was learning. Healing wasn't about forgetting; it was about learning to breathe around the memories.

And Adrian? He stood backstage one evening, thousands of fans chanting his name, cameras flashing, hearts waiting for him. But as he stepped into the light, he felt the strangest calm. He sang not to impress, but to feel and for the first time since she left, he meant every word.

The audience screamed, unaware that every lyric was a letter he'd never send.

Three months later, the air in the city carried the scent of early summer faint traces of jasmine and rain-soaked asphalt. Clara had finally moved apartments. The new place was small, bright, tucked on the edge of downtown with a view of the skyline. She told herself she needed the change new walls, new light, new memories.

Her old life fit into three boxes. One of them, the smallest, was filled with things she couldn't quite throw away. A concert lanyard. A scarf she'd worn to one of his shows. A photo she'd forgotten to delete. She placed the box on a shelf, not to forget it but because some memories, she decided, didn't need to be erased. They just needed space to rest.

The office had grown busier, her workload doubled. She didn't mind; it kept her anchored. She'd begun mentoring a new intern, a wide-eyed college grad who talked about music nonstop. One morning, the girl came in humming a new song.

"Have you heard it?" she asked, eyes bright. "It's Adrian Vale's new single so different from his usual stuff. Everyone's saying it's the most honest thing he's ever written."

Clara's pen froze mid-note. "Oh?" she said softly. "What's it called?"

"'Echoes of You.'"

The girl hummed a few bars, oblivious to the ache that spread through Clara's chest. She smiled, gentle but distant. "It's beautiful," the intern said.

"Yes," Clara whispered. "It is."

That night, when she got home, she played it once. Just once.

The song began quietly piano, soft strings, a voice stripped of all the glamour and fame. It sounded raw, weary, almost trembling.

I lost you where the noise began,

In the crowd, in the glare, in the echo of my own hands.

But somewhere, you're still in the quiet of my mind.

She closed her eyes. For a moment, time folded in on itself every smile, every argument, every night spent half-asleep on his couch. It was all there, stitched between the notes.

When the song ended, she sat still for a long time. And then, for the first time in months, she smiled. Not because the pain was gone but because it no longer ruled her.

She whispered into the quiet, "Thank you, Adrian."

No one heard her but the city lights.

On the other side of that same city, Adrian finished another show. The crowd was deafening flashlights waving, fans singing every word back to him. But as the final note faded, he didn't reach for the mic again. He just stood there, breathing hard, looking out at the thousands of faces glowing under the arena lights.

He'd spent so long chasing fame that he'd forgotten what it felt like to simply sing. Now he knew. Every performance since the song's release had felt like a release one thread of the knot inside him finally loosening.

Backstage, his manager handed him a bottle of water and grinned. "You're back, Vale. The world's in love with you again."

Adrian smiled faintly. "Maybe," he said, "but I'm learning to be in love with the world again, too."

Later, in the quiet of his hotel room, he sat by the window, watching the skyline glitter. There was a peace he hadn't felt in a long time not because he'd forgotten her, but because he'd finally accepted that some people don't leave you. Not really. They become the song that never fades.

He opened a notebook, the same one he carried on every tour, and wrote a single line:

> When love is real, distance is just a verse in the song.

Then he smiled small, tired, but real and closed it.

Six Months Later

Clara's life had settled into something steady and new. The company promoted her. She'd started painting again, filling canvases with color instead of sadness. Her laughter came easier now. She met friends for dinner, she slept through the night, and sometimes on rare, quiet evenings she'd sit by her window, look out at the city, and wonder where he was.

That night, her friend dragged her to a charity gala downtown something her company sponsored. Clara almost refused, but then decided maybe it was time to show up for life again.

The hall was glittering chandeliers, soft jazz, conversations like champagne bubbles in the air. She drifted through the crowd, glass in hand, her blue dress catching the light just so.

Then someone said his name.

"Adrian Vale's performing tonight," a voice behind her said. "Surprise appearance. He's donating the proceeds from his tour to the foundation."

Her heart stilled not in pain, but in shock. She didn't turn around right away. The lights dimmed; the stage glowed.

And there he was.

Adrian walked onto the stage with a quiet confidence, his suit crisp, his eyes older. He greeted the audience softly, no theatrics just warmth. "This one," he said into the mic, "is for anyone who's ever lost something they didn't know how to keep… but learned to live better because of it."

The first notes of "Echoes of You" filled the hall.

Clara didn't move. She didn't cry. She just stood there, her heart open and still.

And though his eyes never searched the crowd, there was a moment brief and fragile when it felt like the music had found her anyway.

As the last chord faded, she smiled.

Not every love story ends.

Some just keep playing quietly in the background unfinished, but eternal.

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