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Chapter 4 - Chapter 4- Cracks in paradise

The city had a way of keeping secrets. Beneath its glowing lights and constant hum, it held shadows quiet, persistent, and hungry. Lila began to realize this about Evan as their relationship deepened.

At first, it was easy. They were caught in a whirlwind of laughter and late-night walks, coffees at 2 a.m., and whispered conversations under the hush of streetlamps. Evan was charming, attentive, intoxicating. But there were moments, tiny ones at first, that made Lila hesitate.

It began one Friday evening.

Lila had planned a quiet night with friends, but Evan insisted she cancel. "I want tonight to be ours," he said, his voice low and persuasive. His eyes had that pull again the one she found impossible to resist.

She found herself agreeing, even though part of her wanted to see her friends.

They ended up at a small rooftop bar overlooking the city. The air was warm, but the wind carried a sharp edge that made her shiver. Evan pulled his coat tighter around her shoulders before they settled into a corner booth.

For hours they talked. The laughter was easy, the conversation effortless, but beneath the surface, Lila noticed something — a flicker of tension in Evan's eyes when her phone buzzed with a text from her best friend.

"I'm not a fan of people who watch you too closely," he said softly, almost to himself.

She frowned, unsure how to respond. "I was just checking a message."

"I know," he said, his tone unreadable. "I just… like having your attention."

The way he said it made her stomach twist. It was sweet in a possessive way, and somewhere deep inside, she wondered if that was the first crack.

Later that night, they walked through the city in comfortable silence. The neon lights reflected in the puddles along the sidewalk, painting everything with a dreamlike glow. But the dream began to shift when Evan stopped abruptly.

"Lila, look at me."

She turned, and his expression was serious now, the playful charm replaced by something heavier.

"I care about you," he said quietly, "more than I should. But that means I can't stand the idea of losing you."

She searched his eyes for reassurance, but instead found a storm she didn't understand.

"I don't want to hurt you," he continued, "but I'm not good at letting go."

The words lingered between them as she nodded, unsure whether she should feel comforted or afraid.

That night, she lay awake, turning over his words. There was sweetness in his concern, but there was something dangerous there too a promise that his love might not come without cost.

The next few weeks were a cycle of passion and unease. Evan was magnetic, and Lila found herself sinking deeper into him. But there were moments when his tone sharpened, when his laughter felt too calculated, when he became distant without reason.

One evening, she decided to confront him. They were sitting in his apartment, a small but stylish space filled with books and soft lighting. Evan was making coffee, and she watched him quietly before speaking.

"Evan… do you ever pull away on purpose?"

He glanced up at her, brow furrowed. "Pull away?"

"Yes. You'll be warm and attentive one moment, and the next you're… gone."

He sighed, setting the coffee pot down. "Lila, I… I don't want to hurt you. But I've been hurt before. It's complicated."

She took a deep breath, searching his eyes. "Complicated how?"

He looked away. "That's not something I can explain right now."

Her heart sank slightly, but she didn't press further. She loved him enough to let him hold his secrets or so she told herself.

That night, they kissed. But it wasn't the sweet kiss from before. It was urgent, almost desperate. And in that moment, Lila felt both the beauty and the danger of loving him.

Then came the fight.

It started small a misunderstanding over plans. But it escalated quickly. Evan accused her of ignoring him, Lila accused him of being controlling. Their voices rose, and by the end, they were both breathing heavily, the air between them thick with tension.

"I can't do this if you keep pulling away," Evan said, his voice tight. "If you keep doubting me."

"I'm not doubting you," she shot back. "I'm just… confused. You act like you want me and then push me away."

He stepped closer, his eyes intense. "Because I care too much. That's my problem."

The argument ended without resolution, leaving a silence that was heavier than any words. They didn't speak for the rest of the night, but the tension lingered a silent shadow over their connection.

The next morning, Evan showed up at her apartment. No words, just coffee and an unspoken apology. They sat on her balcony in silence, the city stretching beneath them in shades of gold and gray.

Finally, he spoke. "I'm sorry. I just… I don't know how to be any other way with you."

She looked at him, unsure if she was hearing a confession or a warning. "Evan… I want this to be easy. But it feels like we're… walking on glass."

He smiled faintly, touching her hand. "Maybe love always feels like walking on glass."

She didn't respond, but she felt the truth of it deep in her chest. Sweet love, dangerous love they were tangled together now. And neither of them knew how to pull free.

That night, as she lay in bed, she thought about their moments together the warmth, the passion, the laughter. And she thought about the cracks the jealousy, the unpredictability, the things he wouldn't say.

She didn't know how the story would end, but she knew one thing: she was hooked.

And hooked is dangerous.

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