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Chapter 14 - The Night Before Silence

Evening settled heavy over Konohagakure, pressing the sky into a muted blue-gray that felt less like natural twilight and more like the world itself holding its breath. Clouds gathered overhead—not storming but suffocating—the kind that made the air taste of metal and rain that never came, that promised violence without the catharsis of release. The temperature had dropped with the sun's departure, bringing with it a chill that had nothing to do with the changing seasons and everything to do with the weight of impending catastrophe.

The Uchiha district stood unusually still in this oppressive atmosphere, its polished lanterns flickering faintly against the gathering dusk like fireflies caught in amber. The traditional architecture—elegant buildings with their curved roofs and the proud Uchiha fan symbol displayed prominently on walls and gates—seemed almost defiant in its beauty, a last stand of grace before the fall. Every window seemed to glow with some quiet domestic light: dinners being served on low tables, children's laughter still lingering in rooms where homework lay scattered, arguments whispered behind shoji screens about mundane things like bills and responsibilities and whose turn it was to take out the trash.

To anyone else walking past the compound's perimeter, it was just another night. Another evening of families settling into their routines, of the village winding down after a long day, of normalcy so profound it was almost boring in its predictability.

To Itachi Uchiha, standing at the edge of the district and looking in with eyes that had already begun to bleed into their cursed pattern, it was a graveyard waiting for dawn. A museum of lives about to be erased. A collection of last moments that these people would never know were last moments until it was far too late to cherish them properly.

The small council room beneath the Hokage Tower had felt more like a tomb than a place of governance. The meeting had ended in suffocating silence—the kind that pressed against eardrums and made breathing feel like an act of defiance against the weight of terrible decisions.

Danzo's eyes had been knives throughout the entire discussion, sharp and clinical, dissecting every argument with the precision of someone who'd long ago abandoned sentiment for what he called pragmatism. Hiruzen's eyes, by contrast, had been oceans—deep and turbulent and filled with the kind of grief that came from understanding exactly what was being asked and hating every second of it but seeing no alternatives that didn't end in even greater horror. Koharu and Homura had sat like weathered stone, their aged faces heavy with resignation rather than malice, the expressions of people who'd made too many terrible choices over too many years and had learned to carry the weight without breaking visibly.

"We've run out of time," Danzo had said, his voice calm in the way only monsters could be calm when discussing atrocity. Each word had been precisely measured, delivered with the kind of certainty that came from absolute conviction in one's own righteousness. "The coup launches within forty-eight hours. Our intelligence is solid. Fugaku has finalized the battle plans. They're distributing weapons and assigning positions as we speak. You know what must be done, Hiruzen. Stop pretending you don't."

"You speak of annihilating a clan!" Hiruzen's voice had cracked like ancient wood under too much pressure—old, tired, profoundly human in a room that seemed to demand inhumanity. "A clan that built this village alongside the Senju. A clan that has bled and died for Konohagakure's protection for generations. Children, Danzo. You're asking me to authorize the murder of children who've done nothing wrong except be born into the wrong family at the wrong time."

Danzo's gaze hadn't wavered, hadn't shown even a flicker of doubt or hesitation. "Or watch the village burn instead in civil war that will kill far more children—Uchiha and otherwise. The coup fails—it must fail, they're outnumbered and outmaneuvered despite their skill—but not before significant casualties on both sides. And then our enemies smell blood and weakness. Iwagakure still remembers their losses in the last war. Kumogakure grows more aggressive by the year. A weakened Konohagakure invites invasion that could spark another great war. Choose, Hokage. Choose between terrible and catastrophic."

Itachi had stood between them throughout this exchange, every breath weighted like he was drowning in air, like the oxygen itself had turned to lead in his lungs. He could still smell Shisui's blood when he blinked—that metallic tang that never quite washed away no matter how many times he scrubbed his hands. The weight of his best friend's eye in his pocket—Shisui's last gift, his last desperate trust—pulsed faintly against his chest like a curse, like a reminder of every path that had failed, every diplomatic solution that had crumbled, every hope that had died along with the one person who'd believed peace was still possible.

Ten months. He'd spent ten months trying to find another way. Ten months of secret meetings and desperate negotiations and increasingly futile attempts to bridge a gap that only grew wider with each passing day. Ten months of watching his father's face harden into something unrecognizable, of listening to clan meetings that spoke of violence with the casual acceptance of people who'd abandoned all other options, of feeling the noose tighten around everyone he loved while being powerless to loosen it.

"If it must be done," Itachi had finally said, his voice steady though his hands trembled behind the long sleeves of his ANBU uniform, hidden where no one could see the physical manifestation of his breaking soul. "Then let it be me. An Uchiha killing Uchiha. The village can claim ignorance. The survivors—" his voice caught slightly on that word, "—can direct their hatred at me rather than Konohagakure. It's cleaner. More contained. Less likely to create the cycle of vengeance that would destroy everything anyway."

Danzo's lips had curved faintly, something that might have been satisfaction or might have been approval or might have been the expression of a predator recognizing successful manipulation. "Good. Practical. You may yet save the village—even if no one ever knows it. Even if history records you as a monster rather than a martyr."

"History can remember me however it wants," Itachi had said quietly. "As long as it remembers the village surviving."

When the Hokage had dismissed them with a gesture that looked more like defeat than command, when Danzo and the elders had filed out discussing logistics with the detachment of generals planning ordinary military operations, Itachi hadn't moved. He'd remained standing in that suffocating room, staring at nothing, feeling the weight of what he'd agreed to settle over him like a burial shroud.

Only after everyone left, only when the room had emptied of everyone except the old Hokage and the young ANBU captain, did Hiruzen speak again. His voice was barely a whisper, rough with unshed tears. "You were meant to protect them, Itachi. Not end them. That was supposed to be your role—the bridge between clan and village, the one who could walk both worlds. How did it come to this?"

"Maybe," Itachi said, his eyes hollow and ancient in a face still too young for such profound loss, "protecting the village means destroying what I love most. Maybe that's what being a shinobi has always meant, and we just lie to ourselves about it with talk of honor and duty to make the horror more bearable."

And then he bowed—the deep, formal bow of a man leaving the world behind, of someone who understood that the person he'd been was dying in this room along with every hope he'd ever carried for a different future. When he straightened, something fundamental had changed in his expression. The conflicted young man was gone, replaced by something harder and colder and infinitely more dangerous.

A weapon, finally accepting its purpose.

Sasuke ran through the alleys of the Uchiha compound, his small feet slapping against the polished stone pathways, clutching his schoolbag under his arm with the carelessness of someone who took tomorrow for granted. The smell of grilled fish and soy sauce floated through the early evening air, mixing with rice steam and the distinctive scent of miso soup, families closing the day with warm chatter and the comfortable rituals of domestic normalcy.

He'd stayed late at the Academy again—Iruka-sensei had offered extra practice time for students who wanted to refine their shuriken techniques before the upcoming practical examination. Sasuke had stayed not because he needed the practice (his scores were already near-perfect) but because he enjoyed the quiet of the training grounds after everyone else had left, the satisfaction of hitting target after target without the pressure of competition or his father's critical eye.

But the Uchiha home—his home—felt different tonight when he approached it. The lights were on, smoke curled from the chimney, everything appeared normal on the surface. But there was something in the air, something he couldn't quite name. A tension that made the familiar seem foreign.

Quieter than usual, somehow.

Colder despite the warm lamplight.

When he stepped inside, sliding the door open and announcing his presence with a cheerful "I'm home!", his mother appeared from the kitchen, wiping her hands on her apron. Mikoto Uchiha smiled at him gently, that soft expression she always wore when looking at her youngest son—pure maternal affection untainted by the expectations and pressure that seemed to define every other relationship in their household.

"Welcome back, Sasuke. You're late again."

He grinned awkwardly, a child caught doing something not quite wrong but not quite right either. "I stayed after class. Iruka-sensei said my shuriken form's getting better! He said I'm one of the top students in accuracy now!" The pride in his voice was impossible to hide, the desperate hope that this achievement might finally earn him the kind of recognition his brother received effortlessly.

"Good," she said softly, her smile widening slightly. "Your father will be proud when he hears."

Fugaku sat in the adjoining room, visible through the open shoji screen, writing something on a scroll by lamplight. The ink didn't stop flowing as he spoke, his attention never wavering from whatever document consumed his focus: "You should train harder, Sasuke. You can't rely on talent alone. Talent without discipline leads to wasted potential and eventual failure."

"Yes, Father," Sasuke said quickly, bowing his head automatically, the enthusiasm draining from his voice like water from a punctured container.

He wanted to tell him about Iruka's specific praise, about how he'd been compared favorably to Academy students two years his senior, about the technique adjustment that had improved his accuracy by fifteen percent. But the words stuck in his throat, tangled up with years of learning that his achievements were never quite enough, that perfection was expected rather than celebrated, that his father's affection was locked away like a sealed jutsu scroll—acknowledged to exist but never actually accessible.

Only when his father dismissed him with a slight wave that indicated the conversation was over did Sasuke sneak a look back at his mother. Mikoto smiled again—that same quiet, melancholy smile she always wore after Fugaku's harshness, a smile that carried both apology and helpless acceptance of the way things were.

"Your brother will be home soon," she said, her voice carrying a note of something that might have been hope or might have been desperate clinging to normalcy. "You can show him your progress. I'm sure he'll be impressed."

Sasuke brightened immediately, the disappointment from his father's dismissal evaporating in the face of this better possibility. "Really? He promised to teach me the Great Fireball Technique next time he has a free evening! Do you think tonight will be the night?"

Mikoto's smile faltered almost imperceptibly, something flickering behind her eyes—knowledge she couldn't share, fear she couldn't voice. "Perhaps. We'll see when he arrives."

The door slid open long past sunset, well after dinner should have been served, after the point where Mikoto had started glancing at the entrance with increasing worry.

Sasuke jumped up instinctively from where he'd been practicing hand signs at the low table, his homework forgotten. "Itachi! You're home!"

Itachi entered silently, his face unreadable, his eyes dim under the lamplight in a way that made them look like empty wells. He looked tired—more than tired, hollowed out from the inside, like something essential had been scooped away leaving only the shell of a person behind. His ANBU armor was gone, replaced by simple civilian clothes, his cloak damp with the evening mist that had settled over the village. For a moment, Sasuke thought he saw tears glinting at the corners of his brother's eyes, catching the lamplight like diamonds, but Itachi turned away before he could be sure, before the moment could be confirmed or denied.

"You're late," Fugaku said flatly from his position at the head of the table, not looking up from the scroll he'd been reviewing.

"I know," Itachi answered, bowing slightly in apology. "I had... duties. They took longer than anticipated."

"Always duties," Fugaku muttered, but there was less criticism in his voice than usual, more resignation. He didn't push further, didn't demand explanation or justification. Perhaps he suspected what those duties had entailed. Perhaps he simply didn't want to know.

Mikoto placed a gentle hand on Itachi's shoulder, her touch light but grounding. "Eat first," she said, maternal concern overriding everything else. "Then rest. You look exhausted, Itachi. When was the last time you slept properly?"

Itachi nodded, but he didn't move toward the table where his portion sat waiting, still warm. His gaze lingered instead—on the low table with its scattered scrolls and half-finished homework, on the dishes arranged with his mother's careful precision, on the faint awkward conversation between his parents about tomorrow's schedule and whether they needed more rice from the market, on the way Sasuke's hair stuck up unevenly on one side after a day of training and running through the compound.

He was memorizing it. Burning every detail into his mind with the desperate intensity of someone who knew they were looking at something for the last time.

He wanted to burn this moment into his memory where it could never be erased.

He wanted it to last forever, to stretch this single evening into eternity.

But forever was ending tonight, bleeding out with every passing second.

"Itachi?" Sasuke approached him cautiously, sensing something off but unable to articulate what. "Are you okay? You seem... different."

"I'm fine, Sasuke." Itachi's hand moved almost unconsciously to touch his brother's head, ruffling his hair with a gentleness that carried entire conversations they'd never have. "Just tired from work. Nothing for you to worry about."

"Will you still teach me the Great Fireball Technique? You promised!"

"Soon," Itachi said, and the word tasted like ash in his mouth. "Soon, Sasuke. When you're ready. When..." he swallowed hard, "when the time is right."

They ate dinner together that night—the whole family, all four of them at the same table for the first time in weeks. Mikoto had prepared Itachi's favorites without being asked, some maternal instinct perhaps sensing the gravity of the occasion even if she couldn't name it. Fugaku was less harsh than usual, almost gentle in his questions about Sasuke's Academy progress. Itachi listened to his brother's enthusiastic recounting of the day's training with patient attention that memorized every word, every expression, every gesture.

It felt almost normal. Almost happy. Almost like the family they could have been in a different world, under different circumstances, with different choices available to them.

But underneath the surface normalcy, Itachi was saying goodbye to everything he'd ever loved.

When the house finally fell silent, when Sasuke had been tucked into bed with promises of training tomorrow that would never come, when his parents had retired with whispered conversations about clan meetings and schedules, Itachi stood alone in the courtyard under moonlight that turned everything silver and stark.

The Mangekyō Sharingan shimmered faintly in his eyes, that cursed pattern that had cost him his best friend and would now cost him everything else. The village below slept peacefully in its usual clusters of light, unaware of the blood that would soon soak its streets, unaware that their safety was being purchased with the complete annihilation of one of their founding clans.

He thought of his brother—of Sasuke's childish grin that was still unmarred by genuine hatred, of those hopeful eyes that looked at Itachi like he hung the moon, of the stubborn pride that would either save him or destroy him depending on how tonight's events shaped him. He thought of the technique he'd have to use, the genjutsu that would force Sasuke to watch, to witness, to carry trauma that would fuel hatred deep enough to eventually make him strong enough to survive in a world that ate the weak.

He'd have to make Sasuke hate him. Completely. Absolutely. With every fiber of his being. Because only that hatred would keep his little brother alive, would make Danzo and the village see him as a survivor rather than a threat, would give Sasuke a reason to grow stronger rather than simply giving up.

And he whispered into the dark, knowing that somewhere in the house his brother slept dreaming innocent dreams of training and techniques and earning their father's approval:

"Forgive me, Sasuke. You'll hate me for this... but live. Live enough for both of us. Live enough to prove that something survived tonight besides corpses and ashes. Live enough to maybe, someday, understand why monsters sometimes wear the faces of brothers who loved you more than anything in the world."

Far away, in his small room decorated with training scrolls and childish drawings of becoming a great shinobi, Sasuke stirred in his sleep. He didn't wake, but something passed through his dreams—a weight pressing against his chest like the world itself was holding its breath, a feeling of impending loss that his unconscious mind couldn't process but felt nonetheless.

In the darkness outside, carrying the weight of impossible choices and the complete destruction of everything he'd ever been, Itachi Uchiha moved toward his destiny with eyes that had already begun to bleed.

And the night, finally, mercifully, broke.

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