Do you know what is like to be lonely?wanting to be loved?TO have a best friend or a lover for you and you only
Not sharing them with anyone
Do you know what is like to be sad?i mean very sad?
My name is Hannah Blackwell and i live with my mother Mitchell Blackwell.
She's always working and we don't see each other much.
My mother is a Doctor i mean a medical doctor
We don't have that connection because her shifts are a lot for her,we need Doctors 24 hours
People get in to accidents and everything.
I am a junior in Nevermore college.I have friends and today is my second semester first year.I am doing Computer Science and i stay with my mother
I am not ready to stay in the school residence because of the idea of sharing a room.
The door closed with a quiet thud,
That's my mom she's going to work i guess is time for me to take a shower.
Go to school to see evil face's,i liked being alone and sometimes i liked being with friends but not fake one's.
I have a spiritual gift by the way and i know a crook when i see one.
Let me finish taking a shower,i am always thinking and creating fake scenarios.It may seem very sad but i like it it makes you happy sometimes and gives you hope.
But you have to be careful it escalates quickly sometimes you will be thinking about things you shouldn't. Careful thinker Or should i say mental wanderer?I tried to be normal even though i am not but shit gets worse everyday but sometimes i am normal.
I like listening to music by the way so today i decided to listen to Rod Wave i started with this song of his "i ran" do you know this part where he says "Thinkin' to myself all alone,thoughts in the dark,god please heal my heart,in the imaginary world we run off alone find love and nothing tear us apart"
Anyway i am a dark-skinned girl and today i am wearing a black crop top,white motorcycle jacket,baggy jeans and Airforce 1 shoes.
Should i wear a pink summer dress and fluffy sandles?Should i wear stripped leggins and a pink baseball shirt?
Oh god i am going to be late,i know i should've prepared my clothes yesterday but even if i did i would change my mind 10 times and go through the same thing.
I told myself "Hannah Blackwell focus".
I decided to wear black jeans,white crop top and a white motorcycle fashion jacket and Airforce bun.
I did a messy bun and i look stunning.Took some few pictures,the best thing you can do for yourself is to look pretty even though you through a lot,enough about that Hannah.
Time to go let me grab an apple and some snacks.
I don't want to be late.