This is where I stop. I realized that what I wrote went against God. My character the plans I wrote for it was a mistake. I'm not going to take it down but read this, this story isn't going to proceed no longer. I'm dropping this but it doesn't mean I won't stop writing.
However, as of right now my skills in writing are below average in other words I'm idiot at least for now. I have yet to improve because of my ADHD, but that's a silly excuse. I didn't want to improve because I'm too busy with distractions and having fun (playing video and enjoying my college break). Writing is my passion of mine, but yet, I decide to watch videos on YouTube rather than focus on learning to write.
I use A.I to assist in my writing and that in of itself should be enough to know that I'm way behind in writing. Heck, my use of language is horrible not to the sense of being non-sensical but it's quite close.
When it comes down to it, I need time to refine my skill set and improve everything from the ground up. I have ideas for a few stories, many in fact, but my level of writing, critical thinking, and comprehension is less than subpar so yeah I need sometime to do some growing, mentally speaking.
Anyone is free to take the ideas from this book and use it for their own. I don't care. Have fun and run wild with it.
And lastly, I know this might be a little overbearing to read but stick with me for a bit. Jesus is a pretty cool guy to talk to and speaking to him about your sins and repenting will relieve a lot of things off your chest. I know this site has many erotic material many of which I myself fall victim to, but it isn't too late to change. Jesus helped me a lot and made realized a lot of things of myself.
I'm still changing as of now and still have a lot of flaws, for instance my horrible writing capabilities being one of them. Heck, in fact, I'm idiot at times, but I know that if I'm with God than nothing can stop me not even my idiotic low level IQ brain. (Self directing humorous jab.)
No one is perfect but that's fine.
Enough with the ranting. I hope that everyone is doing well and God Bless you. I'm sorry that I couldn't finish this story.
I didn't edit this whatsoever with A.I. I wanted my words to be genuine both in error and in thought.