Zane did not remember the drive to the airport in any sequence he could trust afterward. He remembered traffic lights changing through the windshield. He remembered gripping the steering wheel too tightly at one point and forcing his fingers to loosen before they cramped. Beyond that, the hours before boarding dissolved into disconnected fragments that never settled into proper order. At check in, the attendant had repeated his name twice before he realized she was waiting for an answer. On the plane he fastened his seat belt, sat down, and stayed almost completely motionless while the cabin filled around him with the muffled sounds of people arranging bags, clearing throats, and speaking in low practical voices that seemed to belong to another world.
