Keifer noticed it. He noticed when jayjay avoided eye contact. When she ignored him. When she acted fine even though she wasn't. When she clenched her fists clenched so tight they turned white.
And he knew-he knew he had to talk to her.so when they went home. He followed her to her room.
At her room :
Jay didnt turn to look at keifer because by his footsteps she already knew.
"What do you want keifer?" she said voice flat.
"I want to know why your mad at me" he said. Hurt.
"Im not" she lied even though it didnt sound convincing even to her self.
"Then tell me why? Why you're avoiding eye contact? Why you're ignoring me? Why? If i did something wrong tell me" he said stepping closer.
"Maybe im jealous " she muttered.
"Of who?" he asked confused.
"You ex's " she said finaly turning around to face him.
"Why? You know i dont care about them anymore."he said.
" but your body STILL does" she said almost crying.
"What?" he asked.
"Did you really think i wouldn't realise you were hard while listening to freya was saying.about your first night together. " she said tears falling.
"Jay-" she cut him off.
"I know it doesn't mean anything.but it still hurts.knowing you wouldn't even touch me. But will get hard for freya and ella " she said.
"Jay your an idiot.your mad at that.huh? I wasn't hard because of whatever freya said i didnt even hear that.i got hard because of you. You.the love of my life.the most beautiful women i laid my eyes on.i told you.i told you to stop moving or someone will get mad. But you didnt listen thats why i was hard not whatever freya or ella said."
He was smilling like a fool by now.
"Wait you want me?" he asked the realizetion dawning on him.
"Isnt that obvious?" jay asked through tears.
"You know how many of my demons i had to control. Just to keep my hands of you. I thought you didnt want this but if you do then....." he stopped speaking.
"Say yes and i will ruin you. " he whispered voice raw,needy.
Jayjay wiped her tears and looked at him "yes"