Keifers pov:
I don't want Jay to get hurt but as my situation, it is better for her to know the truth so I just spelled everything
Jay i know you can't hear this but still trust me what I am is saying is real ,
Jayy!! That ,what I wanted to say is I am going to marry ella because my marriage with ella makes you safer than anything else ,i just said it in one breath
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What....
Why me Jay asked while tears in her eyes are flowing continuously
Jay trust me I am just doing this for your sake promise Jay i said
But she burnt out into loud cry
I hugged her
I am with you Jay i said
She gripped her hands around my shirt
She held it tightly
For a moment I felt like I was doing wrong to her ,I am hurting her again but what can even I do
It's for her sake
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Keifer pov;
The day I saw yuri s kill list ,her name was also listed in that ,when I went to his house he was there then I talked to him he said that if she is not mine then she will be not anyone's,
I asked him what would I do that he leave jay jay alone
He said ,leave her alone and marry ella so I will leave her
By the time I had a plan that talking about this matter with angelo and ella makes my path clear to destroy him completely so I agreed to his condition and left his house
I called angelo that time and explained everything so he said me to bring ella with me and we will have a talk in his house ,
i agreed and took my car and picked up ella , salute to my bad luck I saw jay jay ofcourse she is not bad luck it's me that she saw me with ella and i know what would she probably thinking and we drove towards her house in silence
She was shocked that we were also entering her house with her so she asked do you want anything?
But ella replied nothing jay
We were actually coming here Jay i said to her
And angelo came and greeted me we made a path towards the room to talk
After entering the room i explained everything to angelo,ella and aries actually they understood my problem and gave a solution,the secret is secret but for that I want to act as I am getting married to ella and for jay we had to keep it secret but keeping secret from jay didn't matter i will tell her the truth i said to myself and I asked angelo that can I meet jay once ,he agreed
I made my way to her room she was slept
I didn't disturb her and sat beside her i flipped her hair behind her ears ,she was damn cute ,but all i felt is I am just going to break her heart once again so I whispered to her sorry Jay i have to marry ella I have no other option i just said that and kissed her forehead and left her room
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And now we are here in my room I am in a brief hug with jay ,she trying her best to make me stronger,
I broke the hug and held her cheeks
I gave a quick kiss to her but she didn't even say a word
Then I said everything to her ,
Every thing means everything
keeping secrets from her is like doing something important but useless
After my explanation I just asked her are you okay ??
I am fine she said but after a second she cried again
Why the hell you should even do that
I know I was wrong,i shouldn't have trusted yuri but seeing you with someone else can't make me stand stable she said
I understand jay but trapping yuri is also important,it's our great chance to catch him ,jay please don't break yourself I am with you Jay i said
Okay trapping him it's fine but my fear is what if in case of trapping him will end as your wedding with ella she said while crying like a baby
Jay are you serious i said with letting out a small laugh
She hugged me instantly,i hugged her back
Jay i am not gonna get married with someone else,i will marry you only you i said making it too clear
She nodded but still she has a fear that I would marry others
Then her next word made me froze
She said
Keifer,
I know you would not marry anyone else but if you do I will just kill your fiance and you in your wedding,you are only mine ,only my keifer, Jay's keifer
It was just like we are not official till now but she had all rights on me , ofcourse she had but her words made mee feel like she completely forgiven me for my mistakes