JAY JAY POV..
As soon as I opened my eyes...
My head felt like it was carrying the weight of the whole world...
When I finally saw my surroundings...
I realized I was in the hospital...
Sometimes I just feel like I should take the hospital as my second home...
I promise you...by now...almost half the nurses in this hospital might know me...
When I looked towards my side I saw Keifer....
But for some reason....
Seeing him like that...put some wrong type of feeling in my chest....
It looked as if he was suffering from the inside...
Of course this ulupong will never tell what is going with his mind....
But as his soon-to-be wife....
I can feel it....
I wanted to approach him...
But as soon as I put my feet on the ground...
The door burst open....
It was section E....
When they saw me awake they all hugged me....
They asked how I was feeling and if anything pains...
I just looked at everyone and gave a reassuring smile...
They finally let out a sigh of relief....
When I asked what had happened to Keifer...
No one answered....
And then I knew that something bad had actually happened when I was still unconscious...
Before I could ask then again....
Josh opened his mouth and said...
"Jay...not to make you feel bad....but we all feel that Keifer is carrying something alone...as his best friends...we can feel it...but as you know...he never opens up about anything..."
Felix then said...
"And then we thought that maybe...you know....you could ask him to open up a little...not that we are forcing you to force him...but...please for the sake of our section...try to do it...😢"
I smiled...a faint one...
Cause I never wanted Keifer to open up about something he feels uncomfortable to talk openly...
But maybe Section E is right...
I should ask him...
And then it is the all up to him...
If he wants to open up... it's good..
But if doesn't want to...I won't force him too...
I just nodded my head...
They all began to cheer...
I just laughed at their actions...
But then David said...
"Jay...not to ruin the moment for you...but I think it's better you know what happened to Keifer when you were still unconscious..."
Everyone looked sad at that moment...
Then Rory said...
"He doesn't carry just some personal stuff...but I feel that he is way too much stressed...when we were talking about his health..."
Then C-in continues and says...
"He suddenly spaced out...don't know about what...but it looked as if he was sad and guilty all at the same time...and out of nowhere...he immediately faints..."
Edrix said...
"The doctor came and had some checks done...they said that...that he is in a coma...not because of any stab or anything...but because of depression😢...not a little but a lot more than all of ours combined🥺..."
I started to cry...
Section E started to even get worried about me...
I didn't want them to have a hard time so I just shook my head indicating that I was fine...
But of course they wouldn't believe me...
This time I didn't hold back my tears...
They rolled down my cheeks on their own...
While sobbing I said...
"To-to be honest... I'm scared...I really am...this isn't the Keifer I used to know...the Keifer I knew was mostly serious but funny...arrogant but still cares...and never ever the silent kind...but right now...i-it looks as if he is even having difficulty to just take a breath in and out...😭😢"
Everyone consoled me...
After sometime the nurse finally announced that visiting time is already over...
Slowly each and every person started to leave...
When they left I went near Keifer...
I sat on the chair beside his bed...
I held his hand...
I tried to talk with him but he still kept quiet...
I just gently cupped his cheek...
My tears started to fall once again...
I didn't care if anyone saw...
But I just want my Keifer back😭...
"Please Keifer😢...please don't give up...not like this...not right now...not ever🥺...I just want you and our family to be happy...without you I'm nothing Keifer...Nothing😢🥺"...
I whispered...
Even though it didn't make anything better...
There was still hope in me...
Because Keifer will never ever leave me and everyone he loves...like this...
I know you're still in their somewhere Keifer...
Please Lord!🥺...take everything I have and please give him back to me...
I went back to my bed...
I laid down...
I tried sleeping but I guess it wasn't cooperative with me...
I turned left to right...
But there was not a single sign of any kind of sleep...
I looked at Keifer...
I just wish that he will wake up and will be okay sooner or later...
I finally slept but suddenly woke up...
When I saw the time...it was already 2 AM...
I didn't care at this point...
I used the washroom...
When I came back I tried to back to sleep...
But still there was nothing I can do...
I then finally turned towards Keifer...
He looked pale...and part of me couldn't believe it myself but he somehow looked really weak...
But then Keifer is also a human...of course he will be weak...
I finally started to yawn and then I quickly fell into a deep sleep...
TO BE CONTINUED....