"Anyways I like this position" he smirked, and she bit her lips. Ryan gazed at her intensely, and.... kind of s.e.x.y.
"You don't want to accept my apologies...." his eyes fell on her lips "should I make you then?"
Arianna's chest went up and down, she gulped. What should she do?
Ryan leaned downwards until his breath fanned her face. She forgot how to breathe. "Why were you pretending to be asleep last night?" he asked. His voice slow, almost in a whisper.
"I....I wasn't p-pretending" she stuttered.
"If you weren't... you wouldn't turn red when I held your cheek" he voiced as he brushed his lips against her cheek.
"Fine!" She admitted "I pretended. Now please, get off me" she struggled.
"Accept my apologies first"
"Okay, I forgive you. Get off me, please"
Ryan stared at her, a glint of mischief in his eyes. "Why? Do you feel something? I think I feel it too" he moved to her lips.
Arianna gulped "R-ryan...."
"I want to..." he looked into her eyes "....kiss you... badly" Arianna pushed him, but then she followed.
"We're bound together, Aria" he winked at her.
"If only I don't get to be by your side every time, you wouldn't be torturing me like this" she said "why do I have to be by your side?!" She struggled to remove the hook, without spoiling the necklace.
"Because.... I want you by my side every time" he replied "I enjoy your presence, Aria. It's soothing. You make me feel at peace. Like everything would be okay. And also, I don't want you getting hurt, because you're my responsibility. Sincerely, I'm sorry for how I acted yesterday. Let's not have any issues" he blinked at her. Her eyes fluttered at his words. Her lips parted but no words came out. But she still needed to get up. She rose up and sat on the other side.
"So what?" she blurted "I...I don't care"
Ryan pulled her by her waist, making her sit on his lap. And her hand reflexly wrapped around his neck.
"I should make you then" he said, caressing her cheek slowly and her face flushed. He tucked her hair behind her ear "let's not take things slowly. I don't think I can wait" his hands going to her nape. What does he mean? Bringing her face down to his, he pressed his lips against hers, softly. Her eyes grew wide, her hands clutching his shirt. Ryan pulled away and looked into her eyes, it fluttered.
"Ryan, I..."
He captured her lips, cutting her off. He kissed like he had been starved for years. So hungrily. But it was still soft. Her eyes closed, feeling the warmth of his lips. She had no much experience, she didn't know how to respond. But he didn't care. He tilted his head to the side, as he sucked her lips. A tingle went down her spine, and a soft low moan escaped her lips. He took that chance and slipped his tongue in, exploring. He pulled her head and body closer, leaving no space between them. Like he wanted her inside him. He explored deep into her mouth, tasting every inch of it. It tastes so... good. How is it so good? He found her tongue and attacked it. Arianna followed, like she wanted to win the war he waged. She copied his actions. She fought with his tongue, determined to win.
She was getting lost in this heated kiss, and Ryan was growing hard down there. The heat grew, trapping her whole body. She felt weak in the knees, even as she was determined to win. Ryan sucked on her tongue, and another moan escaped her lips.
This feeling....she didn't want it before. Because she was scared he wouldn't love her. She was scared that he would leave her. But things look different. He said he feels it. He likes her. He has feelings for her and he's growing it. Or is he just doing this because she's his mistress? Is that why? Did he truly mean what he said? Does he really care and love her?
But what would happen if the contract is over? After she's no longer his mistress, because she knew it was for a period of time. Would he leave her? Would things go back to the way they were? She's scared. She doesn't want to get heart broken.
But what does she have to lose? She's damn twenty years, and never had a boyfriend in her life. She should experience it. Savour every feeling, and stop pushing away. She can't deny that she likes him too, but she's not sure yet if it's love. It wouldn't be so bad loving her guardian angel, for a period of time. Even if it will hurt in the end. She wish it wouldn't end. She wish it would continue and he would love her endlessly.
Ryan pulled away, and they gasped for air. Damn! She's just so sweet. He was damn hard at that moment. She opened her eyes and gazed into his eyes, while his thumb stroked her cheek. A small smile lingered on his face, as he gazed at her.
"S-something's....poking me" she said, embarrassed, shy... all at the same time.
"Stay put" he said, as he tried to control his raging monster. "I promised to take out today. Shall we go?" he asked
"O-okay" she answered, almost in a whisper due to her racing heart.
"You can get up now"
"Oh...." She stood up hastily, biting her lips, and he grinned.
"Get ready so we could leave"
"Okay" he said and walked out, still not over that heated kiss.
Ryan exhaled deeply. His fingers ran through his hair. Damn! What happened to him? This feeling is so new. She turned out to be his first love. And it happened so suddenly. He let his feelings take control of him, even when he also was scared. He was scared that if she finds out, she wouldn't want to be with him. But who would tell her? He won't do it. He wouldn't let her see the beast in him. He would hide it from her at all cost.
But, what would happen if she appears in front him. He can't love two women at once. He can't pretend to love one, just because he wanted to be free. Especially now that he found the spark of his life. He can't let her go just because he wanted his bride. Should he forget about getting freed? Because he has found his peace and his pain is bearable. Maybe his bride is not even in this generation.
He grinned. He'll go on a love journey. With Ari alone. He would never leave her. Never.