After entering my new college, I quickly became friends with my room mate. He, Anos, was very easy going and I looked up to him as a brother figure. We got close and had fun together. During nights we would have a group call with one girl, Jenny, and share our stories.
One day I told him, that I liked her. But he got uncomfortable and told me vaguely to stay away from her. I did not realized why. Few days later, then I got to know that she send him some of her spicy photos in the pretext that whether another guy would like his photos or not. I then told him why didn't he tell me all of this before. He said it was for my sake. I said nothing and kept my distance from him and her. She also knew that I liked her but she still did that. Then she came back and said that she wanted to be together with me. I said no. But she still kept talking with me and eventually I gave up on anger and forgave her. Then we started going out for awhile.
Then she suddenly told me that she could not be in a relationship with me because her roommates were saying we were incompatible and she was not too good for me. I was good friends with her roommates, and I still don't know why they did that. Then days went by and finally, college fest came. During time, one night she called me and said the person whom she had talking before me wants to meet her at night in his home and she was not sure of her feelings. I said to her to meet him during the day at a cafe. But still she hesitated and told me to meet her the morning the next day. I met her and she told me that she will go to him. I was dumbfounded and left that place. Then the following day, she again called me and begged me to forgive her and take her back. I ignored her for days. Again eventually gave in. I was completely foolish for that decision. Then we began going out and eventually we enter a somewhat stable relationship. But again one day, she said she was not sure of this relationship yet.
Again some drama occurred.
Months went by I realized that she was not fulfilling basic needs in a relationship, she made me feel lonely. I confronted her about his matter told her I did for her and what did for me from the beginning. Then I blocked all contact from her.
I realized I have been betrayed by my friends and cheated by my ex-girlfriend. Even after forgiving them, they still hurt me. I realized I was very foolish or I was just too easy guy who forgave everything. So I changed myself for the better.