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Chapter 66 - Choosing Not to Know

The six-month mark was a line in the sand.

Before it, the pregnancy was a secret.

A collection of symptoms and scan results.

After it,it was a countdown.

A baby was coming.

A person.

In one hundred and twenty days.

Victor marked the calendar with a black 'X'.

Not on his digital scheduler.

On the paper calendar in Elara's kitchen.

It was a physical act.

An acknowledgment of biology's timetable.

---

Dr. Aris Thorne's clinic was discreet.

It occupied three floors of a modernist tower.

There were no signs.No crowded rooms.

It was a health fortress for those who avoided spectacle.

They were ushered into a consultation suite.

It looked like a luxury lounge.Sea foam walls. Soft furniture.

Only a large monitor and an ultrasound machine hinted at its purpose.

Dr. Thorne entered.

A Beta with calm,deep-sea energy.

"Victor. Elara. You both look well." He shook Victor's hand. He gave Elara a warm smile. "The six-month scan is our big checkpoint. We look at everything. Anatomy. Growth. Development. It's thorough. It can be intense."

"We're ready," Elara said, her voice firm.

Victor felt her anxiety through the bond.

Sharp as a needle.

"I am here for my results as well," Victor stated. "The cardiac work-up. The epigenetic analysis."

"Of course. After Elara's scan." Dr. Thorne gestured to the exam bed. "Elara, when you're ready."

The scan began.

A universe in greyscale.

The wand moved over Elara's belly.The monitor came alive.

The technician had a voice like warm honey.

"There's the head.Perfect shape. Beautiful brain structures."

Her cursor moved."See the four chambers? There's the heart. Beating strong. One forty-five beats per minute."

Victor's own heart seemed to sync.

Thump-thump-thump-thump.

A tiny,relentless engine.

He wasn't a mystical man.

But watching his daughter's spine—a string of pearls in the dark—he felt reverence.

This was chaos and perfect order.

"Moving down. Stomach. Kidneys. Bladder. All present."

The wand pressed.A foot appeared. Five tiny toes.

"And there's a foot.Practicing her kicks."

Elara laughed. It was a watery sound.

Tears tracked into her hair.

Victor wiped one away with his thumb.He kept his hand there, cupping her cheek.

"Would you like to know the sex?" the technician asked. "You said you were waiting…"

Elara looked at Victor.

They had decided to know.Information was power.

But here,the mystery felt sacred.

"Tell us," Victor said, his voice rough.

The wand shifted.

The image blurred.Then clarified.

A distinct,tell-tale shape.

"It's a girl," the technician confirmed, smiling. "You were right. Baby girl Sterling."

Lara.

The name settled into his bones with the weight of truth.

It was no longer a hope.It was an identity.

The scan continued.

Measuring bones.Checking blood flow.

Each'within normal limits' was a brick in his relief.

Then the technician's voice changed.

A slight tightening.

"Let's just take another look at this heart."

Victor's world narrowed to the grey mass on the screen.

"What is it?" he demanded. The Alpha command vibrated in the room.

"It's probably nothing," Dr. Thorne said smoothly. He stepped closer. "Just getting a clearer angle. The heart is complex to image."

Minutes stretched.

The wand moved.Paused. Moved again.

The only sound was the blood flow Doppler.

Whoosh-whoosh.Like distant waves.

Elara's hand found Victor's. She clutched it.

Her fear was a live wire in the bond.

Finally, Dr. Thorne nodded.

"There.You see?" he said to the technician, pointing. "Just the angle. The atrial septum is intact. Valves are perfect. No defects. A textbook heart."

Air rushed back into the room.

Elara's grip loosened.Her body went slack.

Victor did not relax.

The spike of terror had been too acute.

It tapped his oldest fear:the fragile, faulty heart of a Sterling.

"She is perfect, Elara," Dr. Thorne said, his eyes earnest. "Ninety-fifth percentile for growth. All anatomy perfect. She's a strong, healthy girl."

The rest was a blur.

Weight estimate.Position. Amniotic fluid.

All optimal.

But the shadow of that uncertainty lingered.

---

Elara sat in a plush chair with water.

Dr.Thorne turned to Victor.

"Now. Your results." He picked up his tablet. "The cardiac panel confirms it. You carry the familial variant for Brugada syndrome. It's a channelopathy—an electrical issue in the heart's wiring. It can cause dangerous arrhythmias under stress or during sleep."

Victor listened, his face a mask.

"My father."

"The most likely cause of his accident. It wasn't murder, Victor. It was biology."

A lifetime searching for a villain.

The answer was a typo in his own DNA.

A microscopic defect.A cursed heirloom.

"The treatment?"

"Preventative.You're asymptomatic. We implant a small subcutaneous defibrillator. Here." He touched below Victor's left collarbone. "Size of a matchbox. It monitors your rhythm. If it detects a lethal arrhythmia, it delivers a shock to reset your heart. A guardian angel in titanium."

"Surgery."

"Minimally invasive.Outpatient. Home the same day."

A machine inside him.

A failsafe against his own body's betrayal.

He looked at Elara.Her eyes were wide with fear for him.

"And the epigenetic markers?" Victor asked.

This was the other inheritance.Not faulty genes. The scars left on them by trauma.

Dr. Thorne swiped his screen.

"Fascinating.Both of you carry the methylation patterns of early-life adversity. The stress signatures. The good news? These are not locked in. A stable, nurturing environment in the first three years can buffer these expressions. Love can literally rewrite the instructions."

He looked at them both.

"You survived worlds that should have broken you.Your biology bears the marks. But you are proof they are not a life sentence. The environment you create for Lara will be her primary shield. Not against the Brugada gene—we'll test for that at birth—but against the legacy of stress. You are her first environment."

It was the science behind their blueprint.

Parenting was no longer just sentiment.

It was neurobiological imperative.

"So we proceed with the device," Victor said.

"I'll schedule it next week. Routine." Dr. Thorne paused. "One more thing. The test for the Brugada variant in Lara. We can do it non-invasively now, from Elara's blood. Results before birth."

The room went still.

The offer hung:knowledge. The ultimate control.

Elara looked at Victor.

"No," Victor said.

Elara's breath caught.

Dr.Thorne nodded slowly. "May I ask why?"

"It changes nothing," Victor said, his gaze locked with Elara's. "If she has it, we monitor her. We protect her. We give her the device when she's old enough. If she doesn't, we celebrate. But we will love her the same. Raise her the same. Knowing now will color these last months. It will make every kick a question. It will make my fear a presence in the room with her before she's even born."

He took Elara's hand.

"We are not raising a diagnosis.We are raising our daughter. We test at birth, as standard care. Then we have facts, and we act. But we do not need the shadow."

He saw the relief in Elara's eyes.

She had feared he would demand the test.

His refusal was a greater gift than any security detail.

It was a choice for love over fear.

For the present over a possible future.

"A wise decision," Dr. Thorne said softly. "Knowledge is power. Timing is wisdom."

---

They left with a stack of ultrasound images.

One,in profile, was strikingly clear.

A noble little nose.A rounded cheek. A hint of an eyebrow.

In the car, Elara held the picture.

She traced the outline with her finger.

"She has your brow,"she whispered.

Victor looked.

He saw it.The faint, stubborn line.

A Sterling brow.

His heart clenched with possessive,terrifying love.

---

That evening, Victor went to his study.

He opened the secure case holding his past.

His father's scorched pocket watch.The photo of his parents, smiling and unaware.

He took out the watch.

It was cool and heavy.

For years,it was a symbol of murder. Of loss. Of revenge.

Now he saw it for what it was.

A medical artifact.

A life cut short by a quirk of biology.

He was not his father.

He had the same faulty wiring.

But he had forewarning.

And a reason to live so fiercely it might overrule his genetics.

He also had a choice his father's generation never considered.

To stop the cycle of emotional arrhythmia—the legacy of stress—before it reached his child.

He placed the watch back.

It was no longer a ghost.

It was just a watch.A piece of history.

He walked to the nursery.

Elara was there,placing the new ultrasound in a frame.

She set it on the shelf between the two rattles.

Victor came behind her.

He wrapped his arms around her.His hands splayed over their daughter.

He felt a kick.Right against his palm.

A greeting.

"Checkpoint passed," Elara murmured, leaning back.

"Only the first of many," he replied.

But he felt different.

The scan made Lara real.

The cardiac results made his mortality a managed variable.

The epigenetic data made their love a scientific,transformative force.

They stood in the quiet, half-finished room.

The building materials of their future—their biology,their scarred DNA—had been inspected.

Deemed sound.

It was the most profound due diligence of his life.

---

Later, in bed, Elara drifted off.

Victor pulled out his phone.

He sent a secure message to Dr.Thorne.

Victor: Schedule the implant. Add request: device data feed accessible to my security chief, Jax, on secure channel. Life-sign monitoring.

A moment later, the reply.

Dr. Thorne:Unorthodox, but possible. Why?

Victor:He's family. If my heart stops, he needs to know first. He'll protect them.

It wasn't fear.

It was strategy.

Jax was part of the environment now.

A guardian for the guardians.

Victor put the phone away.

He pulled Elara closer.

Her scent.Her warmth. The solid reality of her.

It was the only monitor he truly needed.

The checkpoint was behind them.

The path ahead was clear.

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