Noxan packed his back before the end of the class was near,he wanted to go home fast before anybody could ask him more questions about his gay beeing, people only saw him as gay now,not as a Human,not as him.
The bell rang,Noxan stood up instantly and ran towards home,on the way home he thought and thought and thought.
*Today happend a lot, everyone knows now expect them... Should I tell them too...*
He bit his nails while thinking,while walking he shocked his legs,he wasn't sure how they would react, if they,if they tasted who I really am would they still see me as a ... I can't, they are just not ready for this.
He opened the door and went directly into his room, with Shanox laying on his bed.
Shanox jumped from the bed, meowing at Noxan.Noxan answered to him
"You missed me didn't you,my moom.
I'm here now, let me be the stars in the sky with you, shining together beeing know for our beauty."
Shanox rupped his head against Noxan chest on the bed, they watch there series again.The pouring from Shanox and the exhaustion from school made Noxan extremely tired,he went to sleep, letting Shanox allone for the Midday.
Sylas was checking his phone before his mom picked him up,on the road he looked through his tinted windowa and saw Noxan,he thought to himself.
*So he did it,he really outed himself,that means all his watching wasn't just something random he loves me.I wounder what he felr like after ~~~ just said it out loud Infront of everyone wich made him out himself.
I hope he doesn't say out loud that he likes me,or else I have to push him away even more I don't wanna get bullied by the others,I can't hold what he holds... , wait now I know why he cared that much about me on that day,the hospital,the pictures,the running away was it all his plan did he want me to cry for him? No that can't be...*
He jumped into his bed, looking at Noxans number thinking about him not in love but worries, worries of himself that others would bully him because of him... Bullie him for something wrong...
He was tired of school and went to sleep, sharing his dreams with Noxan.
Noxan dreamed about him,how they would go on a Ferris wheel kissing and holding hands, sharing a moment just between them too.
Sylas dreamed about Noxan,hoe they would get bullied for thst feelings...,all because of Noxan... How he likes Sylas openly not caring about his emotions,how everyone would ship them without there consent.
It was a midday dream they both wouldn't forget,they both got woken up by there pets.
Sylas owned a white ragdoll cat named Lumina,her touched felt like the sun reaching your skin and giving warmth,her fur was soft and unforgettable so soft and bright like the sun,like Sylas.