"BUT I DON'T LOVE HER"
You're right, I shouldn't have paid attention to her in the first place but it was one of those nights when I wasn't good with you, and I needed some distraction, so I entertained her and that shit led to us linking up in my boy's room.
Yes I called her over, yes I met her halfway, yes I did it all without a gun on my head, yes I took off my clothes, kissed her and fucked her but I don't love her, it was just lust, I swear that shit didn't mean anything. Yes I let her touch my body, yes I let her put it in her mouth, yes I came in her mouth, yes I did everything that makes your skin crawl to think about but I don't love her.
I didn't feel alright after it, so I rushed back home and took a bath, I washed away her kisses and touches off my body, I opened my phone and there was your text, telling me you need me to call you whenever I find time, I felt bad about that shit, a few days later you told me about your suspicions due to my recent change of behaviour, I couldn't look at you and lie right to your face.
Now you don't wanna talk to me nor see me, I can't make any excuses nor justify, I can only learn from my bad decisions and be a better person, I'm sorry for letting you down.
"CAN'T FIGHT YOU AGAIN"
Can we not do this shit again? We did this yesterday, went to sleep in silence, I didn't even hear your voice this morning, I put my ego aside and say my apologies for my part but you still wanna go at it again as if we're enemies. It's supposed to us against the problem, you promised me communication but you aren't showing it now.
I told you four times that I admit that I shouldn't have said what I said, I thought you would've calmed down by now but here you are bringing up more old shit, if you're intending on turning this into a war, you win 'cause I can't fight you again.
I plead guilty, can we resolve this already? I don't wanna spend another night without you, instead of fighting, speak your mind and make me understand your frustration but before you talk, keep in mind that I acknowledge my fault and I will never repeat it.
I don't mind giving you some time to calm down, as long as you'll come back when you've figured out your frustration and resolve this misunderstanding, if you came here ready for war, you've already won this fight, I can't fight you again.
"CHEETAH"
She said how do I expect to find love when I'm still a playboy, I told her I still got some shit to deal with, she asked me how will I deal with my issues when I give myself to all these girls, I said I guess I'm just a cheetah.
Just a cheetah out in the wild, running to nowhere in high speed, from one place to the next, from one girl to the next, I mean look at me caught up in a situation with a girl that won't let me leave yet she won't stay.
Running in the bushes, high speed, low focus, I might crush into a tree and run out of tracks, I might hit a curve but I'm gonna keep running, look at my phone with pictures of different girls, voices of different girls in my phone.
Guess I'm just a cheetah on a loose, jumping from one spot to another, if I slow down, hyenas might catch up to me, so I keep running to nowhere and I won't stop, even though this place is full of animosity and danger.
I might run into a lioness that'll protect me from hyenas or I might run into another cheetah, I might run into a tree and lose my way but for now I keep running, look at me talking to the prettiest girl I've ever seen and this is me starting a situation that won't end well, guess this is just who I am.
