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Chapter 64 - Chapter 47 — ‎

Avery's POV

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‎The room was dark.

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‎I stayed still in my bed.

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‎My eyelids felt heavy.

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‎Fragments of the day still moved through my mind.

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‎The pain.

‎The cold.

‎The fear.

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‎The bed creaked softly.

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‎I slowly turned my head.

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‎Gabriel was sitting in a chair beside the bed.

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‎His head tilted back.

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‎Asleep.

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‎Or almost.

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‎I watched him for a moment.

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‎He looked… exhausted.

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‎Like someone who had spent hours fighting sleep.

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‎Why was he here?

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‎Why had he stayed?

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‎I shifted slightly.

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‎And that's when it happened.

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‎A sharp pain tore through my body.

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‎Like an electric shock.

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‎I jolted upright with a violent gasp.

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‎Gabriel's eyes opened immediately.

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‎"Avery?"

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‎His voice was rough, still caught in sleep.

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‎"Are you okay?"

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‎It took me a few seconds to answer.

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‎My throat was dry.

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‎"… Water."

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‎He stood up instantly.

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‎Without asking questions.

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‎He grabbed the glass sitting on the nightstand and handed it to me.

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‎My hands trembled slightly when I took it.

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‎The water slid down my throat.

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‎And for one second, everything felt better.

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‎Then the pain came back.

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‎Throbbing.

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‎Instinctively, I raised a hand to my neck.

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‎And everything exploded inside my head.

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‎Images.

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‎Brief.

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‎Violent.

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‎Air disappearing.

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‎A hand around my throat.

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‎The pressure.

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‎The floor getting closer.

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‎My body giving out.

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‎My breathing refusing to return.

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‎I gasped.

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‎The room vanished around me.

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‎I wasn't in my bedroom anymore.

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‎I was back there.

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‎Again.

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‎My heart was beating too fast.

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‎Too hard.

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‎I couldn't breathe properly anymore.

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‎"Avery."

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‎The voice sounded far away.

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‎"Avery, look at me."

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‎Hands gently took hold of my face.

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‎My body tensed for a second.

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‎Then I realized it wasn't that thing.

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‎His hands were warm. Human.

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‎Not rough.

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‎Not trying to restrain me.

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‎Just trying to bring me back.

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‎Gabriel.

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‎His gaze was locked onto mine.

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‎Steady.

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‎Present.

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‎"Breathe."

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‎I shook my head slightly.

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‎Impossible.

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‎"Hey… easy."

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‎His voice was surprisingly calm.

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‎He repeated my name.

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‎Again.

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‎Again.

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‎Always with that same gentleness.

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‎Like he was afraid of breaking me.

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‎Little by little, the room returned.

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‎The walls.

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‎The dim light.

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‎His hand against my cheek.

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‎I managed one real breath.

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‎Then another.

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‎The panic slowly loosened its grip.

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‎Gabriel gently brushed his thumb beneath my eye.

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‎I hadn't even realized tears were running down my face.

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‎"It's over," he murmured.

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‎His voice was low.

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‎Sincere.

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‎"I'm here."

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‎And for the first time since he arrived…

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‎I trusted him.

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‎Silence lingered between us for a few seconds.

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‎Long.

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‎A little strange.

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‎I suddenly realized my face was still very close to his.

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‎His hands too.

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‎My heartbeat quickened slightly.

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‎I gently placed my hand over his.

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‎"I'm okay… I'm okay now."

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‎As if the touch burned him, Gabriel immediately pulled his hands away.

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‎Not abruptly.

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‎But quickly.

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‎A little too quickly.

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‎He stepped back.

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‎Then another step.

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‎As if he had suddenly remembered some invisible rule.

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‎"Sorry," he said.

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‎His voice had turned distant again.

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‎He ran a hand through his hair before walking over to the window.

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‎Cool air drifted softly into the room.

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‎He stayed there for a few seconds.

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‎With his back to me.

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‎Not to ignore me.

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‎More like he was giving me space.

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‎I looked around.

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‎The room was darker than before.

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‎"How long was I asleep?"

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‎Gabriel thought for a second.

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‎"Two… maybe three hours."

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‎I blinked.

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‎"What?"

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‎My mother.

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‎Daniel.

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‎They must've panicked.

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‎"Do they know I'm okay?"

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‎"Yes."

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‎His answer was simple.

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‎Calm.

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‎But I could tell he was choosing his words carefully.

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‎I watched him for a moment.

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‎Then I sighed softly.

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‎"You have questions, don't you?"

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‎He turned his head slightly toward me.

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‎"About what?"

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‎Was he seriously pretending not to know?

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‎A tired little laugh escaped me.

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‎"About what happened in the house."

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‎A silence passed.

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‎"Because I don't understand it either."

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‎I lowered my gaze to my hands.

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‎"It's all blurry.

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‎Pieces.

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‎Sensations.

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‎Fear."

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‎I looked back up at him.

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‎"But there's one thing I'm sure about."

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‎This time, he turned fully toward me.

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‎Attentive.

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‎I held his gaze.

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‎"You know something."

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‎I paused.

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‎"And you pretended to be surprised."

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‎The room fell silent again.

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‎Gabriel didn't answer immediately.

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‎His eyes dropped to the floor.

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‎Then to the door.

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‎As if he were thinking very quickly.

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‎When he finally spoke, his voice was lower.

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‎More honest.

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‎"Avery…"

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‎He hesitated.

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‎Just enough to confirm what I already thought.

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‎"There are things your mother would rather explain to you herself."

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‎I raised an eyebrow slightly.

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‎"So I'm right."

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‎The corner of his mouth moved.

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‎Almost a smile.

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‎But worried.

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‎"You're more observant than I thought."

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‎I crossed my arms.

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‎"I get that a lot."

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‎He looked at me for a few seconds.

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‎Then his expression changed.

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‎More serious.

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‎"What happened today…"

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‎He stopped.

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‎As if the words themselves were dangerous.

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‎"… should never have happened to you."

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‎A chill ran down my spine.

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‎"But it did."

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‎I held his gaze.

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‎"And I deserve to know why."

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‎This time, he didn't look away.

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‎His eyes were entirely on me.

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