The Scars and the Silence
Esmeralda Pov
The iron taste of copper and the sour stench of stale blood always clung to the corners of the kennel block, but today, the grime felt personal. I scrubbed the stone floor, my knuckles raw against the rough, freezing surface, careful not to look up. In this part of the Black Hills pack territory—the dregs, the slums, the place where failed omegas were shuffled off to die quietly, invisibility was the only comfort I could claim.
It had been four years since Alpha Damon Vane said those three words that ripped the ground out from under me: I reject you. Four years since my mate bond, which had felt like liquid gold in my veins, solidified into dead, useless iron.
"Well, look at the beast of burden. Still scrubbing for a crust, Esmeralda?"
The voice was thin and sharp, belonging to Luna Leona. She stood in the doorway, framed by the pale, winter sun, wearing silks that shined with the color of freshly shed blood. Damon had mated her six months after rejecting me, a tactical move to shore up his dwindling power. Leona was short on true Lycan strength, but long on cruelty.
I didn't pause my scrubbing. "Good morning, Luna," I murmured, my voice sandpaper-rough from disuse.
"Don't waste your breath on me. I just came to ensure you haven't misplaced the new whelp's bedding. It's too good for you, of course, but the pups need comfort." She sniffed dramatically, wrinkling her nose as if she smelled the failure radiating off me. "Honestly, Damon should have just exiled you. You're a stain on the pack. A living, breathing failure to his poor judgment."
The words were meant to sting, and they did, settling heavily in my chest where the Mate Mark used to burn.
I am not a stain, I thought, gripping the stiff brush. I am a survivor. You are just a parasite clinging to a failing Alpha.
But I kept the thought locked behind my teeth. Silence was safety.
Leona moved closer, her expensive boots clicking against the wet stone. "Oh, and your scars. Really, Esmeralda. Try to cover them. They distress the other omegas. A constant reminder that some wolves are simply born to be broken."
She wasn't talking about the small scars from Damon's previous punishment; she was talking about the deep, faint, almost silver-white lines that patterned my forearms, marks I couldn't explain and couldn't fully hide, marks that always seemed to subtly shift hue under certain lights.
I finally lifted my head, offering a vacant, blank stare. "Understood, Luna. I will procure a tighter sleeve."
Leona sighed, bored by my lack of reaction. She hated that she couldn't break the small piece of resistance that still lived behind my intense, brown eyes. "See that you do. The Alpha will be back soon, and I don't want him reminded of his trash collection." She turned, disappearing into the sunlight.
I sank back onto my knees, resting my forehead against the cold stone floor. Trash collection. That's all I was. The unwanted thing, the broken thing.
The sun had climbed halfway up the cold sky before I managed to slip away. I had an hour before I was expected to mend fishing nets, and I used it to walk the perimeter, moving toward the edge of the forgotten pine forest. It was a place where the scent of other wolves was thin, and I could almost pretend the world was empty.
My thoughts drifted, as they always did, to the feeling of being rejected. It wasn't just emotional pain; it was physical, like my soul had been scooped out and replaced with sand. I still saw Damon sometimes—bloated, arrogant, shouting orders. And every time, the dead, hollow feeling of that severed bond was a testament to the destruction he'd wrought.
Just as I reached the massive, jagged cliff face that marked the boundary of our forgotten territory, I saw him.
Old Man Silas.
He was the oldest living elder in the pack, a frail, hunched shadow who mostly stayed hidden. He was slumped against the cliff base, his breathing shallow and rattling. His threadbare tunic was soaked dark with fresh, wet blood, thick and matted against the rough cloth.
I rushed to him, fear overriding my instinct for invisibility.
"Silas! Gods, you're bleeding. What happened? Where are you hurt?"
His cheek was split open and a deep, rattling choke escaped his lips. He was in terrible shape, but his eyes, clouded with age, focused on me with disturbing clarity.
"Don't waste breath on me, child. No time for healers or lies." His voice was a dry whisper, but the intensity in his gaze was terrifying. My mind screamed: He's insane. He's dying.
He didn't acknowledge my words, instead reaching into the folds of his blood-soaked tunic. He pulled out something that looked like a crudely carved piece of black obsidian, fitted into a worn leather cord.
"Listen, Esmeralda." He lunged forward, grasping my wrist with surprising, iron strength. His touch was sticky with his own blood. "They call your lineage the Silver-Eyed Rogues. A curse, the fools say. But it is salvation. And it is knowledge."
I stared, unable to form words, fixated on the blood staining my skin. "Silas, please, what are you talking about? You're hurt, you need help."
"You have the blood! The memory! When you look at the Shadow Canyons, you don't see stone! You see the path! The ancient, true path!" He was shouting now, the sound agonizing in his lungs. His words were a confusing jumble of mythology and logistics.
I shook my head violently, trying to pull away, convinced the trauma had broken his mind. "The Shadow Canyons are an illusion! King Demetrius's territory, it's impenetrable! That's madness!"
"Only the ignorant are blocked! He is trapped! The Hunters are closing in, Esmeralda! And he needs this path to breathe!" Silas jammed the obsidian talisman directly into my palm, forcing my fingers to close around it.
It was cool and smooth, but as my skin touched it, a faint, almost musical thrum vibrated through me, settling strangely right into the pale, silver-white scars on my arm. I flinched, pulling my hand back and staring at the object with absolute dread.
Silas fixed me with one last, desperate, lucid look. "They will come for the path. They will come for the killer. Hide this. Trust your eyes. Your eyes, Esmeralda. They are not what they seem."
With a final, gasping breath, the strength left him entirely. His grip loosened, and his eyes went slack, now truly empty. Old Man Silas was gone. I remained hunched there, the cold obsidian burning in my hand, staring at the jagged cliff face. Silver-Eyed? Killer? The words were nonsensical, yet the weight of the secret felt impossibly heavy, far too big for a mere omega to carry. I felt dizzy with shock and disbelief.
I eventually scrambled back to the slums, my mind reeling. The Silver-Eyed? A true path? I quickly wrapped the obsidian talisman in an oily rag and buried it beneath a loose floorboard in the kennel. Safety first. Always.
It was just as I straightened up that I felt it—not through scent, not through sight, but through the earth itself.
A deep, continuous thrumming.
It wasn't the chaotic noise of a typical wolf pack fight, our pack's usual howling was sharp and disorganized. This was low, methodical, and heavy. It sounded like a massive, disciplined army marching in formation, and the sound was coming directly for the Black Hills.
Panic, cold and nauseating, seized my throat. I pressed myself against the kennel wall, trying to fade into the shadows.
A moment later, the noise began. Not howls, but the brutal, metallic clash of weaponry, the sharp cracks of bone, and the deep, guttural roar of Lycans that dwarfed anything Alpha Damon's pack could produce.
I risked a peek around the corner.
It wasn't wolves. It was soldiers. Towering figures in dark, reinforced armor, moving with unnerving precision. They were Lycans, yes, but they were the elite Guard of the Iron Citadel. They moved like machines, executing Damon's scrambling pack members with swift, decisive force.
King Demetrius. The Lycan King. He never left his Citadel. He never dealt with petty packs like ours.
I saw Alpha Damon, utterly pathetic, trying to shift and run, only to be intercepted by a large, granite-faced Lycan whose uniform indicated he was high-ranking, the King's Beta, Rhys Volkov. Damon was slammed against a tree, his whimpering cut short.
The King's forces weren't taking slaves, weren't demanding tribute, and weren't interested in the territory. They were executing every male combatant on sight, clearing the area. They were searching for something specific, and they were tearing my world apart to find it.
My breath hitched as I realized the terrifying truth: Silas hadn't warned me about a future threat. He'd warned me about a threat that was already here.
A shadow fell over my hiding place. A set of heavy, polished boots stopped just inches from my face. I held my breath, closing my eyes, praying for that cherished invisibility to hold.
A deep, powerful voice, cold and devoid of inflection, cut through the clamor of the massacre.
"The King commanded the Omega in these dregs. Rhys, where is the woman who belonged to the rejected Alpha?"
The voice was not Rhys's, and it was too close. The voice was heavy with authority and power, a voice that could command mountains to crumble.
I realized, with a horrifying, sickening dread, that the King's forces weren't here for the land. Th
ey weren't here for revenge.
They were here for me.