Life is kinda weird.
Y'know, when there's a day you'll be happy, joyful and just appreciating life's gift, the next you're on the bed, crying and somewhat depressed because you flopped on a test or some kind of shit. I feel like life's a gamble to be honest, lying down awake in bed, hoping for a flicker of a miracle when rising from my slumber, while knowing full well I might get my ass kicked the nanosecond I stepped through the school gates (I just took my exam).
It's tiring in a way to learn how to control your emotions without making a scene. I feel like it gets to a point when it's like death is the only way out. I honestly admire adults so much, they know how to boil down their emotions by instinct. My minuscule of a brain though, which is still in the process of developing fully, can't keep my goddamn emotional haywire in check.
Ye dats all