For the first time in two years, Cedric had a reason to hurry back the next day.
The puppy whimpered again inside his jacket.
Cedric pulled the fabric tighter around the tiny body, shielding it from the draft that swept beneath the bridge.
Its fur was cold and wet against his shirt, but beneath it he could feel a quick, uneven heartbeat.
Thump-thump. Thump-thump.
He listened until his own breathing settled into the same rhythm.
"You're like me," he whispered.
The puppy blinked up at him.
"No family. Nowhere to go."
His fingers moved carefully between its ears.
The fur was matted with rain and smelled of wet cardboard, but it was soft.
He hadn't expected that softness to matter.
He needed a name.
The names from his mother's books felt too grand for a creature this small.
Then he remembered an old cartoon dog he'd seen at daycare years ago.
The name had been simple, easy to say, and somehow it fit.
"Milo."
He waited a moment, then nodded.
"Yeah. Milo."
The puppy answered with a faint sound and licked his chin.
A smile tugged briefly at Cedric's mouth.
It felt unfamiliar, almost awkward, like discovering a muscle he hadn't used in years.
He stayed beneath the bridge until the gray light faded into evening blue.
Rain whispered against the concrete while traffic hissed somewhere beyond the embankment.
Then the dark became impossible to ignore.
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...
Dinner.
The rules at The Pines were simple.
Miss the meal bell and there would be no food. Stay out after curfew and there would be questions.
Give Dax a reason to notice you, and tomorrow could become considerably worse.
Cedric looked down at Milo.
"I have to go."
The puppy made a small, unhappy noise and pressed closer.
He swallowed.
Taking Milo back to Dorm 3 was impossible.
Ms. Albright would never allow a stray inside, and Dax would eventually find him.
And once Dax knew something mattered, Cedric knew better than to expect mercy.
His eyes moved around the bridge until he spotted an old tarp tangled in the weeds.
It wasn't clean, but the underside was dry.
Cedric dragged it beneath the arch and folded it against the concrete wall, turning scraps of rubbish into a shelter. His own oversized jacket went inside.
Milo curled into it immediately.
Cedric crouched beside him.
"Stay here. I'll come back tomorrow."
He touched the puppy's head one last time before standing.
At the top of the embankment, he looked back.
Milo was still watching him.
Cedric raised a hand.
"Be brave, okay?"
Then he ran.
That night, Dorm 3 refused to settle into silence.
A bedframe creaked somewhere below him. Someone coughed into a pillow. Pipes clicked inside the wall.
Cedric lay awake with his eyes open, wondering whether the tarp was keeping Milo dry, whether something had found the shelter, whether the puppy was still waiting for him.
By morning, he'd barely slept.
The first thing he did at breakfast was look at the food.
Two slices of dry toast.
He ate one. The other disappeared into a napkin and then into the safest hiding place he had: the inside of his sock.
He had become good at hiding things at The Pines.
Not because he enjoyed stealing or hoarding, but because he had learned that anything important could be taken if someone knew where to look.
The school day dragged.
Cedric watched the clock more than the teacher, his knee bouncing beneath the desk. When the final bell rang, he was moving before the other students had even pushed their chairs back.
He ran all the way to the canal.
"Milo!"
No answer.
He slowed.
"Milo?"
The shelter was quiet.
For one awful moment, he thought he had been too late.
Cedric tore the tarp aside.
Milo was there, curled inside the jacket, thin sides lifting with each breath. The puppy woke at the sound, saw Cedric, and immediately stumbled forward.
Cedric dropped to his knees.
"You're here."
Milo climbed into his lap and began licking his hands, then his chin, then anything else he could reach.
"Woof woof."
Cedric laughed under his breath.
The sound was rusty and surprised him almost as much as it seemed to surprise the puppy.
"Okay. Okay. I missed you too."
He pulled the bread from his pocket.
Milo attacked it with such enthusiasm that Cedric had to break it into smaller pieces before the puppy tried to swallow half the loaf at once.
When the last piece was gone, Milo licked Cedric's fingers clean and settled against his leg.
Cedric stared at the small ribs beneath the dirty fur.
"You're starving."
He looked at the empty wrapper.
"I'll bring more tomorrow."
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...
The promise became a routine before Cedric realized it.
He learned which foods could be hidden without leaving a bulge beneath donated clothes.
He learned to eat just enough to keep the staff from noticing what was missing.
He discovered that Milo preferred sausage to potatoes, disliked the crusts on some breads, and would try to eat almost anything if Cedric turned his head for long enough.
For the first time in years, Cedric had someone to complain to.
He told Milo about the gray walls at school, the teacher who always smelled like peppermint, the boy who kept stealing his pencils, and the drawing Dax had torn apart. Sometimes he talked until the light under the bridge vanished completely.
Milo never answered.
He only listened, head tilted, tail tapping lightly against the jacket.
But that was more than enough.
The puppy changed quickly once it began eating regularly.
Its ribs became less prominent. The dullness left its coat. Its legs grew stronger, and its confidence grew with them.
Cedric noticed every improvement.
"Look at you," he would say, scratching behind Milo's ears.
"You're getting fat."
"Woof."
Milo bark.
"That's good. Keep doing that."
They played with whatever they found.
A length of discarded rope became a tug-of-war toy.
A smooth stone became the greatest treasure in the world if Cedric threw it far enough. Milo chased it with an absurd seriousness that made Cedric laugh until his stomach hurt.
Some afternoons Cedric spread his homework across his knees while Milo slept against his thigh.
The bridge smelled of wet concrete and river mud. It was forbidden, uncomfortable, and hidden beneath a highway.
It was also the only place where Cedric ever forgot to keep his shoulders tense.
He was happy there.
That realization frightened him more than he wanted to admit.
He had spent two years learning that attachment was dangerous.
A drawing could be torn apart. A memory could be turned into a weapon. Anything you loved became something somebody else could use against you.
Milo was different only because Milo was alive.
Which meant he could be hurt.
One night, Cedric lay awake with his mother's damaged drawing beneath his pillow.
He thought about Milo, then about Dax, then about what had happened the last time Dax discovered something worth taking.
The thought tightened his chest.
He sat up and stared into the darkness.
"Don't let them find him," he whispered.
He didn't know whether he was talking to himself, to his mother, or to something else entirely.
Either way, the decision was easy.
He would keep Milo hidden.
Whatever it took.
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...
Dax noticed the change long before Cedric realized he was being watched.
For two years, the kid had been predictable.
Quiet at breakfast, in class and on the bus.
If Dax shoved him into a wall, Cedric absorbed it and kept moving. There was no challenge in it anymore.
Then the food started disappearing.
Not stolen.
But saved.
Dax watched from across the cafeteria as Cedric ate quickly and slipped part of his meal into his pocket.
He saw the same thing the next day, and the day after that.
So he tested him.
"What've you got there, weirdo?"
Cedric's shoulders stiffened.
"Nothing."
Dax took his milk and poured it over his head.
He expected tears.
Instead, after Cedric glanced toward the pocket where the bread was hidden, the corner of his mouth lifted for half a second.
The smile vanished almost immediately.
Dax had still seen it.
Something had changed.
The kid had found something worth keeping.
Dax wanted to know what.
For three afternoons, he sent Mace and Carver after him.
They watched Cedric ignore the bus line and take the same route toward the old industrial canal, a place Ms. Albright had explicitly forbidden them to visit.
On the third day, they followed him beneath the bridge.
Dax saw Cedric sitting beneath a dirty tarp, talking in a voice Dax had never heard from him before.
There was no fear in it. No defensiveness. Just warmth.
Then a tiny black-and-white puppy crawled out from beneath the boy's jacket.
Dax stopped.
So that was it.
He watched Cedric tear a piece of food into small pieces and feed the puppy from his palm. Watched the animal lick his hand. Watched Cedric laugh.
A real laugh.
For two years, Cedric had given Dax very little. Anger sometimes. Fear when pushed hard enough. But mostly silence.
Now Dax had found the one thing that silence couldn't protect.
He didn't touch the dog that day.
He didn't need to.
"Tomorrow," he whispered.
***
Cedric had no idea anyone had followed him.
That afternoon, he'd answered a question in class without his voice shaking.
Dax had been busy tormenting someone else at lunch.
The small victory left Cedric lighter than usual, and the feeling followed him all the way to the canal.
Halfway through the alley, he stopped.
A prickle ran along the back of his neck.
He turned.
"...?"
Nothing obvious.
Traffic in the distance. Water dripping from a gutter. A plastic bag scraping along the pavement.
Cedric stood there for another second.
Then he thought of Milo waiting under the bridge.
And he ran.
"Milo!"
The puppy burst from beneath the tarp and nearly knocked him over.
Cedric caught him, laughing.
"Easy. I brought food."
They spent nearly an hour together.
Milo had grown stronger; now he could almost win their tug-of-war matches, and whenever Cedric threw the stone, the puppy returned it with ridiculous pride.
The little shelter had become something close to home.
Cedric had just raised the stone for another throw when Milo froze.
The change was immediate.
Its ears went back. Its body stiffened, and a warning growl rolled out of its chest.
"What's wrong, boy? Is it a squirrel?"
Milo didn't look at him. He just kept growling, a sound more menacing than any of their play-fights.
"GRRRR."
And then, a new voice echoed under the bridge.
A slow, mocking voice that turned Cedric's blood to ice.
"Well, well, well. What a nice little family."
Dax stepped out from behind a concrete pillar.
And he wasn't alone. Mace and Carver, his two main lackeys, fanned out behind him, blocking the only escape route.
"Dax..."
Cedric whispered, scrambling to his feet.
His first instinct was to hide Milo, but it was too late.
He instinctively moved in front of the puppy.
"Surprised?" Dax sneered.
"Did you really think you could keep a secret from me?"
Milo barked, a sharp, angry sound, defending his master.
"Oh, look at that."
Dax said, his eyes lighting up with a cruel, cold amusement.
"It's trying to protect you. How cute."
Before Cedric could even scream, Dax moved.
He didn't lunge for Cedric.
He lunged for the dog.
THWACK.
His boot connected solidly with Milo's small body.
The puppy let out a horrible, piercing yelp as it was kicked, flying through the air and slamming hard against the concrete wall.
"NO!" Cedric screamed, a raw, animal sound.
He lunged at Dax, all his fear replaced by pure, blinding rage.
But he never made it.
Mace and Carver grabbed him from behind, pinning his arms.
"Let me go! LET ME GO! Milo!!!"
"Hold him," Dax ordered, his voice calm.
Mace shoved Cedric face-first into the mud, his knee grinding into Cedric's back. Carver held his arms.
"You like hitting people, huh?" Mace grunted, and slammed his fist into Cedric's ribs.
The air rushed out of Cedric's lungs.
He gasped, the taste of mud and blood filling his mouth.
"Milo!" he tried to scream again, but the sound was choked.
Mace's arms clamped around him.
Carver shoved him to the ground, grinding Cedric's face into the mud.
"LET ME GO! Milo! Milo!"
The world blurred. Mud. Blood. The heavy, crushing weight on his spine.
Then he saw a small, shaking, limping movement.
That was Milo.
The puppy was dragging himself upright.
He limped toward Cedric instead of away.
His growl was weak, broken, but he still bared his teeth. He still tried to stand between his master and Dax.
"Grrrrr."
"Milo…no…stay bac—!" Cedric cried, voice cracking.
"Oh, look how stupid you are."
Dax mocked.
Then he took a step back as Milo limped towards him, then kicked again, like he was punting a football.
The connection was brutal.
SMACK!
The sound Milo made didn't sound like a bark, or a whine or anything that should come from something alive.
Cedric's mind shattered into white static.
He didn't feel the punches.
He didn't feel the knee in his back.
All he felt was the screaming inside his skull, the desperate, agonized shriek of something dying that should never have been hurt at all.
"You know what, weirdo?"
Dax said, walking over to where Cedric was pinned.
He squatted down, looking at Cedric's mud-caked, tear-streaked face.
"I almost felt bad for you. A pathetic, crying little ghost. But seeing you all happy... smiling to yourself at lunch? It just makes me sick."
He looked over at the small, twitching heap in the dirt.
"Your dog... he's a pretty little thing, isn't he?"
"No... please..." Cedric sobbed, his voice broken. He was struggling, but Mace's weight was crushing him.
"Please, Dax. Don't. He didn't do anything. Hit me. Hit me again. Just leave him alone. Please, I'm begging you!"
Dax just smiled. He slowly walked over to Milo. The puppy was trying to get up, its back legs dragging. It let out another weak, defiant growl.
"Still trying to act tough, huh?" Dax mused.
He raised his boot and brought it down.
Thud.
Milo yelped.
"AENGG!!"
"STOP IT!" Cedric shrieked, his voice cracking. He thrashed with all his might, but Carver just punched him in the back of the head.
Thud.
A whine.
"Aenggg."
"PLEASE! STOP! HE's JUST A PUPPY! STOP IT! STOP!"
Cedric was screaming, sobbing, his words incoherent, his entire world narrowing to the horrifying, rhythmic sound.
Thud.
A choked gasp.
Thud.
Deadly silence.
Dax kicked the little body one more time, then nudging it with his boot.
But it didn't move.
Plip. Plop.
A fat drop of rain hit Dax's neck.
He looked up, annoyed.
The rain started as if the sky itself couldn't watch anymore.
"Tsk."
"And I was just starting to have fun. This rain's such a mood-killer."
"Let him go. He's not worth soaking out clothes."
Mace slammed a final kick into Cedric's ribs before they walked away, laughing like they'd just finished a game.
Cedric was left alone in the mud, the cold rain instantly soaking him to the bone.
He couldn't breathe. Everything hurt. But the pain in his ribs and his head was nothing.
'Milo...'
He crawled.
Hands shaking. Breath wheezing. He crawling inch by inch toward the small black and white body lying crumpled in the mud.
"Milo…? Hey… come on…"
His voice shook violently.
"We gotta get under the tarp. You hate the rain… remember? Come on…"
He reached the puppy.
It was lying on its side, its eyes half open, staring at nothing.
Its black and white fur was already dark with mud and blood.
"Milo?" Cedric nudged him with a trembling hand.
The body was warm.
But not alive.
"Wake up."
It didn't bark. It didn't whimper. It didn't move.
"No." Cedric whispered in denial.
"No, no. Y-You're just tired. Wake up. Please wake up, boy…"
He laid his head on its small chest, listening, praying for the thump-thump that had become his own heartbeat.
But there was nothing.
Just silence. A cold and wet silence.
The realization hit him. The final, absolute, soul-destroying realization.
A sound tore itself from Cedric's throat, a low, animal wail of pure denial.
"No. No, no, no, no..."
He frantically shook the small, limp body, his voice rising to a hysterical scream.
"WAKE UP! I SAVED YOU! YOU're MY FRIEND! WAKE UP, MILO! I SAID WAKE UP!"
He pulled the limp body into his lap, hugging it tight to his chest, rocking back and forth in the mud, the rain plastering his hair to his face.
He looked up at the gray, indifferent sky and let out a scream.
A raw, animal scream tore out of him, ripping his throat open. It echoed under the bridge, drowned by the storm, swallowed by the sky that refused to hear him.
"AGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!"
He held the dead puppy close, his body finally going still. The cold from the concrete seeped into him, but it was nothing compared to the ice filling his heart.
'Mom?' he thought, his mind breaking.
'Mom, where is the hope? When is it supposed to come? Why... why did I try to be happy? Why did Milo have to die?'
'What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong, Mom? Why is it that every time I find something, it's taken away from me? Am I the cause of everything? Am I a bad child for asking for something called "hope"?'
He clutched the stone in his pocket.
It was just a cold, sharp rock.
And Milo… was just gone.
And he couldn't save his family… once again.
'Why...Why you lied to me?'
The anchor keeping his mind together finally snapped.
Now, he is nothing but the broken, empty husk of a boy that he used to be.