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Chapter 4 - The Shadow of the Sun

The sun was barely a hand's width above the horizon when Shantanu reached the riverbank.

He had left the golden chariot behind. He had left the royal guards, the heralds, and the heavy crown in the palace. Today, he did not wear the silk of an Emperor. He wore a simple tunic of white cotton, wind-blown and stained with the dust of the ride.

He came not as the Kuru King, but as a man keeping a promise.

His heart was light. He had the perfect son in the palace, and soon, he would have the perfect wife in his arms. He walked through the tall reeds, expecting to find Satyavati waiting for him-perhaps sitting by the water, braiding her hair, looking towards the road with longing.

He was wrong.

The river was churning.

Fifty yards out, in the deep, dangerous center of the Yamuna, Satyavati's small boat was being thrashed around like a leaf in a storm.

Shantanu's instinct was to shout, to dive in. But he stopped.

She wasn't in distress. She was at war.

The water exploded as a massive, dark shape breached the surface-a river monster. It was a fish the size of a man, its scales flashing like armor, its jaws snapping with terrifying force. It was a Mahseer, the tiger of the water, old and cunning.

It had torn through her net. The ropes whipped uselessly in the air, shredded by the beast's thrashing.

Most fishermen would have cut the line. They would have saved the boat and let the monster go.

Satyavati did not cut the line.

She stood balanced on the prow of the rocking boat, her feet planted wide, gripping the wood with a dancer's grace and a warrior's stability. Her hair was loose, flying wild in the wind like a black banner. Her wrap was soaked, clinging to her skin, revealing the sheer power of her muscles as she fought the river.

There was no fear in her face. There was only fire.

Her dark eyes were locked on the beast with a terrifying, predatory focus. She looked like the Goddess Kali in human form-wild, beautiful, and absolutely lethal.

"You do not leave my river!" she screamed at the water, her voice raw and fierce.

The fish dived, dragging the prow of the boat underwater. Satyavati didn't stumble. She dropped the useless net.

She reached down to the floor of the boat and snatched up a weapon-a short, heavy bow made of seasoned teak, strung with gut. She grabbed a long, barbed arrow that looked more like a harpoon.

The boat lurched violently as the fish surged up again, trying to capsize her.

Satyavati jumped.

For a second, she was airborne, suspended above the spray. As she landed back on the bench, she drew the heavy bow in one smooth, explosive motion. She didn't aim. She didn't hesitate. She felt the shot.

Thwack.

The arrow slammed into the water.

It struck with such force that the spray turned red instantly. The massive fish thrashed once-a violent convulsion that shook the river-and then went still, the wooden shaft protruding from its skull, piercing the brain.

The river went quiet.

Satyavati stood over the carcass, her chest heaving, water dripping from her chin. She let out a cry-not a delicate sound, but a guttural roar of triumph that echoed off the trees. She raised her bow high, looking at the dead beast like a conqueror surveying a fallen army.

On the bank, Shantanu watched, paralyzed by awe.

He had seen generals fight. He had seen duels of honor. But he had never seen anything like this. This wasn't the soft, romantic lover he had held in the fog. This was a force of nature. She didn't just survive the river; she owned it.

A shiver of pure adrenaline raced down his spine.

She is not just a Queen, Shantanu thought, his throat dry. She is a King in her own right.

Satyavati wiped the hair from her eyes and turned toward the shore. She saw him standing there, white-clad and staring.

She didn't hide the blood on her hands. She didn't smooth her hair. She simply smiled-a fierce, wild grin that promised trouble.

She began to row toward him, dragging the massive trophy behind her boat. She had conquered the monster. Now, she was coming for the man.

Shantanu waded into the shallows, the cool mud seeping into his sandals. He grabbed the rough rope of the prow and hauled the boat onto the sand, his muscles straining against the weight of the catch and the current.

Satyavati hopped down, landing lightly. She was dripping wet, her chest heaving, smelling of river-muck and victory.

Shantanu looked at the monstrous fish-its silver scales dulled by death, its mouth gaping open. It was a beast that could have easily snapped a boat in two.

"You are reckless," Shantanu said, his voice tight with worry. He reached out, gripping her shoulders, checking her for wounds. "The hull groaned, Satyavati. One wrong move, one shift of the current, and that beast would have dragged you down to the bottom. The river is full of life. Why risk your breath on a single monster when the nets could catch a hundred smaller fish safely?"

Satyavati pulled back slightly. She didn't wipe the water from her face. She looked at him, and then she looked past him-at the vast, endless dome of the blue sky stretching over the jungle.

"Look at me, King," she commanded softly.

Shantanu looked. He saw the dark, intelligent pools of her eyes, framed by wet lashes.

"Tell me," she whispered, stepping closer until he could feel the heat radiating from her skin. "How big are my eyes?"

Shantanu blinked, confused by the question. "They are... small. Delicate. Like dark almonds."

"Small," she repeated, a strange, intense smile playing on her lips. "Tiny specks of flesh in a vast universe. And yet..."

She turned him around, pointing a calloused finger at the horizon-at the towering trees, the rushing river, the distant mountains, and the infinite expanse of the heavens.

"Look at the world, Shantanu. It is endless. It is massive beyond comprehension. And yet, do these tiny eyes not capture it all?"

She turned back to him, her voice dropping to a fierce, reverent whisper.

"The Creator gave us eyes no bigger than stones, yet He gave them the power to swallow the horizon. He designed us to hold the infinite within us. If the Gods gave me the vision to hold the whole world in a single glance... then why should I disrespect their design by dreaming small?"

She grabbed his hand and pressed it against her heart, which was beating a frantic, powerful rhythm against her ribs.

"A small fish fills the belly, King. But a great catch? A great catch fills the soul. I do not hunt to survive. I hunt to deserve the eyes I was given."

Shantanu stared at her. The breath left his lungs.

He had expected a fisher-woman. He had found a philosopher-queen.

Her ambition wasn't greed; it was worship. It was a refusal to be less than what the universe allowed.

"You frighten me," Shantanu confessed, his admiration burning brighter than the sun. "And you enchant me."

"Good," Satyavati said, the fierce light in her eyes softening into something warmer. "A man who is not frightened by the ocean has no business sailing it."

She stepped back, wringing out her wet hair. "But tell me, Traveler in White. You look at me as if you have a secret burning a hole in your tunic. Why have you come without your gold?"

Shantanu smiled. The memory of the capital, the cheering crowds, and the silver prince came rushing back. He felt like he was holding a diamond behind his back.

"Because," Shantanu said, his voice trembling with happiness. "I have cleared the path. The river has been tamed, my love. And I have come to take you to the ocean."

"The path is clear," Shantanu repeated, his face glowing with a naive, beautiful hope. "The Gods have smiled on us twice, Satyavati. Not only have I found my Queen, but the Kingdom has found its shield."

He took a step closer, eager to share the joy.

"My son has returned," Shantanu announced, the pride vibrating in his chest. "The lost Prince. Devavrata. He is back, and he is magnificent. He carries the glory of the heavens in his blood."

Shantanu waited. He expected her to gasp. He expected her to ask who this boy was, to marvel at the miracle.

Satyavati did not gasp.

She bent down and pulled her arrow from the skull of the dead fish with a wet, sucking sound. She wiped the blood on the grass, her expression unreadable.

"I know," she said calmly.

Shantanu blinked. "You... know?"

"The drums of Hastinapura are loud, King," she said, sliding the arrow back into her quiver. "Sound travels fast over water. The fishermen are already singing songs about him. The Silver Prince. The boy who stopped the fire. The Warrior of the Ganga."

She looked at Shantanu. Her eyes were not hostile, but they were terribly sad.

"He sounds like a god," she whispered. "A lion, just like his father."

"He is!" Shantanu beamed, relieved. "He is the perfect heir. With him protecting the borders, our life will be peaceful. You will not have to worry about wars or politics. You will just be my Queen."

He reached for her hand.

Satyavati pulled it back.

The gesture was small, but it put an ocean of distance between them.

"That is why I cannot marry you, Shantanu."

The silence that followed was suffocating. The joy on Shantanu's face curdled into confusion.

"What?"

"I cannot come to Hastinapura," she said, her voice steady, though her hands were trembling slightly. "The deal has changed."

"Changed?" Shantanu looked at her as if she were speaking a foreign tongue. "Nothing has changed! I love you. You love me. You said yes!"

"I said yes to a man who needed a legacy," Satyavati cut in sharp and fast. "I said yes because your throne was empty. I said yes because I have eyes that want to swallow the world, remember? I dreamt that my blood would rule the Aryavarta."

She gestured toward the distant capital.

"But the throne is not empty anymore. It is filled by a blazing sun."

"Devavrata?" Shantanu scoffed, shaking his head. "He is your son too! Once we are married, he will respect you as his own mother. He is virtuous. He will treat you with the reverence due to the Queen Mother. That is the highest station in the land!"

"The Queen Mother," Satyavati repeated, tasting the words like ash. "It sounds beautiful. But it is a hollow title."

She stepped closer, her gaze intense.

"If I marry you, I will be the mother of the King's brothers. Not the King."

"What does it matter?" Shantanu pleaded. "They will be Princes! They will live in luxury!"

"They will live in shadow!"

Satyavati's voice rose, cracking with fierce maternal instinct for children she hadn't even conceived yet.

"You speak of Devavrata's glory. You say he is perfect. Exactly! He is a Banyan tree, Shantanu. He is vast, strong, and ancient. And do you know what grows under a Banyan tree?"

Shantanu stared at her, struck dumb.

"Nothing," she hissed. "Nothing grows in the shade of a giant. My sons... our sons... they will be small. They will be irrelevant. They will spend their lives bowing to him. They will be servants in silk robes."

"He would never mistreat them!" Shantanu argued, desperate. "He is my son! He is our son!"

"He is your son," Satyavati corrected, brutal and cold. "He is Ganga's son."

She poked him in the chest.

"He has the blood of a Goddess. My children? They will have the blood of a fisherman. Do you think the court will ever choose my son over him? Never."

She stepped back, picking up her net. The warrior who had speared the fish was back.

"I told you, King. I do not have small dreams. I will not bear sons who are destined to be slaves to your firstborn."

"Slaves?" Shantanu recoiled as if slapped. "That is a cruel word."

"It is a true word," she countered. "The younger brother is the servant of the elder. That is the law. And I..." She looked at the horizon, her eyes burning with ambition. "...I was not born to breed servants."

She turned her back on him.

"Go back to your perfect son, King. Enjoy your golden age. But do not ask the River to drown itself for your happiness."

The return journey was a funeral march.

Shantanu did not ride the chariot back. He sent it away. He walked through the back gates of the palace, avoiding the main thoroughfares where the people were still dancing, drunk on the wine of the new Prince's coronation.

Every cheer of "Long Live the Yuvaraja!" felt like a knife twisting in his gut.

They were cheering for the very thing that had just cost him his happiness.

He entered his private chambers, a vast room of marble and silk that suddenly felt like a prison cell. He dismissed the servants with a sharp wave of his hand. He didn't want wine. He didn't want food. He wanted the smell of the river, but all he could smell was the stale incense of the court.

He sat on the edge of his massive bed, head in his hands.

I am the King of the World, he thought bitterly. I command armies. I summon rain. And yet, I am defeated by a fisherman's logic.

"Father?"

The voice came from the doorway. It was bright, strong, and filled with the energy of youth.

Shantanu stiffened. He forced a mask of calm onto his face before looking up.

Devavrata stood there. He was still wearing the silver robes and the heavy golden chain of the Crown Prince. He looked radiant. He looked like the answer to every prayer Shantanu had ever made.

"The ministers are waiting in the Hall of Audience," Devavrata said, stepping into the room, his eyes shining. "They wish to discuss the northern border tributes. I told them you were tired, but they insist on your seal."

Devavrata paused. He noticed the dust on his father's tunic. He noticed the slump of the shoulders.

"Father?" Devavrata stepped closer, his brow furrowing. "Is something wrong? Did the hunt go poorly?"

Shantanu looked at his son.

He looked at the boy who was so perfect, so dutiful, so worthy. How could he tell him?

How do I say it? Shantanu thought, his heart breaking. 'Son, you are too great. Your shadow is too long. Because you exist, the woman I love will not look at me.'

It was a monstrous thought. It was a selfish thought.

"The hunt..." Shantanu whispered, his voice raspy. "The hunt was... empty. The prey escaped."

"We will find it tomorrow," Devavrata said confidently, placing a hand on his father's shoulder. "I will go with you. No beast can outrun the two of us."

The touch burned. Shantanu flinched, pulling away slightly.

He saw the confusion flash across Devavrata's face.

"No," Shantanu said, too quickly. "No hunting. Not tomorrow."

He stood up and walked to the balcony, turning his back on his son. He looked out at the city-a city that belonged to Devavrata now.

"I am tired, Devavrata," Shantanu said to the night air. "The weight of the crown... it is heavier today."

"I am here to share it," Devavrata said instantly. "Give me the burden, Father. Rest. You have carried it long enough."

That is the problem, Shantanu wanted to scream. You have taken the burden, and in doing so, you have taken my future.

But he couldn't say it. He couldn't shatter the boy's pride. He couldn't be the father who chose a mistress over his heir.

"Go," Shantanu commanded, his voice trembling. "Leave me. Handle the ministers. Be the King they want you to be."

"Father-"

"GO!" Shantanu snapped, the grief exploding into a sudden flare of anger.

Devavrata froze. He stared at his father's back, hurt and confused. He had done everything right. He had accepted the duty. He had served. Why could he not look his father in the eye?

"As you command," Devavrata whispered.

He bowed low and backed out of the room, leaving the King alone with his ghosts.

Shantanu gripped the marble railing of the balcony until his knuckles turned white. He looked toward the dark line of the Yamuna river in the distance. He had the perfect son, and he had the perfect kingdom.

And he had never felt more like dying.

The Palace of Hastinapura was a machine of gold and marble, humming with the business of empire.

In the Council Hall, Devavrata sat on the silver chair below the empty throne. He listened to the ministers, signed the decrees, and settled the disputes of the merchants. He was perfect. He was efficient. The kingdom was flourishing under his hand.

But the King was fading.

It had been weeks. The vibrant, laughing man who had embraced him in the forest was gone. In his place was a shadow. Shantanu rarely left his chambers. He ate little. He spoke less. He spent his days staring out of the western window toward the Yamuna, his eyes hollow and haunted.

Devavrata dismissed the council early.

He walked through the silent corridors, the heavy golden chain of the Yuvaraja feeling like a noose around his neck. He stopped at the entrance to the Royal Gardens.

He saw his father sitting on a stone bench by the fountain. Shantanu was not looking at the water; he was looking through it. He looked old. Defeated.

Devavrata felt a sharp pang in his chest.

He waited sixteen years for me, Devavrata thought, watching the wind stir his father's grey hair. He spent sixteen years in silence, bearing the weight of the crown alone, just so he could give it to me. And now that I am here... why does he look like he has lost everything?

A memory flashed in Devavrata's mind-the day in the forest. The King's excitement. The way he had ridden out to the river with such hope, only to return broken.

The hunt, Devavrata realized. The hunt that failed.

But Kings do not starve themselves over a missed deer.

Devavrata turned away from the garden. His expression hardened. The calm water of his eyes turned to ice. He would not watch his father wither away. He was the Shield of Hastinapura; it was time he shielded the man who built it.

He strode toward the Royal Stables.

The stable master bowed low as the Prince approached, but Devavrata walked past him, straight to the old man brushing the King's favorite horse.

"Suta," Devavrata said. His voice was low, commanding, and brook no refusal.

The old charioteer jumped, dropping his brush. "My Prince!"

Devavrata stepped into the stall. He towered over the man, his silver robes gleaming in the lantern light.

"You drove the King on the day of my return," Devavrata stated. "You took him to the forest. You took him to the river."

"I... I did, My Lord," the charioteer stammered, his eyes darting nervously.

"He went to hunt," Devavrata said, his eyes narrowing. "But he came back without a kill, and without his soul. Tell me, Charioteer. What beast did he find in those woods?"

The charioteer looked down at his hands. "It is not my place to speak of the King's private-"

"It is your place to answer the Crown Prince," Devavrata interrupted, his voice sharp as a blade. "My father is dying of silence. If you know the cure, and you keep it from me, you are not loyal. You are a traitor."

The old man flinched. He looked up at the Prince-the boy who loved his father more than the throne. He saw the desperation behind the authority.

"It was no beast, My Prince," the charioteer whispered, looking around to ensure no spies were listening. "It was a woman."

Devavrata went still. A woman.

"Where?" Devavrata asked.

"The Yamuna," the charioteer confessed. "By the crossing. The daughter of the Dasharaj. The King... he left his heart with her."

Devavrata let out a breath he didn't know he was holding. It wasn't a demon. It wasn't a curse. It was love.

His father was love-sick.

A faint, relieved smile touched Devavrata's lips. This was a problem he could solve. If his father wanted a woman, he would have her. He was the King of the World; who could refuse him?

"Prepare my chariot," Devavrata commanded, turning on his heel.

"My Lord?" the charioteer asked, confused. "Where are we going?"

Devavrata looked toward the western gates, his eyes burning with a fierce, dutiful resolve.

"To the river," Devavrata vowed. "The King waits for his happiness. I am going to bring it home."

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