My plan it's not easy to pull off. The problem being, Kea shuts himself off from things he doesn't understand or situations he can't handle mentally.
And I know secret plans kind of sound one-sided and selfish. I don't want Kea to beat himself up over it; it would strike him in a weak spot and leave him vulnerable; that's something I don't want.
Calling it a plan is a bit overboard, though; it's just situational. No ulterior motives, no over the top… anything. Just an assist for Kea.
*Tick*
Is it already 10 PM? Now… I need to put on a brave face.
I told myself all this, but I was still not prepared in the slightest.