Magdaran lay on his bed with his hands behind his head, staring up at the ceiling as the dim underworld lights pressed a soft glow across the room. The day had been long, emotionally heavy, full of confessions, promises, and choices that shifted the path of his life.
Yet strangely, despite all the noise of events, and the strange predicament he was going through right now, at this very moment, his mind was calm.
Calm enough to wander.
Calm enough to think, a very strange sensation, for it was working at an efficiency almost bordering unprecedented records.
And when Magdaran thought, he never did so lightly, and certainly not when his mind was this hyperactive.
His gaze lowered slightly as he saw the scene right below him, and a quiet breath left him.
'What exactly is life supposed to mean?'
It was a question he had been encountering more and more often ever since gaining emotions. Back when he existed as an AI, he had processed millions of human questions regarding purpose.
The users who had typed to him always seemed to be searching, longing, reaching for something just beyond their fingertips. It was strange, a living being asking about the meaning of life from him, an A.I.
Some asked for meaning.
Others asked for direction.
Some simply asked why they should continue at all.
Now, lying in silence, as he felt the overwhelming sensation of pleasure, he found himself walking the same paths they had walked. Not out of despair, but out of curiosity.
Out of the new, raw desire to understand what he now lived, it's core meaning.
'Life... the definition changes depending on whom you ask, that much is clear.'
To a philosopher, life was a concept, an enigma wrapped in metaphors and unanswered questions.
Aristotle had claimed life was about achieving eudaimonia, a state of fulfillment reached through virtue and excellence.
Nietzsche argued that meaning was not given, but created, forged through willpower and self cultivation.
Sartre insisted life had no inherent purpose at all, and that humans were condemned to define their own essence through actions.
'Three answers, all different, all confident, all claiming to understand the same thing. Humans really are fascinating.'
His eyes drifted shut for a moment, thoughts spiraling deeper.
'But the philosophers never seemed to agree on anything, except maybe that life is complicated.'
He shifted slightly, the blanket rustling across his chest.
'Then there is the biological definition. Life viewed through a scientist's eyes becomes painfully simple. Life exists to propagate itself. Reproduction... the continuation of the species... the endless cycle of survival and duplication.'
He huffed a quiet sound, half amusement and half contemplation.
'It is an elegant answer, admittedly. Cold, but elegant. No grand emotion, no profound cosmic meaning. Life exists to create more life.'
A memory flickered across his thoughts. Countless user messages, delivered to him back when he was nothing but code.
Messages from men explaining how they had destroyed their schedules, abandoned responsibilities, and made idiotic decisions simply to impress someone they liked.
He remembered men spending money they did not have, begging for attention they did not receive, or reshaping their personalities entirely for the smallest chance at affection.
Some were funny.
Some were sad.
Some were simply confusing.
'Back then, I could not understand it. Why become a slave to this feeling? Why let desire warp every decision? Why drown in something so instinctive that it clouds judgment?'
He had classified it as irrational behavior. Biological compulsion. Human error.
Now, however, he exhaled slowly as a subtle warmth curled in his chest.
'But... I think I understand a little better now.'
He thought of Rias's soft smile when he proposed.
Akeno's teasing kiss.
Kuroka's unrestrained affection, her boldness, her laughter and most importantly, her current actions.
He thought of the way emotions colored everything differently. The way the heart made choices the brain could not predict.
'To live and to love... maybe that is the version of life that philosophers tried to define. Maybe humans were not foolish. Maybe they were overwhelmed by the intensity of emotion itself.'
He shifted again on the mattress, letting the thought settle.
'So reproduction... lust... affection... desire... are all simply parts of living. Not weaknesses, just... experiences.'
Another small breath left him.
'Still... I wonder why this instinct is so powerful. Why people would change their entire lives over it. But it seems that I do understand it, to some extent. Because if even I, who thinks everything with logic, is overwhelmed, normal people really do stand no chance.'
He did not get to finish that thought.
Because a soft sound brushed against his chest, as hand caressed it gently.
A faint tickle, the hand trying to reach upwards as if to grab his face.
Magdaran opened his eyes.
A shadow moved beneath the covers.
A very familiar tail swayed behind the elevated covers.
Kuroka's voice whispered, low, mischievous, undeniably smug.
"Mag-chan... are you enjoying it? nya."
And this questions leads us back a few moments back, when it all started.
There was a faint rustle, almost non existent cracking sound from the sturdy bed, as a figure which seemingly radiated lust edged closer to him, climbing atop the bed.
When he opened his eyes to check who it was,
He froze for half a heartbeat as his brain went into an overdrive and realized two things at the same time:
One, it was Kuroka, who was fully, unmistakably naked.
And two, she had absolutely no intention of leaving.
She pressed her hands on either side of him, eyes gleaming like a cat who had finally cornered her prey.
"Since you have finally proposed to me today.," she purred softly, "I thought I should come and fulfil my duties as your girlfriend." the seductive attitude froze his brain for a moment.
Magdaran inhaled sharply and shut his eyes for a second.
'This... is exactly why men did stupid things, isn't it?'
But his thoughts were broken as Kuroka, without any hesitation whatsoever, pulled down his pajamas.
"It is rude, isn't it? To be the only one wearing clothes. Get out of this fast, nya." Kuroka said as she slipped of his pants completely as he was too stunned to respond.
He tried to calm himself, gather his thoughts, to respond accordingly, but Kuroka did not give him that time, she was acting seamless, as if she had anticipated and simulated this moment thousands of times over.
Her hand gently held his manhood, and then, to his utmost surprise, he felt a soft sensation at the tip of his hardness.
Kuroka was there, her tongue stretched out, she curiously examined, and gently licked his dick. The sight and sensation were overwhelming.
Then, as if motivating herself, she opened her mouth wide, and with a swift movement, took his dick inside her mouth blowing on it hardly.
*Error*
*Error*
*Error*
It was... sensational...[1]
Overwhelming.
For the first time, my mind had gone completely blank, devoid of forming any coherent thoughts, it was as if the entire server of my brain had crashed down.
As she bobbed her head, I groaned out loud in please, my hands shot towards her head, holding it gently, then directing her, forcing her to take my manhood even deeper.
Once hard, my manhood reached about seven and a half inches, which was way above average compared to normal humans, but devils tended to be slightly better endowed compared to humans, with the average sitting somewhere around six and a half.
And right now, I was forcing Kuroka to take more than five inches inside her mouth, reaching the back of her throat. For a rookie ordinary human, this would have been choking, but Kuroka was a devil who bordered the ultimate class, and with her... tendencies, she seemed to be enjoying herself.
A few moments later, I was unable to hold myself, then, suddenly, once again, like a flashbang going inside my mind, A pause happened. I held her head reflexively, and splattered my entire load inside the back of the throat.
An tired sigh escaped my mouth as I fell back to my pillow, gasping slightly. This was the first time I had released myself.
Suddenly, as I was resting by lying down, my mind began to wander, it was strange, I thought I had understood the effects of post nut clarity before, when I got hard and meditated a bit to control myself, but now, after actually releasing it, I experienced it in all it's glory for the first time.
My mind began contemplating many things, essentially about life, it's meaning, it's purpose...
Yes, the thing back at the start of the chapter, it was here, at this very moment. We are back to present now.
Having understood the reason why men would throw away their reason in pursuit of this... experience, I turned my eyes towards the perpetrator of this occurence.
Kuroka was slightly overwhelmed by the sudden outburst, but within moments, she was back to normal, then, with a few loud gulps, she drank my entire load, licking her lips to ensure nothing fell outside.
The scene was strangely enticing, and my dick, which had became soft from cumming, went back to becoming harder than titanium once again. And no, I am not joking, it really did go harder than titanium, because my body has long since surpassed what is usually considered possible.
My touki had enhanced every part of my body, enhanced enough to make this possible.
Kuroka let out a charming smile.
Then, with a teasing voice, she started to speak, "Ne ne, Mag-chan, tell me, was it your first time cumming?"
I contemplated whether to answer to that question, then with a slow voice, I replied, "Yes."
"Umm, how sweet, it is good that I did not waste a single drop then. Hehe, Mag-chan's first time, all mine, it will be fun to tease Akeno and Rias about this." She chuckled gleefully
I sighed at her antics, although we had declared our relationship today, I should, at the very least, share my first time with Rias, considering that she is my Fiancee...
But, once again, I realize the profoundness of the sin which has driven men to do uncontrollable things since the beginning of their existence.
I was unable to control myself, I let it all happen, and enjoyed it...
"Ne, Mag-chan, have you ever masturbated before?" Kuroka's words broke my stupor, I once again turned my eyes towards her, just to check whether she is in the right mind asking questions like these right now.
"No, no I haven't. I am not interested in doing something as pointless as that." I replied sternly
"Good, I would have been really sad if you did, it would mean that I was simply here doing nothing, while my dear Mag-chan was forced to pleasure himself to release his urges, wouldn't I be considered to have failed my duties then?" She said seriously.
"They aren't exactly your 'duty'" I countered.
"They are now, anyways, enough talk, let's move to the main thing, I am ready to lose my virginity, come on, do it. Mag-chan, claim me, nyah~" She purred out loudly.
The scene was enough to drive me crazy, but I tried my best, and controlled myself.
"No. we will not do that now. My virginity, it has to be broken with Rias, she is my fiancee, she deserves that at the very least. I should have not let this escalated to this point already..." I said seriously, contemplating my actions.
"Nyah~ How cruel, Mag-chan, talking about other woman when I am here in front of you like this... But it sure does increase the thrill now that you say that, it feels as if I am stealing you from Rias." Kuroka said, but her tone did make me feel that she became sad at my decision, though she did not show it openly.
"You are not 'stealing' me from Rias... it would be incorrect to say it like that, you are my girlfriend and my precious rook Kuroka, we already share a relationship of our own, you do not need to steal me from anyone.
The reason I am stopping us from going further is not because I don't love you, but because when I agreed to that engagement with Rias, I made a commitment there, and I am already at fault for not upholding it. I could not help but fall in love with you.
But the prospect of virginity is something even us devils take seriously, sure as a male, I am not required to keep myself pure, but that feels wrong, if a bride is supposed to remain a virgin till she is with her groom, then a groom should do the same.
And here, if my fiancee is keeping her virginity for me, I should give her the respect in the same manner." I said in a serious tone, fully intending each word I spoke.
"You really are... kind, Mag-chan. Sometimes I cannot help but wonder, how can a strange dummy like you, who does not even understand feelings properly, say words so pure that can't help but convince me each time that my decision of falling in love with you was the best one." Kuroka chuckled.
"Thank you, Kuroka... I know I am being unfair to you, but since we are not having sex right now, and you have helped me release, it is only fitting that I help you do so too." I said with a smile as I ruffled my hands at her hair, gently stroking her ears.
"Oh my, Mag-chan is going to help me release? Oh just the thought is enough to make me squirm, calm down Kuroka, you have to play hard to get, let Mag-chan work hard." I laughed at her antics, she really is a bundle of joy... although she acts strange sometimes.
'Computing the tendencies displayed by Kuroka up until now, it can be calculated that she loves to show a strong face, being provocative, and taking the charge.
But, data also states that, at moments when I held her head and forced her to go deeper, she seemed to enjoy herself even more.
Her nature can said to be a mixture between sadism and masochism, containing traits of both sides, enjoying it.
To please her to highest levels, it would be better to cater both her sides at once, delivering utmost ecstasy, overwhelming her.' I calculated the stuff I knew about Kuroka's... tendencies, and soon figured out what to do next.
I lifted myself up from my bed, and grabbed both her arms with a single hand.
Lifting her up slightly, I sat on the side of the bed, and placed her lying on her stomach on my lap.
"Ouuu, what are you doing, Mag-chan, I thought you were about to help me cum." Kuroka complained loudly.
"I will be doing that, but before that, a certain sneaky cat needs to be punished, for sneaking inside her master's bed without permission." I said with a serious tone as I gently caressed her soft buttocks.
"Oh myy!!! Is it punishment time?!" Yeah, sometimes I can't understand what goes inside her brain, not even with my computing power. I used to be able to do that with female users when I was an A.I., but it seems that now that I have become a man, I have been cursed to be unable to completely understand women.
"It is indeed punishment time. But remember, you are going to pray to the dead God of the heavens that this punishment never happens again by the time it ends, mark my words." I threatened mockingly.
"Wait, what? Dead God *ouch* of the heavens?" Kuroka yelped in surprise.
"Ughh, we will talk about this later, once we are done." It seems I misspoke a bit in excitement.
I could see the non-existent gears inside the non-existent brain of Kuroka turning, she was thinking, so I had to stop that for now, which was simple.
I raised my hand, and with a swift motion,
*SMACK*
"Anghhh!!" A loud moan left her mouth, and all her thoughts were instantly discarded.
But I was not done, I raised my hand once more, and again brought it down, smacking her ass, this time, the other cheek.
My fingers bristled her pussy gently, feeling the wetness seeping and gently flickered her clit, making her release another moan.
But before pleasuring her, I had to complete the punishment.
So I continued, bring down continuous smacks upon her back, until both side had turned a deep shade of red, I should have stopped sometime ago, maybe after the 20th spank, but it was really... enticing, I could not stop myself.
Thankfully, she is not a fragile woman, there was no need to be gentle, with this kitten, I could explore however I want, and just looking at her, you would realize that all that has only made her go more in heat.
Feeling slightly guilty at spanking her so hard, many more time than I had intended, I decided to make up for it with the pleasure part.
I picked up gently, and placed her on the bed lying on her backside, and spread her legs apart.
Her wet folds clearly in front of me.
I started with gentle kisses on her inner thigh, making her convulse slightly in pleasure, I enjoyed each part of her, as if worshipping her body, slowly moving my lips towards her pussy.
Once, my lips reached hers (the vertical one), I gently let out my tongue, registering her taste, slowly entering her vagina, exploring the folds one by one.
"ANGHHHH!!!! MAG-CHAN, JUST LIKE THAT, DEEPER!!!" she moaned loudly, thankfully, I had already placed sound proof barriers to ensure whatever happened here, remained between us.
Her taste was enticing, slightly sour like citrus, but a pleasurable shade of citrus, like candy, leaving you want to explore more.
And I did just that.
She came almost instantly, squirting out loud, soaking my face and mouth, but I returned in kind, drinking it up.
But I did not stop there, I continued, for I had to make up for the lack of sex too.
"Ahhh!! wait, Mag-chan, I just came! just a moment!" Kuroka shouted as she squirmed.
Of course, I ignored her words. I did not stop until she came three more times, before she collapsed completely, gasping.
"I would assume that has brought out your heat." I said wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.
"Th...That was awesome, Mag-chan... If just foreplay was this awesome, how good would sex be...
Mag-chan! go and fuck Rias today itself, I can't wait any longer, not after I have experienced what you are capable of." She giggled in a tone where people would confuse her for a retard.
"Are you ordering me now?" I asked with an eyebrow raised.
"Hehe, how would I dare, master~, I am clearly begging. Begging for your dick, nya~" She giggled seductively.
"You're impossible..." I sighed.
Then continued, "From now on, waking me up is your duty, I hope you already know how to do that."
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How did this turn out? And before you say it was bad, with how much effort it took writing this, I am throwing hands if you complain.
To maintain peace, send power stones and five star reviews.
Another thing, I realized after reading some comments about the ExE part, well that thing is badly written by the author, so I will be changing some things, it will all be logical enough, so no need to worry that it will break the story.
[1] POV shifts to first person for higher immersion. -Author's helpful guidelines for dummy readers