Dave pulled another stool out for me.
"What are we doing today?" Dave asked Bash while he began setting up.
"I want what he got in the same place," there were no emotions in his voice, as for me I was stunned by his voice.
"What? No Bash don't do that," rushing to say as I waved my arms side to side before Dave began drawing it up.
"My body, my choice." I swallowed my pride and sat watching intently, he didn't move or flinch, me, on the other hand, I was crying and begging for mercy.
I kept my head down even though Bash tried several times to talk to me, he ran his fingers through my hair, he was doing everything in his power to get my attention, but the only thing going through my mind was why was I still sitting here, what makes me so drawn to him.
"You know what this staredown is getting on my nerves, you two need to talk and I mean actually talk things out,"
"By the way, if you stare harder you'll end up eye pregnant." Dave smiled leaving us sitting there, I looked around seeing that he had indeed left us there alone.
I felt my face burning as Bash and Dave laughed, this is harder than I thought
"Wit, I think it's time I told you the truth and I can only hope you will be okay with it," His face looked cold and emotionless. No matter how hard he pleaded I didn't want the truth to come out of his mouth.
"It's your business, I need to go," standing to leave, now I knew how women felt when guys used them aside.
"Damn it Wit wait, please," of course I stood there like an idiot, my boiling point hit.
"No! You cheated on your girlfriend..."I turned to face him again, his eyes were glossy and sad.
"Yes, I admit I was drunk and stupid, but you were sober and you chose to do that even after you heard me say, my first will be my Only." His hand reached for my face, those strong yet soft hands.
"I'm sorry, I really do want to have something with you..." What?
Stepping back looking him in the eyes, he really just said that. What the hell did I look like to him?
"Are you kidding me?" I raved
"I'm not going to be your side bitch," I headed to the front, as my hand hit the knob he stopped me.
"I'm only with Tracy for my son," Like a wall was dropped on me.
My heart sank, no words could describe how I felt to know the vow I made to my parents had been broken by him, I blame myself completely.
Pushing the door open to leave.
"Tracy was my first," he rushed. I don't what stopped me from leaving, but I stopped keeping my back facing him, if I looked at him right now, I'd probably punch him.
"I didn't know what I was doing with her, I have no feelings for her, and I haven't touched her in over two years, I want you Wit," feeling tears coming to the surface, I left welcoming the cold air, but it was a welcoming feeling after nearly losing what little bit of dignity I had left.
Why did I make such a bad choice? Was what he said true? How am I different from her? He has a child to think about.
"Wit, is that you?" Amber came into view, she's a classmate. I've known her since we started school. She tutored me a few times we're not exactly close, but I'll say she is a good friend.
Giving a gentle smile as I walked.
"Hey wait, Are you okay?" She said holding onto my jacket to stop me, her blue eyes looked glossy from the cold air, her nose and cheeks were red too. I found her attractive if I didn't have all the Bash bull going on.
"I'm fine thanks," keeping my answer short and sweet, just until I got home.
"Hey, I'll walk you home you look a little out of sorts," her face showed concern, I would never confide in a girl for help with my problems.
"K" with that she walked with me, she wasn't nosy, not once did she ask what was wrong or why was I crying like a damn girl again.
"Wit, can I ask you something?" I was already prepared for any question out there.
Why am I so short? Am I transgender? Where do I get my hair cut? Who does my piercings?
"Sure," faking a smile.
"Are you gay?" stopping mid-step lowering my head further.
Shit!
"Shit, I'm sorry I didn't mean to intrude, it's just everyone is saying it, so..." she rushed the words I barely caught half of what she said.
Looking at her dumbfounded!
"Everyone is saying what?"
"Well, it's just that since school started all the guys say you're gay because you never have sex and Tommy said he saw Bash leaving your room early one morning," Rolling my eyes as I walked.
I knew this would come back to bite me in the ass!
"All because I vowed to not have sex until I was in a committed relationship doesn't make me gay," I jerked my head to the side then looked up to the night sky sighing deeply.
"Bash spent the night to make sure I didn't choke on my own puke; doesn't anyone know Bash has a girlfriend?" People will say anything, I'm no different, I just don't want people to know Bash cheated on his girlfriend.
If that means I have to lie about it then I would.
"Yeah, everyone knows about her, but they have never been seen together. I heard she came to the school making a fuss a couple of months ago and Bash had her band from coming, now the only time he sees her is when he goes to his parent's house."
How does she know this information? Why is she telling me?
"Oh, well thanks for walking me, I'll see you around class,"
"Uh, Wit..." she smiled and blushed. I barely saw it under the redness from the air.
"Errr. Do you want to come up?" I said smiling, she nodded rushing to my side.
"Want some tea or coffee?" saying as I opened my door, her sweet rose perfume filled my nose as she brushed by me to enter the apartment.
"Tea is fine, Wow! this place is cozy looking," I watched her spin around taking in the room.
"Here you go."
"Yum, it's so good, where did you get this?"
"I made it." her face lit up in shock.
"No way, that's awesome, " I turned to the TV, watching two movies and talking. She's a great person to talk to.
"Wit?" I said as I brushed my fingers through her hair, mid-way through the first movie she leaned overlying her head on my shoulder.
"Hmm,"
"Can I kiss you?" I didn't answer, just slowly closing the gap between us.
Starting off slowly, feeling a rush of heat through my body, grabbing the back of her head and kissing her deeper. I hesitated only for a second sliding my hand down rubbing her back then bringing it to the front to her, not small-sized tits.