I just got 23,this year. I'm a employee in a well known office of Bangkok. it's G-Tower. i have no one in this world. My mom got died when i was 7 and my dad got married to someone else. i've a little room near by my office. my daily schedule is also kinda boring just like me. But about me there is something that no one knows. i've never dated anyone. i donno why maybe i just never met someone ahh ''my types''. Actually my co-workers always ask me '' Madin why dont you just date someone? you've secret girlfriend?'' my answer just be like '' ahh forget it. i don't get the time '' but the truth is my preference is not like them. Yeah i'm into boys and i like older man i guess. not so much but older than me. i'm into boys and i feel a little awkward about it . so i've never told that to anyone. and my communication skill is also not that good. maybe i've never tried in that way. i wish i'll get a boyfriend soon :)".
sometime in my dreams i saw '' a man is smashing my a*ss so hard, slapping me, playing with my nipples and thrusting in to " that.'' it's so ahh ... whatever it is. i cant tell someone about it. i donno what they will think. i've dildos anyway. somtimes i just use those things. but in my 23 years passing life i already got that i dont have the guts to ask someone to date me. So i've opened a online line app recently :)''.
!today i've scrolled my line app a little. but i dont believe in these shity thing. err...maybe i'm just trying on my luck. let's see if i can get a lottery. And suddenly, my eyes got stuck into a account__ '' Rays martin ''. in his profile the information was nothing special just there was a profile picture of his, in a formal outfit - just the muscular body without face. maybe he is not active too much in this dating app. but i've already send him a massage with ''-- hey? are you available?'' :)" i donno what i've done but i've done it.
{after 3 days} .......
it's already passed 3 days but i haven't got any answer from that account. he saw my massage but didn't reply. And i've already massaged him 7/8 times. suddenly, he saw the massages. (the massages_):
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Madin : hey? are you available ?
Madin : can we talk for a while?
Madin : heyyyyyyyyy///
Madin : sir, give me a reply? i won't disturb you then !
Madin : i'm interested in you
Madin : can't you just see my massages ?
(seen)
Rays: Hey kid, why you always give me massages ? how old are you?
Madin: i'm 23 sir and you?
Rays: ahh little kid, if you don't stop massaging me then i'll take your virginity next time.
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and now it's been already 2 days that i haven't massage him yet. i can't wait too longer now. he's seems to be my type. muscular, wide, big ahhhhh. but deep down i'm afraid though i'm virgin. that night ___
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Madin: sir are you looking for someone?
Rays: didn't you got what i've told ya? okay let's meet tomorrow in the hotel in street 22/43.
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O M G! what should i do right now??