Keifer ' POV
" Mark Keifer Watson.... will you be Jasper Jean mariano 's boyfriend?"
The words still echoed in my ears ...I wanted to slap myself so hard for rejecting her ...I can't still get over her tears..her words...I never thought that Jay will confess to me...I wanted to hug her ..kiss her and tell her that Jay... yes I want to be yours...I want to be your soulmate... your crime partner....but I couldn't say anything..I broke the purest soul...I couldn't take it anymore....I drank another bottle of wine...
Jay's POV
I don't know how I came back home...my body was moving by its own...but my mind , my brain,my soul all were on keifer...or I rather say the words that he had told me ,.the plan I got to know ....the way I was used ...then the incident came to my again...
Flashback starts
Gathering all my courage..I confessed to keifer...I asked him if he wanted to be my boyfriend...I was talking behind from a giant screen which was showing our pictures....I came out from there ...I wore keifer's favourite coulred dress...and I had a bouquet of red roses ...I came forward and bended down on my knee..and asked him...
" Keifer will you be the one to listen to all my nonsense? Will you be the one to stand by my side? Will you be my soulmate? "❤️❤️
I was waiting for him to nod ...I had even imagined how I will hug him and kiss him after his "yes"
Section E was standing there ....amused by my reaction but cheering me ...
" Omg .. Jay is proposing keifer?"
" Guys ..record it ..we have to show it to their children"
" Guys ..I am thinking about how keifer will go mad after getting proposed by his wife"
" I also want to get proposed by rakkhi"
" No girl will propose to a boy ,,, only our Jay holds the capability..."
" Keifer is lucky "
Well I was smiling at them but I was confused why he wasn't answering? Has he been so deeply touched? .. suddenly Keifer spoke up making us all shocked and silent...
Keifer: section E... Guess what..our plan succeeded...Jay has fallen for me ...so does that mean I win?
I was confused about what he was talking about...what paln ?
Jay: (standing up) what paln keifer? Well what are you talking about?
I looked at section E..but they all avoided my gaze .. they seemed like they have committed a crime ... though I can see their guilty faces ....
Keifer: you want to hear about it ?
Jay: yeah I can't understand... what's going on...
Keifer: ( looking directly at my eyes) I used you ....and the whole section E knows it ...I used you to get revenge on your brother... Aries
Suddenly the whole world stopped around me ...I couldn't process the whole thing...the words he said ..it seemed like someone has slapped me hard ...I couldn't believe what he said..
Jay: keifer you are joking right? Well really you have to tease me even when I am proposing...!?
Keifer: what the fuck! Why I will joke with a lowly girl like you ? .you were just a pawn of mine ... Aries and section E are enemies...we wanted to get back at him..then you came ...so we thought of using you ...I made a plan ..to make you fall in love with me and after that break your heart...even Jennie also knows about it ...Guess what.. you are just a doll played by all of us
Tears rolled down from my eyes...I couldn't speak anything...I never imagined that Jennie will also hurt me .....I still asked
Jay:( teary eyes) k... keifer...y..you ..know that ..I ...I really love you right? You ....k..know that I had stopped believing in love ...but you made me believe it ...I really love you keifer..I really love section E...why are you doing this ? I really don't have any family except you and Jennie ...I regard you as my family...all section E...I have never felt what real love is ..well this is my first time feeling it ...I don't care about the plans you made before...just tell me that you love me ...I really don't care about what happened to us in past ..I just want to look forward to our future...well are you facing any problem ? please tell me ...we will solve it together...but ...but please don't break me keifer.. because if this time I break apart...may be I will never be able to love again...I can never believe in friendship also... keifer ...I am just asking you .. please tell me that you love me ... please....
Keifer:( looking away from Jay 's eyes ) are you dumb ? Don't you understand human language? I said I used you ...I have never loved you ..why would someone fall in love like a broken girl like you?
Jay: (crying) then what about the kiss? What about the moments we spend together? What about the way you felt jealous?
Keifer:(laughing) such a joke ... ofcourse the kiss was a part of my plan ...well as I was using you ..I thought of taking advantage,, and you also melted in it ...do you think I will fall for a tomboy like you when there are so many sexy girls waiting for me ? They have such a great body,...you can't even stand with them .,.
That was it ..I couldn't take it anymore..I looked at keifer for one last time and ran away from there ...
Flashback ends
I was sitting on floor crying hard... I still can't believe myself...all of them betrayed me ..even Jennie..she never bothered to tell me. ...am I that much unwanted,..well I know i am not perfect...I make mistakes...I cause trouble...I am not as beautiful as Jennie..I am not as good and calm as Aries...I am not a perfect daughter of my dad ..I was never a perfect heir of Fernandez family also....but i am still a human ,..I still get hurt ...I also want to be loved ..I also want to protected...I know everyone pitty Jennie as she was abandoned at first but ... didn't I always protected her ? Wasn't I the one who faced the torture of all stepdads... Didn't I give up all my share in Fernandez group just to make Angelo the biggest shareholder in the company...well I never asked for brothers love ..after I got into gang ..I separated from my family so that I can protect them from behind...I also faced humiliation that I was a spoiled girl ...but still at the end I endured it ..well I thought I finally got a family..a love ...a warm place...but they also betrayed me? ...maybe ..I am too bad ...well what qualities do I need to be loved a little bit ?
I took my guitar ....maybe I am someone who doesn't deserve love ...I shouldn't have born...I think I am a disaster to everyone... tears rolled down my eyes but I started singing....
" Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you
for a thousand more"