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Chapter 12 - The First Step Beyond Home

The Brown household woke earlier than usual, stirred not by an alarm or the clang of utensils but by a nervous, excited rhythm that moved through the walls. It was the day before Tyler's first step into Darsen Central Primary School and the house treated it like a festival.

Melissa had spread out Tyler's new uniform on the living room sofa. The crisp white shirt, the perfectly ironed navy shorts, and the tiny black belt all looked too formal for someone with legs short enough to dangle off every chair in the house. She hovered around them like a curator guarding precious artifacts.

Silas sat at the dining table, glasses pushed up his nose, carefully reading a list of "first-day essentials" written in his neat, compact handwriting. The list wasn't long — new schoolbag, lunchbox, pencil pouch, handkerchief but he kept scanning it as if the page might whisper a forgotten item if he stared hard enough.

Tyler watched all this from his usual seat on the small rug, a picture book open in his lap. He wasn't turning pages. He didn't need to. The real story was playing out in the room around him, written not in words but in thoughts.

Melissa's mind fluttered like soft wings:

I hope he eats properly. I hope he doesn't sit alone. What if he cries? What if he feels lost? He's growing so fast… too fast…

Silas' thoughts were steadier but weighed down with worry:

What if he gets pushed around? What if the other kids come from bigger, stronger families? I didn't teach him enough. Maybe I should've… maybe…

Across the room, Grandma Viola sat on her usual wooden chair, knitting slow circles into a gray-blue sweater. Her hands moved steadily, but her thoughts drifted back to her own children's first days.

Silas cried so loudly. Steven hid behind my legs. Richard was too brave and then broke down at lunchtime… Little Tyler, may the world be gentle to you.

Tyler shifted slightly. Their worries pressed at him from all sides warm, heavy, and strangely comforting. They cared. Deeply. Enough to make the air hum with it.

Richard burst in through the front door at that exact moment, as if the house needed a loud break from its emotional weight.

"Alright!" he announced, stretching his arms dramatically. "Who's ready for tomorrow's big moment? Our little general takes his first step into the battlefield of education!"

Melissa glared at him. "Don't call school a battlefield."

"It's a figure of speech," he insisted, dropping onto the couch with exaggerated exhaustion. "Anyway, look at him— he's so calm. I was a wreck before my first day."

Tyler blinked. Calm wasn't the right word. His mind was simply… quiet in a way that made the rest of the house feel too loud.

Richard leaned over and tapped the picture book in Tyler's hands. "Are you excited?"

Excited wasn't exactly correct either. He was… aware. Aware that tomorrow would be louder, busier, mentally messier than anything yet. Aware that this was the first place where society began shaping children in its own imperfect image. Aware that once he stepped through those school gates, life would widen, and the small, warm circle he lived in now would stretch thinner.

But none of that could fit into a child's vocabulary.

So he simply nodded. "I think so."

Richard grinned and rustled his hair. His thoughts were amused warmth:

Kid's too composed. Like he's preparing for a parliament meeting. But he'll be fine. He's sharp. Sharper than all of us.

Tyler closed the picture book gently.

As the afternoon light softened, the house continued its preparations with the chaotic precision of a small family trying very hard to look organized.

Melissa triple-folded Tyler's handkerchiefs.

Silas ironed the uniform again even though it didn't need ironing.

Grandma tucked a small sweet into Tyler's pocket "only for emergencies," which Melissa removed and then quietly returned when Grandma wasn't looking.

Steven brought out a tiny keychain — a plastic lion with a slightly lopsided grin — and hooked it onto Tyler's schoolbag.

"Symbolism," he declared. "Lions are brave."

Tyler stared at it for a moment and felt something warm flicker behind his ribs. He touched the lion once with the tip of his finger.

"I like it," he said, and Steven grinned like someone who had just won at a game he didn't understand the rules of.

By mid-afternoon, the house was tired in the soft, satisfied way families get after a long day spent caring about something important. Melissa stepped out onto the balcony for fresh air. Silas leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes.

Tyler stood by the window, looking at the dimming sky. He sensed the subtle shift of the day the gentle slide from preparation to anticipation.

Melissa noticed his stillness.

"Go play for a bit," she said, touching his shoulder. "Enjoy the evening. Tomorrow is a big day."

Tyler nodded.

Katherine and Daniel were already waiting outside, sitting on the tiny concrete bench near the courtyard tree. The moment they spotted Tyler, they jumped up like springs released from a toy.

"Tyler!" Katherine shouted, sprinting at him with reckless enthusiasm.

"You're leaving us!" Daniel echoed dramatically, even though he wasn't entirely sure why.

Tyler blinked. "I'm just going to school."

"That's the same thing!" Katherine said, her voice cracking halfway through. "Elijah left preschool last year and then and then he never came back! And now you're leaving too!"

Daniel nodded furiously. "Yeah! And then you'll become big. And busy. And then you'll… you'll…" He blinked, searching for the right tragedy. "…forget us."

Katherine gasped as if Daniel had spoken the unspeakable. "YES! That's what happens! You'll forget us and make new friends and then we'll never play here again and then"

Tyler placed a hand on her head. "Katherine," he said gently. "I'm not leaving you."

"You say that now," she sniffed, wiping her nose with the back of her hand. "Everyone says that before school steals them."

"That's not how school works."

"It is," she insisted. "It stole Elijah."

"He lives two buildings away."

"That's not the point!"

Daniel crossed his arms, cheeks puffed. "We're small. You'll be big. Big people don't remember small people."

Tyler crouched so he was eye-level with both of them.

"I'll always remember you," he said softly. "And next year, you'll both join the same school. We'll be together again."

Daniel blinked. "Promise?"

"Promise," Tyler said.

Katherine thrust out her pinky. "A real promise. Pinky promise."

Tyler wrapped his pinky around hers. "Pinky promise."

Daniel slapped his hand on top, turning it into a wobbly stack of sincerity.

Just then, a neighbor walking past stopped, smiling broadly.

"Well, look at you three," he said warmly. "Such sweet kids. Tyler, you're going to shine in Darsen Central Primary. Proud of you."

But beneath the smile, Tyler heard:

Kids from this street rarely amount to much. Let's see if this one breaks the pattern or ends up the same…

Tyler didn't react.

Katherine immediately turned to him. "SEE?! Even adults know you'll leave us!"

Tyler exhaled. "I'm not going anywhere."

It took ten more minutes and one stolen cookie from Mrs. Parker's kitchen to fully soothe them

When Tyler finally walked home, the sky above Darsen was flushed orange. The air felt still, quiet, almost thoughtful. Like the world itself had paused to acknowledge the moment.

This evening wasn't just another ordinary day.

It was the last calm step of a small world ending… and a larger one beginning.

Dawn slid quietly into the Brown household, soft and pale, creeping in through curtains and corners before anyone truly woke. But the house didn't stay quiet for long. Melissa was the first to stir, moving through the kitchen with the gentle rush of a mother trying not to appear rushed. Silas followed not long after, his steps heavy but careful, as if tiptoeing through a dream he didn't want to disturb.

Tyler woke to the muffled sound of pans clicking together and the faint smell of toasted bread. His room was dim, but the moment he opened his eyes, the weight of the day settled over him with surprising clarity.

Today wasn't normal.

Today was the day the world grew bigger.

He sat up slowly, rubbing his eyes, and slid off the bed. Before he even stepped out of his room, he heard the swirl of thoughts waiting for him.

Melissa's mind was a fluttering song:Make sure he eats enough. Don't forget the lunchbox. Should I put two napkins? What if he spills something… oh, please let him have a good day…

Silas' thoughts carried a trembling undercurrent:Don't look nervous. Kids sense fear. Don't tell him too much. Don't scare him. Just guide him. Just… be a good father today.

Tyler stepped out, and both of his parents turned instantly toward him.

"Good morning, sweetheart," Melissa said, smoothing back his hair even though he hadn't walked far enough for it to get messy.

Silas cleared his throat. "Big day today, buddy."

Tyler nodded. "Morning."

Richard appeared next, half-dressed, hair sticking up like he had fought a pillow and lost. "Look at you," he said dramatically. "Schoolboy Tyler! We're all doomed. You're gonna learn too much and become smarter than all of us."

Steven, who must've come in early just to tease, popped his head out from behind the kitchen door. "Too late. He already is."

Their thoughts layered behind the jokes — pride, affection, and small worries wrapped up in humor.

Tyler sat at the table as Melissa placed his plate in front of him: buttered toast, cut neatly in triangles, and a warm cup of milk. He took a bite and listened quietly.

Silas adjusted his tie six times before giving up and removing it altogether.

Grandma appeared last, leaning on her cane, smiling softly. She kissed Tyler's forehead. "You'll do well. Be kind, be steady. And listen more than you speak."

Tyler resisted the urge to laugh at the unintentional irony.

He always listened more than he spoke.

He heard too much, sometimes.

By the time breakfast was done, the living room had become a small celebration and a small panic all at once. Melissa checked Tyler's collar at least three times. Silas adjusted the straps of the schoolbag. Richard insisted on taking a "good luck picture," even though the camera quality on his phone was questionable at best.

Eventually, the house settled into a nervous rhythm.

And then the consensus came, naturally:

Only Silas and Melissa would walk him to school.

"It'll be less overwhelming," Melissa said.

"And more special," Silas echoed.

Tyler just tightened his grip on the little lion keychain hanging from his bag.

He wasn't scared. But something inside him knew this morning would stay in his memory for a long time.

The three of them stepped out into the early morning streets of Midtown. The air carried the mixed smells of frying dough, distant incense, and damp concrete. Vendors were already arranging their stalls, pinning price tags, shouting greetings, adjusting steam pots. Schoolchildren in mismatched uniforms darted past, some excited, some half-asleep, backpacks bouncing against their small bodies.

Melissa kept one hand lightly on Tyler's shoulder.

Silas, walking on his other side, kept glancing down at him every few seconds like he was checking if Tyler might suddenly disappear.

As they reached a busier street, Tyler began sensing the shift.

A woman passing by smiled at them. "First day? How sweet."

But her mind whispered:—Let's hope he behaves. Kids these days are trouble. Especially from these smaller districts…

A man near a food stall waved in a friendly way. "Good luck, little guy!"

His thoughts:Parents never raise them properly anymore. Look at them fussing. Pathetic…

Tyler didn't flinch, didn't react. He'd grown used to the dual-language of this world — one spoken through lips and one leaking straight from the mind.

His parents, thankfully, heard none of it.

As they neared the main road, two men stood near a lamppost plastered with posters. Half Ignaros red. Half Veyra blue. Torn, overlapping, arguing visually even when the people beneath them tried to look calm.

The first man spoke with a polite tone. "Ignaros teaches strength. That's what this city needs."

The second replied just as calmly, "Strength without discipline leads nowhere. Veyra understands order."

On the surface, it was a conversation.

In their minds, it was a war.

—Your Ignaros people are the reason everything is falling apart.——Your Veyra types want a dictatorship.——Ignaros believers are violent idiots.——Veyra cowards ruin the country with their rules.—

Melissa gently steered Tyler away. "Just men talking. Don't mind it."

Tyler didn't correct her.

It wasn't just men talking.

It was a crack forming — one he knew would widen into a fault line someday.

Halfway through the walk, Silas hesitated. His hand twitched, like he wanted to hold Tyler's but didn't want to embarrass him.

"Tyler," he began, voice softer than usual, "listen… when you get to school, be patient. With everyone. If someone teases you, don't react right away. Take a breath first. There'll be all kinds of kids there — loud ones, scared ones, troublemakers… and kids who pretend to be tough."

Tyler looked up at him.

Silas continued, swallowing once. "And if you ever feel uncomfortable… you tell your teacher. Or tell us. You don't have to handle everything alone."

His spoken words were steady, responsible.

But his thoughts were trembling:

—Please be okay. Please don't get hurt. Please let him come home smiling. Please let today be kind to him. I wasn't strong enough for my father… let me be strong for him.

Tyler reached for his father's hand — just for a moment.

Silas stiffened in surprise, then held it tightly.

Melissa smiled, but she too hid worries behind her eyes:Don't let anything break him. Not this early. Please…

Tyler squeezed her hand next.

He didn't say anything.

He didn't have to.

Then the school appeared a large building with white walls, neat fencing, and a wide gate already brimming with students.

Children ran through it like flocks of birds set loose. Parents stood clustered around, some giving advice, some crying, some just trying to get one good picture.

Voices overlapped into a bubbling chaos.

And beneath them?

Thoughts.

Hundreds of them.

Loud. Unfiltered. Uncontrolled.

An ocean of emotion and confusion.

Tyler inhaled slowly.

Melissa crouched and adjusted his collar one last time. "You're ready, sweetheart."

Silas touched his shoulder. "We're proud of you."

Tyler nodded once.

Then he stepped toward the gate toward the world waiting on the other side, noisy and raw and imperfect, but full of futures only he could see.

The keychain lion bounced lightly against his bag as he walked.

A small, brave thing stepping into a large, uncertain world.

And the gate closed behind him with a quiet clink.

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