I am a religious person,and i always trust in,,God,,if something happens _whether good or bad_i believe it happen by,,God,,will,it is his choice.
but i also believe that,,God,, always does what is best for human life.
something he test human to see their patient s and loyalty.i have faced many such situations,if I was once poor man, now I have slipped from my path because of certain condition related to wealth.
but,,God,, doesn't test only poor_he test the rich also.
for six or seven months,i worked hard and became wealthier than before.with this wealth I gained more friends,and most of my time began to pass with a bad society.
that society brought many changes in me.
and I became more selfish.i almost left my religious life because of these wandering friends.
perhaps,,God,,gave me more chance and was testing me.but I got lost among my friends,I never imagined I stuck in such a bad society.
slowly, slowly I began to fall in to a deep well of sin.there are almost no sin left that haven't committed _rape , gambling, even alcohol,i have completely lost my path.
the days passed quickly.one day I went out wandering with my friends, when i came back home,it felt like the sky fell on my head.
the news was spinning in my mind _what i heard was that my dad had passed away in a car accident.when I heard that,I was filled with agony and cried a lot.now i felt helpless.
the funeral was held,and my dad was buried in graveyard.now the burden is on my shoulder.
a few days later,I started working,than I couldn't find time for my friends.
so because of that,I slowly drifted away from my friends and bad influences.
my condition felt back in poverty.
I worked hard and gradually,my bad habits started to fade once again,I turned toward religion and stayed busy hard with hard work.one day,I came back from work feeling weak and exhausted.
mom,, today i am so tired,I cannot even eat dinner,I am going to bed now,and please wake-up me early in the morning,I said to my mom.i headed to my bed, exhausted,and lay down with out having eaten a meal, tiredness overwhelmed me,and I sank in to a revecive, lost in thought of the future.
before I knew it,my mind grew quiet and sleep enveloped me.
the sun rose high in the sky, and I lay helplessly on my bed, feeling utterly broken.
my entire body ached,and I couldn't move,pain discomfort enloped me,and I was parched with thirst.but something was difficult due to my dry throat.
what is wrong my child?my mom asked, but i couldn't master the strength to respond.
my mom left the room, heading to the kitchen, like to bring me some milk.
as she disappeared from the view,I close my eyes.but an instant,I felt a presence creeping in to my room.i opened my eyes to find a towering figure in the doorway.its massive from silhouetted against the light.
it's smile was grotesque, with dirty teeth hanging from it's mouth,and eyes glowing reds like embers.
I was paralyzed with fear, my mouth a gap in shock.
the figure broken the silence -its voice low and menacing.hey,,man?do you know me?no I don't,I said,but the sound stuck in my throat,he shrugged and said,I am engel of death,sent by,God,
I am here to take you away,be ready,the giant said.but I have done nothing bad to you?I murmured, his face grew tencer and more horrible.he stepped closer,and I wanted to escape, but I was frozen,I couldn't.i was frozen in fear.i screamed, but no sound came out.then he clutched my neck with an icy grips,and i gasped for air.
a little while later,I lay helplessly on my bed.
after the creature left the room.my mom came in and said,sun I brought some milk for you.i couldn't answered.she asked again, but I couldn't respond,then, she realized something was wrong,and took my shoulder shaking me.when that didn't work, she screamed,tear streaming down her cheeks.
what happened to me?I am dead?
the question echoed in my brain.i could feel everything, but I was helpless.
after that a huge crowd gathered and lefted me on to their shoulder, carrying me to in open area.they set up a hut with a tent, and I felt broken as peoples touch me,I winced a pain all over my body.they took off my clothes and washed me.
I screamed loudly, trying to refused, but no one listen.it was as if they were deaf to my pleas . after a while,they finished washing me and wrapped my body in white clothes.
after all that,they carried me on their shoulder to a graveyard,dug a grave and pleaded.
I cried, please don't bury me, but no one listen.they laid me in the grave and buried me.after the burial,I heard the sound of footsteps fading away, leaving me alone in the darkness.i cried out, please take me with you, but there are no response.
to my surprised,an entrance opened in the grave, revealing the evening sky.
two figures approached from a distance , their head enermous and black, with eyes glowing like burning embers.
they approached me, their voice strong and hars.
what is your religion?they demanded, who's your messenger? who's your,,God,,?I stattered in fear shaking with terror, but couldn't get words out properly.
they repeated the questions louder,and I was caught off guards, ensure of how to respond.then they begin beating and torturing me.
their grip unyelling.i screamed, calling out for my mom to help, but no one came.
suddenly a voice whispered in my ear, what is wrong sun?
I sprang up,and my mom worried face came in to fucus.oh mom it was just a dream,I murmured still shaking.
I am grateful for,,God,,mercy and second chance.i have learned from my journey and pledged to stay true to my faith, never to faller again.