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Chapter 12 - past and presents

The rain had been falling since dawn, tapping softly against the tall glass windows of Ramona's mansion. She stood alone in the bedroom, staring at her reflection, one hand resting on her stomach. It still didn't feel real. Some days she forgot she was pregnant—until the fear rushed back in waves.

Sly was supposed to come later that evening.

She hadn't slept. Her mind replayed everything—his silence, his rules, the way his eyes searched her face like he was waiting for another lie to fall out. And beneath all of it sat the question she hadn't dared to speak aloud yet.

How is this even possible?

The doctors had been clear years ago. Too clear. She remembered the sterile smell of the hospital, the pity in their voices, the way her world had quietly ended before it even began.

"You won't be able to conceive."

Those words had shaped her entire life.

So why now?

Sly arrived just before sunset. He walked in slowly, his right leg fully healed now, his steps steady—but his guard still firmly up. Healing, he had learned, wasn't just physical.

"You look tired," he said.

"I didn't sleep," Ramona replied honestly.

He nodded. "Me neither."

They sat across from each other, the space between them heavy with things unsaid. Finally, Sly spoke.

"I went with you to the clinic today," he said. "I heard what the doctor said."

Ramona swallowed. "About the pregnancy?"

"No," he replied quietly. "About your past."

Her breath caught. "I didn't want to tell you like that."

"I know," he said. "But now I understand something." He leaned forward, elbows on his knees. "This isn't just about a mistake in a club. Or trust. Or even the baby."

She looked up, eyes glassy. "Then what is it about?"

"It's about fear," Sly said. "You've been scared your whole life. Of losing people. Of being alone. Of not being enough."

Tears slipped down her cheeks. "I wanted you to marry me because I thought if I locked it down fast, you wouldn't leave."

Sly closed his eyes briefly. That truth hit harder than anger ever had.

"And when I said no," he added, "you rebelled. Not because you didn't love me—but because you felt rejected."

"Yes," she whispered. "I hated myself for it the moment it happened."

Silence stretched between them.

Then Sly spoke again, voice lower now. "But here's the problem, Ramona. Every time things get hard, you self-destruct. And every time, I'm the one trying to survive the fallout."

Her chest tightened. "I'm trying to change."

"I see that," he said. "But trying doesn't erase consequences."

The truth didn't come all at once.

It crept in slowly—through numbers that didn't align, dates that refused to make sense, and a doctor's furrowed brow that lingered a second too long. Ramona noticed it first. Sly felt it later.

The final test came quietly, almost cruel in how calm it was.

Sly stood in the doctor's office, holding the paper, reading it over and over as if the words might change.

Probability of paternity: 0%.

His chest didn't explode the way he expected it to. There was no shouting. No collapse. Just a hollow silence that swallowed every sound in the room.

"So… it's his," Sly said flatly.

Ramona broke.

"I didn't know," she sobbed. "I swear I didn't. I thought—after everything, after what the doctors said—I thought it was a miracle. Our miracle."

Sly looked at her then, really looked at her. Not with rage. Not with disgust.

With exhaustion.

"This," he said quietly, tapping the paper, "is the consequence I warned you about."

She nodded through tears. "I know."

He walked out without another word.

The months that followed were brutal.

Sly pulled back completely—not out of hatred, but self-preservation. Ramona carried the pregnancy alone, her mansion suddenly too big, too quiet, too full of echoes she couldn't escape.

When the baby was born, it was in the early hours of a gray morning.

A girl.

Small. Perfect. Crying with a strength that surprised everyone in the room.

Ramona held her, trembling. "I'm sorry," she whispered—not sure if she was apologizing to the child, to Sly, or to herself.

Sly arrived hours later.

He stood at the doorway, unmoving, as Ramona turned, fear written all over her face.

"You don't have to—" she began.

He cut her off gently. "Let me see her."

The nurse placed the baby in his arms.

Something shifted.

She wrapped her tiny fingers around his thumb, firm and trusting, like she already knew him.

Sly's throat tightened.

"This changes nothing," he said quietly—but his voice broke. "And it changes everything."

Ramona searched his face. "What does that mean?"

"It means she didn't ask for any of this," he replied. "And I won't punish her for mistakes that were never hers."

Tears streamed freely down Ramona's face.

"I'll raise her," Sly continued. "I'll love her. As my own. But don't confuse that with forgiveness. This is about her—not us."

The fire reignited weeks later.

The club guy showed up unannounced.

Confident. Regretful. Dangerous.

"I didn't know at first," he said, standing in Ramona's living room. "But when I did… I couldn't stay away."

"You need to leave," Ramona said sharply.

"No," he replied. "I'm her father. And I love you."

The words hit like gasoline.

Sly stepped forward slowly. "Love?" he repeated. "You disappear for months and show up when things are fragile, calling it love?"

"I want my family," the man said boldly. "Both of them."

Ramona's hands shook. "This isn't your decision."

Sly laughed once—low, bitter. "You don't get to burn a house you never helped rebuild."

The tension snapped.

This wasn't just about betrayal anymore.

It was about choice.

Blood versus commitment.

Impulse versus responsibility.

A past mistake demanding a future it didn't earn.

And as the man walked out, eyes blazing with unfinished intention, Ramona knew one thing with terrifying clarity:

The baby hadn't ended the war.

She had just become the reason it would truly begin.

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