Title: my love that can never reach you
Chapter one :This was the first time I saw her, and I didn't even know who she was then. We became friends right after we met, and she became a best friend to me. But for some reason, she was a little more than just a friend to me. She had other friends, but she was close to me too. Later, I understood that she considered her other friend more important than me, and that she was using me. I would give her anything she asked for without saying no. I don't know why, but no matter how much she hurt me, I still liked her. But every time, I ended up looking like a fool in her hands. She never cared about me; she always used me like a servant. But because of my love for her, I would do anything for her. But do you know what she said one day? "Who are you to tell me anything?" But what did she know about how much those words hurt someone's feelings? But after about an hour, she would act as if it was my fault and not hers. I used to wonder, "How can she be like this? Why can't I be like that?" But what can we do? We liked her, didn't we? Strangely, every time she scolded me, someone would comfort me, but I never cared about them. Then one day, she asked me why I liked her so much. But before I could tell her, I woke up. That's why they say that all miracles happen only in dreams and not in real life. But she is a memory I will never forget.
But my heart every second thought 💔❤️‍🩹
The person who left me long ago, I can't forget him, and I'm stuck right where I am. He has forgotten me and is happy, but I can't be happy. He wants to be far away from me; sorry, he has already gone far away, but I'm still circling around him like a madwoman. What can I do? I didn't know for so long how much he hated me, to the point that he doesn't even want me to be near him. Anyway, not everyone can say things directly to your face, right? We have to understand it ourselves and move away from them. Sorry, I should have understood this a long time ago, but it's too late. You told me many times, but I didn't understand anything then. But even now that I understand, I can't stay away from you. What can I do? I loved you so much. But you've made it clear that you'll only be happy if I stay away from you. That's why, no matter how much pain I'm in, I will stay away from you. I will never bother you again, I won't be visible to you, and I won't be anyone to you.