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Chapter 6 - chapter six: the night that almost spoke

After their discussion, the night did not end.

Alexander had booked separate suites for them—quiet, discreet, high above the city where the lights looked like scattered stars fallen too close to earth. The elevator ride was silent, heavy with everything unsaid, every glance weighted with meaning.

When they reached her door, Eliora hesitated.

"Stay," she said softly.

It wasn't a demand.

It wasn't a temptation.

It was a plea wrapped in courage.

The door closed behind them with a soft click that sounded louder than it should have.

For a moment, neither of them moved.

The room was warm, lit only by the muted glow of bedside lamps. Outside the tall windows, the city breathed lights blinking, traffic humming far below like a distant tide. The air felt heavy, charged, as though it had been waiting for them.

Alexander loosened his tie slowly, deliberately, never breaking eye contact.

Eliora stood near the edge of the bed, her back straight, her hands clasped tightly in front of her as if holding herself together. Her dress simple but elegant caught the light when she shifted, the fabric tracing the lines of her body in a way that made his chest tighten.

"You don't have to—" he began.

"Stay," she said again, quieter this time.

The word settled between them.

Alexander crossed the room with unhurried steps, stopping just short of touching her. He was close enough now that she could feel the warmth of him, the steady rise and fall of his chest. Her breath stuttered, and she hated that he noticed—because the corner of his mouth softened, not in triumph, but in tenderness.

"I don't want to rush you," he said, voice low. "I don't want this to be something that takes from you."

She looked up at him then, eyes bright, vulnerable, honest.

"I don't feel taken," she whispered. "I feel… chosen."

That was what broke him.

He lifted his hand slowly, giving her time always time before his fingers brushed her forehead. The touch was barely there, reverent, as though he were memorizing her. His lips followed, pressing a kiss there that felt like a vow.

Then another at her temple.

Another at her cheek.

Each kiss was unhurried, intentional, like he was counting heartbeats.

When his lips finally reached hers, the kiss was soft at first testing, asking. Eliora responded instinctively, her fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt, grounding herself in him. The kiss deepened, not in hunger but in need held carefully in check.

Time stretched.

When he pulled back, just enough to breathe, his forehead rested against hers.

"Tell me if it's too much," he murmured.

She shook her head, barely.

So he kissed her again slower this time, deeper. When his mouth traced down to her jaw, then her neck, Eliora's breath caught. A soft sound escaped her before she could stop it.

Alexander froze.

He pulled back instantly, hands lifting away from her body as if burned.

Her eyes fluttered open.

"I'm sorry," she whispered, embarrassed.

"Don't," he said quickly. "Never apologize for feeling."

He studied her face, searching for fear, for doubt.

Finding none, he leaned in again but this time, his kisses were warmer, lingering longer at her neck, his breath brushing her skin in a way that made her shiver. His hands rested at her waist, thumbs barely pressing, as if he were holding back something powerful.

Eliora's knees weakened slightly, and he noticed immediately, guiding her gently to sit on the edge of the bed.

He stood between her knees, not touching just close enough that she could feel the restraint in him.

"Please don't stop," she said softly, almost pleading.

The words undid him.

He cupped her face then, kissing her deeply, fully pouring everything he wasn't allowing himself to do into the kiss. It was fervent, consuming, filled with longing and care tangled together so tightly they were indistinguishable.

When he finally pulled back, both of them were breathing hard.

He rested his forehead against hers again.

"If we go further," he said quietly, "I won't be able to pretend this doesn't matter."

She smiled faintly.

"It already does."

That was when he kissed her hands instead each finger, slowly, as if sealing something unspoken. He stood, offered his hand, and helped her lie back gently against the pillows, covering her with the sheet as though shielding her from the intensity they had just created.

They lay there side by side, not touching, yet closer than they had ever been.

Sleep came slowly.

But when it did, it carried something new with it.

Not just desire.

Commitment.

Morning arrived quietly.

Light filtered through the sheer curtains, pale and gentle, brushing across the room as though careful not to disturb what had been formed there overnight. The city outside was already awake, but inside the hotel room, time seemed to hesitate.

Eliora stirred first.

For a moment, she didn't remember where she was. Then the scent of him clean, warm, unmistakably Alexander anchored her back into the night before. Her heart skipped, not in panic, but in something softer… heavier.

She turned her head slightly.

Alexander was awake.

He lay on his side, one arm folded beneath his head, watching her with an expression she had never seen before unguarded, thoughtful, almost reverent. There was no hunger in his gaze this morning. Only care. And something deeper that made her chest tighten.

"Good morning," she whispered.

His lips curved into a small smile. "I was hoping you'd wake up first."

She frowned lightly. "Why?"

"So I could see your face before the world finds you again."

The words settled into her slowly.

She pushed herself up, pulling the sheet closer around her, suddenly shy in a way she hadn't been the night before. The quiet intimacy of daylight felt more revealing than darkness ever could.

Neither of them touched.

Yet the space between them was charged filled with memory, restraint, and the echo of kisses that had almost crossed into something irreversible.

"I keep thinking," Eliora said after a long pause, "about how close we were."

Alexander nodded. "So do I."

"And you don't regret it?" she asked carefully.

"No," he answered without hesitation. "I regret only that I couldn't give you a simpler night."

She looked at him then really looked.

There were shadows beneath his eyes, not from lack of sleep but from responsibility. From holding himself back. From choosing patience when instinct begged otherwise.

"I felt safe," she said softly. "That matters to me."

His jaw tightened briefly, emotion flickering across his face.

"You matter to me," he replied. "More than this moment. More than what would have been easy."

They sat up together, backs against the headboard, sunlight pooling around them. The city below hummed, unaware that something fragile and powerful had been born in that room.

Alexander reached out then but only to brush his knuckles against hers, slow and tentative.

"I don't want you waking up someday and thinking I rushed you," he said. "Or that I took something you weren't ready to give."

Eliora turned her hand, lacing her fingers through his.

"You didn't take," she said. "You waited."

That that single word meant more to him than anything else.

They dressed quietly, sharing the bathroom in comfortable silence, exchanging small smiles in the mirror. There was no awkwardness. No regret. Just awareness.

At the door, before they left for the airport, Alexander paused.

"This changes things," he said carefully. "I don't know how yet. But I know it does."

Eliora nodded. "I feel it too."

He leaned in then, pressing a gentle kiss to her forehead the same place he had kissed her the night before, grounding the promise in consistency.

"We'll go back to our lives," he continued. "But what started last night… I'm not leaving it behind."

She met his gaze, steady and honest.

"Neither am I."

And as they stepped into the corridor, morning light spilling ahead of them, both of them understood something clearly for the first time:

What they shared was no longer just desire.It was intention.

The flight back to Canada was quiet, filled with shared glances and hands brushing accidentally on purpose. There were no grand declarations. Just an understanding fragile, new, powerful.Eliora did not tell her mother where she had been.

She said only that work had kept her busy

And that silence created a space Emilia was more than willing to fill.

Emilia did not rush.

She waited until their mother was tired. Until the house was quiet. Until worry softened her defenses.

Then she spoke.

"I think Eliora is seeing someone," Emilia said casually, pouring tea she had no intention of drinking.

Their mother looked up. "She didn't mention it."

"She wouldn't," Emilia replied softly. "He seems… influential. The kind of man who pulls people into his world without asking."

Concern crept into their mother's eyes.

"What kind of world?"

Emilia sighed, carefully. "I don't know. But I saw her disappear for days. Expensive things started arriving. And he has a reputation."

The words were vague.

Which made them dangerous.

That night, their mother lay awake, staring at the ceiling, her heart heavy with questions she didn't yet know how to ask.

Alexander felt it too the shift.

When Eliora's messages became slower. More cautious.

When her laughter on calls dulled just slightly.

"Is everything okay?" he asked her one evening.

"Yes," she replied.

But he knew better.

Love, he was learning, was not just about closeness.

It was about what stood between.

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